The wars had ended. The sailor and the one between the colonies, earth and
the Gundams. I thought my life would look a little better. Well according
to what Pluto had said it would. Oh it was for a while, the rest of first
year high school finished off great. I passed.barley. We had a week of
freedom for the summer and then they came. When I mean they I mean letters.
Every one of them but me had gotten a letter to the Peacecraft Academy.
Total scholarships.
Being who I WAS, key word was here. I made them go.once I found out about the letters.by accident mind you. Made remember when they tried to hide things from me about the three lights, like the tickets on the plane to name on of the few million things. Back to things at hand, they had two weeks and then they would be leaving to get settled and fall into the schools ways of life before the school years officially started.
I was happy for them. They deserved it having to put their dreams on hold. I wanted them to have a life before I became Twenty-three. That was when it was all to happen according to Pluto again. Crystal Tokyo the freezing the whole nine yards.
We used those two weeks wisely. Our parents let us spend every waking and sometimes non-waking moment together to get some really good memories before we separated. Out parents as well as us new that this would bring on change. We would each change and this would be that last time we would be together as how we knew each other.
The day before they left a huge party was thrown; parents, friends and teachers were all invited and came. When it was over it was just we girls in a slumber party. We gossiped, stayed up late watching cheap American B- movies, you know all the normal things. That morning I was the only one to see them off. Everyone else had said his or her goodbyes that night not to cause too much of a scene in the airport.
At first we wrote to each other everyday. Each with their own letters from me and I got one form each of them. Then I drifted down to them sending one from them and then a few weeks before school would start I received none. Stupid me still wrote. You think I would have learned my lesson I mean look at all those letters I wrote during the Chaos war. I thought they were just so busy with school that once they settled down in a routine I would get a letter. I though about the third week and I would see one. Nothing, nada, zip, zero, sorry wrong number please hang up and try again.
I closed up, didn't even bother in school. Most of the time I wouldn't even show up. Quit going to the arcade and the café. Most of the time I stood on the bridge in the park and looked at my reflection in the water thinking of things. That was when I found them or they found me. The FIVE. I remember calling them that on the Moon. Some how even their sick and twisted minds got reborn. Go figure.
They recognized me at once. Oh god what a scene they made. Then they went on to tell my how disappointed my mother would have been if she were alive to see me. I was so tempted to take them to the moon and show them how alive she was or half alive I suppose.
Well next thing I knew I was being trained. And who said video games were bad things, I tell you they are lying. That was how they trained me so fast. They used simulators and while I slept I was hooked up to a machine that fed information to me as well as from time to time put me in VR. Let me tell you something when VR is run while you are sleeping it is so dangerous. You mind really thinks that it is real and can almost kill you. You can relate with those dreams that make you wake up sweaty and panting having you praying thanking it was only a dream and not real.
So pretty much half way through second year I had gone from klutz, ditz and whining and eating to well still eating, can't give that up now, computer hacking, master in a few styles of martial arts, explosive expert, could pilot MS, shuttle crafts, more or less anything that could move and had a engine. I could take college level courses and pass with out trying.to tell you more would take all my fun away.
See they tried to make ME the PERFECT SOLIDER. I mean look at theirs he learned emotions, which are a no, no. Phu~leez, I still have my emotions; I still act like who I WAS when I am around those I really TRUST. Other than that I am a cold-hearted bitch who can and WILL get even. I am not perfect nor do I wish to be. The little girl next door had just jumped the wrong side of the tracks and now instead of playing with Barbie's and dreaming about boys and gossiping she is causing total havoc, getting in trouble with authorities, (not cops more like people in charge of her), instead of Barbie it is motorcycles, MS, shuttles, cars.
