Why? Father Why? Aishi-Cc

Did you ever even care? You abandoned me! How could you? You've never needed me until now. Even now it's not even you who truly needs me. You forced me to save the world. Why? For what? I never wanted to take responsibility for it. Why do I still put myself threw all this pain? For just one smile or a kind word for you. Why? I don't even know. This is my life now. The EVA is all I am now. I've seen you and Rei. How could you love her more then me? More then your own Son! I lie here battered and broken tried. Just to please you. Just ..to ..please.. you. Just.. to.. please.. you. Just... to... please... you. Just... to.. please... you.. ..............