Cry

By: Strawberry

Chapter 13

I don't own Sailor Moon

Genre: Drama, Romance

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I sat there on the ground looking at Darien.

"Darien, I'm right here." I said to him but he didn't know I was there and couldn't hear me

"Can't you see me?!?" I yelled, I rubbed my temple's because on my frustration, I wanted him to hear me, to see me but I knew inside he couldn't, I still tried.

"Darien open your eyes! I'm in front of you! Please say you see me!" I yelled but I got nothing, I took my transparent hand and trying touching his cheek but it just went through him. I cried so hard and I saw the tear's stain his pants but he couldn't, not because they were invisible but because he was wearing black, if I cried on his white shirt it would show, but I wasn't allowed to do it.

"I want to be with you!" I yelled all of a sudden I heard him say that he loved me; he didn't know I was there but he still said it

"I love you too." I said back

"Listen Darien, I don't have much time but I just wanted to tell you not to cry, please don't it's breaking my heart Darien, also listen to me Darien, be happy." I said as I kissed him, he looked up, right into my eyes almost like he knew I was there but that was impossible. I stood up ready to leave him again,

"Serena?" he asked, I stood there stunned, and he knew I was there! But how? I was assured he wouldn't, but how could we communicate?

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Darien's POV*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I stood there and asked to empty graveyard again

"Serena is that you?" I asked, I got no reply, maybe I was just losing it, and after all, I was sleep deprived.

But I distinctly smelled Burberry, it was a perfume Serena always used and only she used and it could be someone else because nobody was there. "Serena your here aren't you?" I asked again, I could sense her presence, she was there. "I miss you Serena." I said I know you want me to be strong but I can't" I said again with no response.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Serena's POV*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"You have to Darien!" I screamed, I wanted him to hear me but I knew he couldn't

"You have to move on with your life, forget about me!" I yelled

"I know what you must be saying, you must be saying I should move on and forget about you but I can't, I can't forget about you, I love you." he said, how could he know? Did he hear me? I could feel a light pulling me away, like it had just before I died, I knew my time was short.

"Darien, I'll always be here but I can't talk to you anymore, right now I have to go, no matter what you think I'll watch over you and sometimes I'll be standing right next to you but as much as I want too, I can't always be standing right next to you but when you see something inexpiable like a sky full of shooting stars, millions of shooting stars you'll know it's me." I said, the light finally got a tighter hold of me and pulled me back.

"DARIEN!" I yelled as I was pulled away from him once again.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Darien's POV*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"When you see something inexpiable like a sky full of shooting stars, millions of shooting stars you'll know it's me." those word pooped into my mind, I knew she had said them, but was that all she said to me?

Just like that she was gone again, I didn't feel her presence anymore, the hope I had felt was gone. I turned my attention back to the grave; there were so many flowers on it or next to it. I felt an arm wrap around my shoulder, I was hoping to see Serena but it was just Lita and the girls.

"Want to go get a bite to eat Darien?" Amy asked I nodded no; they took seats on the slightly wet grass and tried to comfort me. Raye looked at the picture of her she held in her hand, it was of the whole group, me, Amy, Lita, Mina, Amy and Serena.

"She was so beautiful." she said

"She still is beautiful." Mina said

"When I saw her lying there she looked like… Sleeping beauty." Lita said thoughtfully

"That was always her favorite story." Amy said simply

I took a deep sigh; Amy sensed that I still was in pain.

"Darien, as much as it hurts you, you've got to let her go. If you don't let her go she'll always be here when she could be with god and it would be great if she was here instead of there but we can see her, or have a conversation with her, or see her have one of her klutz attacks." Everyone but I smiled, I got up quickly,

"What's wrong with her being here?!? I want her to be here! Here with me!" I yelled,

"But Darien, you have to realize that if you don't let her go, it would hurt her to much to leave you so she'd always linger on and it would still be painful for her to see you," Lita started

"But if you let her go then she'll have no pain. Were she is she has no more pain accept you not letting her go and moving on." Mina said

"Darien let her go she won't have anymore pain." Raye pleaded, I looked at them like they were crazy, and they were crazy.

"Of coarse she had pain up there! The pain of missing all of us! It doesn't matter if we let her go or not! And I'm not going to just move on, especially after 3 days!" I yelled, I yelled way louder then before, they had never seen me so mad so they all decided to back off, accept for Raye, she knew me the best, especially since we used to hang out a lot (but she considered it dating)

"I know it hard Darien, but do you want to make both of you miserable, we'll always Miss Serena but we're slowly starting to recover! Serena didn't want us to mourn for her, it even said in that poem she wanted you to read, as hard as it's been for us we're making an effort!" she yelled back

"Why are you so concerned with me?!? Just leave me alone!" I yelled as I started to walk away but I stopped dead in my tracks when Raye spoke,

"Because you're our friend and because Serena wanted us to look out for you, she told us so." Raye spoke softly I slightly turned my head to see them; I then noticed the book that Raye was holding.

"Serena made this for you and she wanted us to give it to you after she died." Raye said, she handed me the book, now that I looked at it more closely, it looked more like a portfolio book.

"Now listen Darien, we're a team, and now that Serena's not here to lead us we have to be twice as strong." Lita said

"I'm not letting Serena go! I'll never give up hope that she'll be back!" I yelled as I ran to my car and drove away. I drove to my old apartment that I had moved back into, I sighed and lay on the bed thinking of her…

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It's been a couple of months since Serena died, my heart still aches and I still miss her but I've managed to stop crying, I was immune to all feelings, once in awhile my friends would take me out to cheer me up and I'd always go to be polite but never really have a good time, I worked hard on my studies over the summer so I could get into a good college so Serena could be proud of me, I would spend my days in the graveyard. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I walked into my apartment and took of my jacket, I lied down on my bed, it was night time, and the sky was kind of navy blue and all the stars were out.  I pressed play on the remote and instantly Serena and I came on the screen, I watched the home video silently, Serena was in dark blue jeans and a red 3-quarter sleeved top, we were on the balcony of some apartment, not mine though, this was a huge balcony and you could see the fire escape. I saw how I made Serena laugh and then she and I just hugged each other and looked into the camera,  we didn't even no it was on, Serena was refused to do something and giggling hysterically, I ran over to her, most of the short video was Serena and I hugging and looking in the camera. As the video ended I walked out onto the balcony, I looked into my telescope I had recently bought to see if I could see Serena, I just saw the stars but then I could have sworn I saw a silhouette of a women with meatball hairstyle, I took my eyes from the telescope and looked up to see the silhouette, it was still there! I looked at it in awe, a smile formed on my face; I knew it was her… ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I saw the happiness in Darien when he saw me, I remember what he said at my funeral, that I would be the shooting star in the sky and I remember telling him anytime something unbelievable happens it would be me…

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Darien's POV*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I went back into my apartment and laid down, I turned my head to the window and saw it, it was unbelievable, the sky was filled with shooting stars, everywhere, I wished Serena was with me to see it,

~*~*~*Flash*~*~*~

"When you see something inexpiable like a sky full of shooting stars, millions of shooting stars you'll know it's me." Serena voice said in my mind once again

She did say that it thought to myself, it was her!

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A year has passed, I did get anymore sign's from Serena, I loved Serena, she opened up my heart and I admire her, for her courage, for always protecting the world, even in death when we fought battles, the scouts and I, when we fought, if we could go on anymore an incredible light would blast the enemy, that's how we defeated the heart snatchers. I will always miss her and love her deeply but out love… is like the wind… I can't see it but I can feel it.

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

Cause I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
And I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

THE END

There is a sequel in the making so just wait for it, kk!