Don't get my wrong I still fight for the Love and Justice, just don't get on my bad side because I have taken enough of being jerked around. I am sick of it and will put my foot down or a knee up if I have to. I am still Tsukino Usagi, Sailormoon and Princess Serenity. I don't want to kill anything, though I now know how to in more ways than normal people can think of. I still fight for peace, which is really funny because I still hate fighting, though I am good at it now. All I want is my normal life again and peace. But hey I am the universal puppet so what does my wants matter.
Basically all those damn Doctors did was make me a better soldier and help me get out of the slump THEY put me in. truth be told I think it was a little better this way. Now I know how to be a good leader. I mean now I can actually put my two senses in and not my damn power. I know how to be diplomatic instead of winging it like I thought I was going to have to do. I don't have to rely on someone to how to make every move or what to do. Hell I was the leader and yet THEY led. Pyro more than the others, well maybe tying with Pluto.
Reading this over I realize how much of a bitch I do sound like. I keep putting blame on them when it is my fault as well. I could have tried harder then I would be with them. I could have taken things more serious and not weigh so much on them. I guess it was because I hate being alone so much and they are my friends who I thought betrayed, no to strong more like abandoned.
Why am I so cold hearted now? Easy, so I won't hurt anymore. Look at how many times they were taken from me. I act like a bitch so others wont get to close and those who do see the real me. The Tsukino everyone remembers but with added bonuses.
So you want to know why am writing this at all. Why I am talking, well writing to a paper like I was human. Easy, Lady Une wanted me to write down my problem like they do when you are bad girl in school. I have put it off for a while and now she is down my throat again and this time she involved my commanding officer.
Whoa wait commanding officer???? Yap. See I got a little cocky in November, about the time my training had completed and well see I sort of forgotten who exactly worked for the Preventors, you know, Miss Noin, Lady Une, Milardo/Zechs (whatever!!!) the Pilot 05.to name a few. Well they sort of found me, after a few weeks though (hehehehehehehehehehehehehahahahahahah getting old and slow!!!) after breaking into their computers unbreakable code. Which was made by the perfect soldier himself. I was told that had him a little riled and I was lucky HE had HUNTED me down YET. Well before they arrested me the Doctors told Une whom I was, someone that was trained under them. So she wanted to meet me. So I went and for some damn reason (have a hunch it starts with a P and ends with LUTO) I told Une who I REALLY was and what went down. She gave me this lecture. Personally if she was gonna do that she could have gotten 05 to do it. he knows more languages to curse in.
Well back the commanding officer. For being a bad little girl in school AND for breaking into the computer I was going to be shipped to Military school. Of course the Doctors totally agreed and had it arranged for me to go the Best around. My parents agreed though I don't know what they told them. They didn't even know what I had done with the doctors they just knew I was no longer going to school and if I did I didn't pay attention or got into trouble. They also don't know which school I am at. I send them letters but not postage stamp is on it that could tell them where I am. They send their letters to Une and she sends them to me.
The only bad thing about this school is that it was all boys till I came now there are two girls Dorothy Bloom and me. She came because her family is not to please with her actions during the war. So she is here. Like I said before I am still the same Usagi so now she had changed, not only from the little match she had with whom she calls a blonde bombshell of the dessert but also from me. She is one of the few who has gotten past the bitch, though I guess spending the rest of second half of the year with her helped a little.
The mentioned Dorothy looked up from the paper and raised her dark eyebrow. "Wow Usa, you have such a way with words." She smirked at her sarcastic remark as she watched Usagi put her hair in high ponytail and place her grey regulation style cap on. Usagi gave her a dirty look through the mirror.
"You are just jealous, Kenoko." Dorothy's face darkened.
"Why in the hell do you call me that!" she growled. "I like kitty better." Usagi rolled her eyes.
"Same thing only different languages." Dorothy shuttered.
"But that is what that Haruka chic calls you. You told me." Usagi gave a bark of laughter.
"Alright, kitty it is."
Dorothy had been reading the letter while lying on her back. There were still a few more pages to go but she really didn't care. She knew what it said. Usagi had told her before. She was proud though to be one of the few that has gotten past her bitch wall. She flopped over to her stomach and watched as he comrade pulled on her calf high regulation spit polished balk combat boots.
Usagi stood up and looked her self over in the mirror to make sure everything was in a gig line formation. (Everything was in perfect alignment. A military family comes in handy for things like this) She wore the gray cotton shirt with the Schools crest on the left upper breast, her pants were black, two shades of gray and white camo. This what the school made the girls were while the boys had the green and tan. Dorothy was perplexed, the sound for after breakfast reveille has sounded but like the others schools they attended they did what they wanted and ignored it.
They went to class at least three days a week. Most of the time they spent on the training grounds or up in bunkhouse. The school left them alone most of the time. They didn't want them here so they stayed out of the way as much as possible. Which was a stupid thing for the school but shhhhhh they didn't need to know that. The only one in the school who cared was their bunk commander. He was like an older brother and let them get way with things when they weren't in the public eye of the school at least. He had to look like he was in some type of control.
Dorothy let curiosity win as she watched Usagi place her belt on. The large sliver buckle had the schools crest as well.
"Ano, Usagi-chan. What are you doing? We don't go to class today and never go to reveille. You wouldn't be worried about your dress either if we were going to the training field."
Usagi turned to her. Dorothy couldn't see her eyes form the caps lid but she did see the smirk she only used for mischief. Dorothy sat up straight as Usagi walked past her and five feet to the washroom. Dorothy's eyes narrowed she knew she was up to something.
"Damn it answer me woman."
Usagi came around the corner with one of the showerheads that detached. The nozzle pointed at Dorothy.
"Make my day."
"You wouldn't dare." Dorothy growled out. Usagi's smirked grew.
"Make you famous." She pulled the trigger. Screams and giggles could be heard coming form the bunkhouse on the mountainside above the school. It was the only one that was secluded enough. Not to mention three of the houses between it and the school had been burned down from a fire caused by lightening. The wilderness had swallowed up their remains. The only way to it was a path wide enough to take an army like jeep.
Five figures now stared up at it from the main office window as they waited for the High Commander of the school.
Being who I WAS, key word was here. I made them go.once I found out about the letters.by accident mind you. Made remember when they tried to hide things from me about the three lights, like the tickets on the plane to name on of the few million things. Back to things at hand, they had two weeks and then they would be leaving to get settled and fall into the schools ways of life before the school years officially started.
I was happy for them. They deserved it having to put their dreams on hold. I wanted them to have a life before I became Twenty-three. That was when it was all to happen according to Pluto again. Crystal Tokyo the freezing the whole nine yards.
We used those two weeks wisely. Our parents let us spend every waking and sometimes non-waking moment together to get some really good memories before we separated. Out parents as well as us new that this would bring on change. We would each change and this would be that last time we would be together as how we knew each other.
The day before they left a huge party was thrown; parents, friends and teachers were all invited and came. When it was over it was just we girls in a slumber party. We gossiped, stayed up late watching cheap American B- movies, you know all the normal things. That morning I was the only one to see them off. Everyone else had said his or her goodbyes that night not to cause too much of a scene in the airport.
At first we wrote to each other everyday. Each with their own letters from me and I got one form each of them. Then I drifted down to them sending one from them and then a few weeks before school would start I received none. Stupid me still wrote. You think I would have learned my lesson I mean look at all those letters I wrote during the Chaos war. I thought they were just so busy with school that once they settled down in a routine I would get a letter. I though about the third week and I would see one. Nothing, nada, zip, zero, sorry wrong number please hang up and try again.
I closed up, didn't even bother in school. Most of the time I wouldn't even show up. Quit going to the arcade and the café. Most of the time I stood on the bridge in the park and looked at my reflection in the water thinking of things. That was when I found them or they found me. The FIVE. I remember calling them that on the Moon. Some how even their sick and twisted minds got reborn. Go figure.
