A/N: Not even I know what I was thinking when I wrote this, but it's really not all bad so please go on and read
Randomness of the Moraco: *giggles* okay I just realized that the title for this chapter can be interpreted in so many ways.
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Somebody Kiss Me!
Chapter 3Lily's Accident
Many young Gryffindors came pouring into their common room after their first day of exams, including both Sirius and Remus.
"Finally free," Sirius said.
"Not quite, my good friend," Remus quirked, "we've still got another day of exams.
"I was talking about being free for the day."
"I know, but really you should at least study for tomorrow's exams, so that wouldn't quite make you free," Remus said.
"Studying is boring." Sirius started walking up the staircase to their dormitory.
Remus followed. "I know, but you should do it anyway just as an assurance that you won't miserably fail."
Sirius opened the door for their dormitory and both walked inside. "Since you're not going to let it fly, I suppose I'm not free and I'll study for tomorrow's exams. On one condition though."
"What's that?"
"We study together."
Remus smiled. "That's perfectly fine with me."
Sirius and Remus sat on Remus' bed and studied for a little while and then went to dinner. They ate and conversed with their friends and since Lilly did not ask to talk to Remus alone during the extent of their meal, he assumed that she had not yet talked to James. After dinner Sirius and Remus went back to their dormitory while James decided to take Lilly out for a walk by the lake. Remus talked Sirius into a little more studying and the studied for a few more hours, occasionally taking breaks to just talk and make jokes, until later on in the night James entered the dormitory with a very angry determined look on his face.
Sirius looked up when he head James shut the door. "James, what happened?" He got up from the bed and walked over toward his friend.
Remus got up and walked over to James as well.
James, with both hands, grabbed onto one of Sirius' and Remus' arms. By the looks on both the other boys faces it hurt.
"What's got you so ticked James? Your nearly cutting off my circulation," Sirius said.
"Malfoy," James whispered.
"What did he do to you this time?"
"It's not what he did to me," he told Sirius, "it's what he did to Lily."
"Lily?"
Remus' eyes widened. "Where is she? Is she okay?"
"The infirmary and no."
"No?" Sirius finally removed James' hand from his arm. "What's wrong with her?"
James let go of Remus' arm and turn to Sirius and began to cry. Sirius pulled his friend into a hug as he cried on his shoulder. "He jinxed one of the stairs near the top of the stair case and she tripped and fell all the way down. She twisted her ankle, broke her arm and now she's unconscious in the hospital wing and Madame Pomfrey says she doesn't know when she'll wake up," James explained and then cried some more.
*Dammit, Lily, you told me I'd rest at ease tonight. No, I shouldn't be angry at you, you couldn't prevent what happened. I should be concerned with your well-being, which I am. But why tonight? Of all nights the night I was going to find out if Sirius felt the same…* Remus walked over to his bed and sat down and stared at the floor.
Peter came in a bit later and found out what had gone on and such and sympathized for James and then headed off to bed.
James cried himself to sleep with Sirius sitting beside his bed until James dozed off.
Sirius got up and began to head for his bed when he decided that a glance of Remus sleeping would help him sleep a little easier. *He's so cute when he's sleeping* Sirius thought. Sirius walked over to Remus' bed and pushed aside a curtain to reveal Remus wide awake sitting up in bed.
"Do you need something?" Remus whispered.
"No, just checking on you," Sirius replied. "Why aren't you asleep?"
"I could ask you the same question."
"You could, but you know the reply would be that I want to make sure everyone else is set and good before I even think of sleep."
"You're just caring like that," Remus remarked sarcastically.
"What's got into you? You're never snappy like this."
Remus sighed. "I'm sorry. It's just that Lily-"
"She's like a sister to you?"
"Well that and-"
"It's understandable," Sirius cut him off again.
"Why am I even talking to you? You won't even let me finish a sentence."
Sirius sat down on Remus' bed and wrapped his arms around Remus' pulling him to his chest. "You're talking to me because I'm your friend and I care enough about you to try to make you feel better."
"Maybe," he whispered.
Sirius pulled Remus away from him and looked him in the eyes. "Go to sleep now, all right?" Sirius stood up from the bed and was about to walk to his own until he felt something grasping his sleeve.
"I…Sirius I."
"What?" Sirius sat back down.
"I don't want to bother you Sirius, but I'm scared and I don't want to sleep alone tonight."
Sirius sighed. *Why do you have to do this to me mate? Do you know how much it hurts to be so close to you and not be able to have you? If only you felt the same way, but I know you don't. That's impossible. Why do I keep putting myself in these situations?* Sirius stood up again. "Remus, you're 16, you're a big boy now. You're too old to be coming to people asking them to be your bedfellow when you're scared."
Remus' breathing became rather rigid and his eyes were becoming watery. "I… I s-supose you're r-r-right." Remus sniffed. "Go away." He pulled the curtain on his four-poster bed shut once again.
"I'm sorry Remus," Sirius whispered and went to his bed for a night's sleep.
A/N: *gasp* poor poor Lilly. This was actually the point of the story I wasn't sure what to do with so I decided something all tragic like but not so tragic like should happen.
Please excuse the somewhat half thought out agnsty crap that in there because I know that it's very half thought out but I'm still content with not re-writing it.