"You're pathetic, Cye
Silent Fall

Chapter 1

"You're pathetic, Cye."

This was the fifth argument of its kind this week, each one just as bad as the last but more often worse.  It seemed to Cye that whatever he did sparked an argument between him and Kento, there was always something wrong.  And every time they fought Cye felt more and more like nothing.  Kento was his best friend and he was saying things like this?

All the other guys had gone out with Mia into town.  They had stayed behind, Cye volunteering to cook dinner and Kento to eat it.

That wasn't going to happen now; Cye had had enough of this.  He turned around and fled out the back door into the bright, almost blinding, sunlight; all the while Kento yelling obscenities and curses after him.  He didn't stop running until he was safely under the cover of the woods.

What had happened?  The Ronins had always been so close up until Talpa's destruction, and now it was like they were just falling apart.  There was so much friction between them you could cut it with a knife.  Mia tried desperately to keep them together by concocting various little road trips to which they only reluctantly agreed to go on because she was so damn persistent.  The outings, by every means of good intentions, had succeeded in little else than pulling the Ronins farther apart, something Cye had no explanation for.

Cye decided to head for the lake.  The one place where he felt calm and unthreatened besides Mia's mansion, which had become so suddenly inhospitable.

Being the oldest Ronin didn't mean he was the strongest.  In fact, his armor was probably one of the weakest even in the water.  That had gotten him into a lot of trouble when he had been battling the Dynasty.  After the Ancient had given each of them their dreams and they had gone out on their solo trips, he had been the first one captured.  Red Torrent hadn't even been real; there was no living flesh behind its mask, yet it had defeated him all the same.

The lake was coming into view now and for the first time Cye took a look at his surroundings.  The air was cool and tart and the grass and shrubbery were all glistening from the recent rain.  Sunlight was strung up in bright patches among the leaves, like lanterns for a party.  The trees were growing sparser as he neared the waters edge.

Was he really as weak as he now thought he was?  To solve this Cye stepped into the lake, wading out till the water was waist deep and donning his sub armor as he did so as a barrier against the cold.

"Armor of Torrent!  Dao Shin!"

Cye felt the familiar weight of the armor settle on his shoulders as he called it to him.

"Super Wave Smasher!"

He braced his yari as a stream of water roared from its tip.  Cye watched as the attack raced across the surface of the once placid water before dying away about halfway across.

He was disappointed.  It should have gone farther.  The rest of the guys probably hated him, having to constantly protect him and take up the slack where he left off.  They probably would have been better off if he had never met them.  This armor was more a curse than anything.

Cye drew the Torrent dagger and examined it.  He had never had to use the dagger before, for his yari had never failed him.  But now it might just have a use after all.

Maybe.

Cye banished his armor and with a little effort was able to retain the dagger.  He slipped it into his belt, hiding it cleverly beneath his shirt, and started towards Mia's mansion.

"Why did you say that to him?" Ryo demanded hotly of Kento.

"I don't know.  I-I was just mad, I guess." Kento stammered.

Ryo sighed in frustration; this was the only answer he had been able to get out of him since he and the others had returned from the city to find Cye missing.

"Do you know where he might have gone?"

"The lake, I think."

"We have to go find him."

Ryo," Mia interrupted, "maybe we'd just better leave him by himself.  Let him work things out alone."

"I don't know." He said, lost. "What I want to know is why you two are fighting all the time now.  You're worse than all the rest of us combined."

Kento hung his head, glancing out the corner of his eye for support from either Sage or Rowen, but they offered none.

Cye spotted Mia's jeep from the edge of the woods and that meant the guys were home.  He snuck back around the house to the door he had left by.  Slowly, he entered, closing the door behind him quietly, not wanting to alert everyone of his presence right away.

From the Living Room he could hear the other Ronins and Mia talking.

"We have to do something about Cye."

"He could get hurt, he has before."

So it was true, they didn't think he could take care of himself, they thought he was weak.  Maybe they were right, but there was no more time to think about it, there was only one more thing left to do.

Cye snuck up to the room he shared with Kento and, once again, quietly slipped in.  Only this time he locked the door behind him.

How much effort would this take?  How deep would he have to cut himself before even Sages healing powers couldn't bring him back?  Would this end all the questions?  All the suspicions?  All the lies?  Only one way to find out.

Cye drew the dagger from its hiding place and knelt on the carpet, bracing the knife between his knees.  He couldn't think about it or else he'd lose all courage.  The Ronin positioned his wrists on either side of the glinting blade.  Darkness seemed to grip the land as a cloud passed over the setting sun.

Cye took a deep breath in trepidation before pressing his wrists to the dagger and pulling them up sharply.

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What do you think? Should I continue it?

This one I started on a whim so it might take a while to right if it is continued.

Disclaimer: I don't own the Ronin Warriors.