They recognized me at once. Oh god what a scene they made. Then they went on to tell my how disappointed my mother would have been if she were alive to see me. I was so tempted to take them to the moon and show them how alive she was or half alive I suppose.
Well next thing I knew I was being trained. And who said video games were bad things, I tell you they are lying. That was how they trained me so fast. They used simulators and while I slept I was hooked up to a machine that fed information to me as well as from time to time put me in VR. Let me tell you something when VR is run while you are sleeping it is so dangerous. You mind really thinks that it is real and can almost kill you. You can relate with those dreams that make you wake up sweaty and panting having you praying thanking it was only a dream and not real.
So pretty much half way through second year I had gone from klutz, ditz and whining and eating to well still eating, can't give that up now, computer hacking, master in a few styles of martial arts, explosive expert, could pilot MS, shuttle crafts, more or less anything that could move and had a engine. I could take college level courses and pass with out trying.to tell you more would take all my fun away.
See they tried to make ME the PERFECT SOLIDER. I mean look at theirs he learned emotions, which are a no, no. Phu~leez, I still have my emotions; I still act like who I WAS when I am around those I really TRUST. Other than that I am a cold-hearted bitch who can and WILL get even. I am not perfect nor do I wish to be. The little girl next door had just jumped the wrong side of the tracks and now instead of playing with Barbie's and dreaming about boys and gossiping she is causing total havoc, getting in trouble with authorities, (not cops more like people in charge of her), instead of Barbie it is motorcycles, MS, shuttles, cars.
Don't get my wrong I still fight for the Love and Justice, just don't get on my bad side because I have taken enough of being jerked around. I am sick of it and will put my foot down or a knee up if I have to. I am still Tsukino Usagi, Sailormoon and Princess Serenity. I don't want to kill anything, though I now know how to in more ways than normal people can think of. I still fight for peace, which is really funny because I still hate fighting, though I am good at it now. All I want is my normal life again and peace. But hey I am the universal puppet so what does my wants matter.
Basically all those damn Doctors did was make me a better soldier and help me get out of the slump THEY put me in. truth be told I think it was a little better this way. Now I know how to be a good leader. I mean now I can actually put my two senses in and not my damn power. I know how to be diplomatic instead of winging it like I thought I was going to have to do. I don't have to rely on someone to how to make every move or what to do. Hell I was the leader and yet THEY led. Pyro more than the others, well maybe tying with Pluto.
Reading this over I realize how much of a bitch I do sound like. I keep putting blame on them when it is my fault as well. I could have tried harder then I would be with them. I could have taken things more serious and not weigh so much on them. I guess it was because I hate being alone so much and they are my friends who I thought betrayed, no to strong more like abandoned.
Why am I so cold hearted now? Easy, so I won't hurt anymore. Look at how many times they were taken from me. I act like a bitch so others wont get to close and those who do see the real me. The Tsukino everyone remembers but with added bonuses.
So you want to know why am writing this at all. Why I am talking, well writing to a paper like I was human. Easy, Lady Une wanted me to write down my problem like they do when you are bad girl in school. I have put it off for a while and now she is down my throat again and this time she involved my commanding officer.
Whoa wait commanding officer???? Yap. See I got a little cocky in November, about the time my training had completed and well see I sort of forgotten who exactly worked for the Preventors, you know, Miss Noin, Lady Une, Milardo/Zechs (whatever!!!) the Pilot 05.to name a few. Well they sort of found me, after a few weeks though (hehehehehehehehehehehehehahahahahahah getting old and slow!!!) after breaking into their computers unbreakable code. Which was made by the perfect soldier himself. I was told that had him a little riled and I was lucky HE had HUNTED me down YET. Well before they arrested me the Doctors told Une whom I was, someone that was trained under them. So she wanted to meet me. So I went and for some damn reason (have a hunch it starts with a P and ends with LUTO) I told Une who I REALLY was and what went down. She gave me this lecture. Personally if she was gonna do that she could have gotten 05 to do it. he knows more languages to curse in.
