I never decided to love you
Never dreamed that you'd love me back
For years I cursed your name
Now I say it like a blessing
I always feared your death
Our paths are hard and I thought
Your death would destroy me
But I'm still holding on
My mistake and salvation
I let you in
Farther than anyone's ever been
Your warmth caressed me
When nothing could contain me
When nothing could make me smile
This is why
Even though I still
Cry out for you
At night when no one is around
And even though I still need you
The ghost of you inside me
Will not let me give up this fight
I still see you from time to time
In the corner of my eye
Still smell your scent
I turn around to speak to you
But you're no longer there
The memories keep me grounded
A wisp of your smile
Worn photographs and scars
A whisper of your words upon my lips
The feel of your skin against mine
It's all a final breath away
I know
We'll meet again someday
I wrote this after hearing Sarah McLachlan's Gloomy Sunday. Then after finding the Goku/Vegeta pairings, it became so obvious, I mean that IS the best pairing ever. So I decided to use it for my own sick purposes.
In case you didn't know, it's Vegeta musing on Goku. I haven't seen all the episodes of the show, so lets just say that Goku died, permanently. OH and Chi Chi and Bulma are dead, because they fucking SUCKED ASS and should not have been on the show. They're a disgrace to all womankind. So yeah, it's kinda girly, 'cause I wrote it as an f/f poem, and had to change a few things. I plan on tormenting Vegeta from now on more often.
I went looking for the lyrics to this song, and I found this… coolness….
http://www.snopes2.com/music/songs/gloomy.htm
apparently a lot of people have killed themselves listening to this song lol
Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is Gloomy,
My hours are slumberless,
Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is gloomy
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be flowers and prayers that are sad,
I know, let them not weep,
Let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream,
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday
Dreaming
I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you
Asleep in the deep of
My heart
Dear
Darling I hope that my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday
Never dreamed that you'd love me back
For years I cursed your name
Now I say it like a blessing
I always feared your death
Our paths are hard and I thought
Your death would destroy me
But I'm still holding on
My mistake and salvation
I let you in
Farther than anyone's ever been
Your warmth caressed me
When nothing could contain me
When nothing could make me smile
This is why
Even though I still
Cry out for you
At night when no one is around
And even though I still need you
The ghost of you inside me
Will not let me give up this fight
I still see you from time to time
In the corner of my eye
Still smell your scent
I turn around to speak to you
But you're no longer there
The memories keep me grounded
A wisp of your smile
Worn photographs and scars
A whisper of your words upon my lips
The feel of your skin against mine
It's all a final breath away
I know
We'll meet again someday
I wrote this after hearing Sarah McLachlan's Gloomy Sunday. Then after finding the Goku/Vegeta pairings, it became so obvious, I mean that IS the best pairing ever. So I decided to use it for my own sick purposes.
In case you didn't know, it's Vegeta musing on Goku. I haven't seen all the episodes of the show, so lets just say that Goku died, permanently. OH and Chi Chi and Bulma are dead, because they fucking SUCKED ASS and should not have been on the show. They're a disgrace to all womankind. So yeah, it's kinda girly, 'cause I wrote it as an f/f poem, and had to change a few things. I plan on tormenting Vegeta from now on more often.
I went looking for the lyrics to this song, and I found this… coolness….
http://www.snopes2.com/music/songs/gloomy.htm
apparently a lot of people have killed themselves listening to this song lol
Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is Gloomy,
My hours are slumberless,
Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is gloomy
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be flowers and prayers that are sad,
I know, let them not weep,
Let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream,
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday
Dreaming
I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you
Asleep in the deep of
My heart
Dear
Darling I hope that my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday