A few weeks later and Claire and H are back at the hospital visiting Ryan who hasn't improved at all. Holly and Emma are also both in hospital.
Claire: H I don't want to be here.
H: Claire that's our son in there and all you want to do is go home.
Claire: It's all my fault he's in there.
H: No it's not don't listen to anyone who says it is.
Claire: But it is my fault.
Claire runs from the hospital crying and H runs after her.
H: Claire why is it your fault?
Claire: It just is.
H: Why?
Claire: Because I wasn't concentrating.
H: Yeah because everyone was shouting.
Claire: No it wasn't just that I had other things on my mind.
H: Like what?
Claire: It doesn't matter.
Inside the hospital Holly is sitting on the bed drawing a picture. Emma is playing with some toys and Faye and Lee are sitting watching them.
Lee: Who you drawing hunny?
Holly: Auntie Claire and Uncle H.
Lee: Oh, let me see.
Lee: Oh yeah it looks like them.
Faye looks at it and laughs.
Faye: Uncle H looks a bit drunk darling.
Holly: He meant to look like that mummy!
Faye: Ok sorry darling.
Faye and Lee laugh.
Back outside H is hugging Claire and they are beginning to walk back to Ryan's room. When they get there loads of doctors are around Ryan, Claire starts to cry.
H: What's going on?
Doctor: He's stopped breathing
Claire cries even more and H hugs her.
Doctor: Please wait outside.
Claire and H wait outside the room they are both crying. The doctor comes out several minutes later.
Doctor: We've managed to get him breathing again.
H: Thank you doctor, you're my hero.
Doctor: Why's that?
H: For making Claire better and helping all my friends.
Doctor: You can go in and see Ryan if you like.
Claire: Thank you.
H and Claire go in and are shocked at all the machines Ryan is connected to.
Claire: H what are all of those for?
H: I don't know babe.
After sitting with Ryan for just over an hour Claire notice that one of the machines has just changed and now is displaying a striaght line and it is now strting to beep. Doctors' come running back in and discover that he's stopped breathing again.
Faye and Lee are happy that Holly and Emma are finally getting better and that they allowed home soon. Faye is thinking about Ryan and how Claire and H must be feeling. Soon everyone's worst fears are confirmed when a doctor reveals that Ryan wasn't strong enough and has just passed away.
Even though they do miss him greatly, Ryan's death has made H and Claire realise their not ready to extend the family any further, well not at the moment anyway. Of course they have tried to get on with their lives but the loss of a baby isn't easy to deal with. Hannah, Holly and Emma are now all nearly four and are all best friends, they are inseperable. Lisa and Damien finally got the baby they wanted so much, they had a little girl and called her Lucy. Everyone has remained close friends and Damien has even apologised to Claire for blaming her and Claire's stopped blaming herself. Things are really starting to look up for all of them but not one of them is prepared to forget Ryan!
Claire: H I don't want to be here.
H: Claire that's our son in there and all you want to do is go home.
Claire: It's all my fault he's in there.
H: No it's not don't listen to anyone who says it is.
Claire: But it is my fault.
Claire runs from the hospital crying and H runs after her.
H: Claire why is it your fault?
Claire: It just is.
H: Why?
Claire: Because I wasn't concentrating.
H: Yeah because everyone was shouting.
Claire: No it wasn't just that I had other things on my mind.
H: Like what?
Claire: It doesn't matter.
Inside the hospital Holly is sitting on the bed drawing a picture. Emma is playing with some toys and Faye and Lee are sitting watching them.
Lee: Who you drawing hunny?
Holly: Auntie Claire and Uncle H.
Lee: Oh, let me see.
Lee: Oh yeah it looks like them.
Faye looks at it and laughs.
Faye: Uncle H looks a bit drunk darling.
Holly: He meant to look like that mummy!
Faye: Ok sorry darling.
Faye and Lee laugh.
Back outside H is hugging Claire and they are beginning to walk back to Ryan's room. When they get there loads of doctors are around Ryan, Claire starts to cry.
H: What's going on?
Doctor: He's stopped breathing
Claire cries even more and H hugs her.
Doctor: Please wait outside.
Claire and H wait outside the room they are both crying. The doctor comes out several minutes later.
Doctor: We've managed to get him breathing again.
H: Thank you doctor, you're my hero.
Doctor: Why's that?
H: For making Claire better and helping all my friends.
Doctor: You can go in and see Ryan if you like.
Claire: Thank you.
H and Claire go in and are shocked at all the machines Ryan is connected to.
Claire: H what are all of those for?
H: I don't know babe.
After sitting with Ryan for just over an hour Claire notice that one of the machines has just changed and now is displaying a striaght line and it is now strting to beep. Doctors' come running back in and discover that he's stopped breathing again.
Faye and Lee are happy that Holly and Emma are finally getting better and that they allowed home soon. Faye is thinking about Ryan and how Claire and H must be feeling. Soon everyone's worst fears are confirmed when a doctor reveals that Ryan wasn't strong enough and has just passed away.
Even though they do miss him greatly, Ryan's death has made H and Claire realise their not ready to extend the family any further, well not at the moment anyway. Of course they have tried to get on with their lives but the loss of a baby isn't easy to deal with. Hannah, Holly and Emma are now all nearly four and are all best friends, they are inseperable. Lisa and Damien finally got the baby they wanted so much, they had a little girl and called her Lucy. Everyone has remained close friends and Damien has even apologised to Claire for blaming her and Claire's stopped blaming herself. Things are really starting to look up for all of them but not one of them is prepared to forget Ryan!