Well back the commanding officer. For being a bad little girl in school AND for breaking into the computer I was going to be shipped to Military school. Of course the Doctors totally agreed and had it arranged for me to go the Best around. My parents agreed though I don't know what they told them. They didn't even know what I had done with the doctors they just knew I was no longer going to school and if I did I didn't pay attention or got into trouble. They also don't know which school I am at. I send them letters but not postage stamp is on it that could tell them where I am. They send their letters to Une and she sends them to me.
The only bad thing about this school is that it was all boys till I came now there are two girls Dorothy Bloom and me. She came because her family is not to please with her actions during the war. So she is here. Like I said before I am still the same Usagi so now she had changed, not only from the little match she had with whom she calls a blonde bombshell of the dessert but also from me. She is one of the few who has gotten past the bitch, though I guess spending the rest of second half of the year with her helped a little.
The mentioned Dorothy looked up from the paper and raised her dark eyebrow. "Wow Usa, you have such a way with words." She smirked at her sarcastic remark as she watched Usagi put her hair in high ponytail and place her grey regulation style cap on. Usagi gave her a dirty look through the mirror.
"You are just jealous, Kenoko." Dorothy's face darkened.
"Why in the hell do you call me that!" she growled. "I like kitty better." Usagi rolled her eyes.
"Same thing only different languages." Dorothy shuttered.
"But that is what that Haruka chic calls you. You told me." Usagi gave a bark of laughter.
"Alright, kitty it is."
Dorothy had been reading the letter while lying on her back. There were still a few more pages to go but she really didn't care. She knew what it said. Usagi had told her before. She was proud though to be one of the few that has gotten past her bitch wall. She flopped over to her stomach and watched as he comrade pulled on her calf high regulation spit polished balk combat boots.
Usagi stood up and looked her self over in the mirror to make sure everything was in a gig line formation. (Everything was in perfect alignment. A military family comes in handy for things like this) She wore the gray cotton shirt with the Schools crest on the left upper breast, her pants were black, two shades of gray and white camo. This what the school made the girls were while the boys had the green and tan. Dorothy was perplexed, the sound for after breakfast reveille has sounded but like the others schools they attended they did what they wanted and ignored it.
They went to class at least three days a week. Most of the time they spent on the training grounds or up in bunkhouse. The school left them alone most of the time. They didn't want them here so they stayed out of the way as much as possible. Which was a stupid thing for the school but shhhhhh they didn't need to know that. The only one in the school who cared was their bunk commander. He was like an older brother and let them get way with things when they weren't in the public eye of the school at least. He had to look like he was in some type of control.
Dorothy let curiosity win as she watched Usagi place her belt on. The large sliver buckle had the schools crest as well.
"Ano, Usagi-chan. What are you doing? We don't go to class today and never go to reveille. You wouldn't be worried about your dress either if we were going to the training field."
Usagi turned to her. Dorothy couldn't see her eyes form the caps lid but she did see the smirk she only used for mischief. Dorothy sat up straight as Usagi walked past her and five feet to the washroom. Dorothy's eyes narrowed she knew she was up to something.
"Damn it answer me woman."
Usagi came around the corner with one of the showerheads that detached. The nozzle pointed at Dorothy.
"Make my day."
"You wouldn't dare." Dorothy growled out. Usagi's smirked grew.
"Make you famous." She pulled the trigger. Screams and giggles could be heard coming form the bunkhouse on the mountainside above the school. It was the only one that was secluded enough. Not to mention three of the houses between it and the school had been burned down from a fire caused by lightening. The wilderness had swallowed up their remains. The only way to it was a path wide enough to take an army like jeep.
Five figures now stared up at it from the main office window as they waited for the High Commander of the school.