-Chapter two-
******* Liam's Loft *******
6:42 am
Tensely moving under the covers.
"Liam...."
He abruptly set up gasping for breath not sleep nor awake, staring into space, a glimpse of her face.
Total awoke, "NO!"
"She dead," Liam muttered in a soft voice with a tear running down his face " I saw her."
He gets up and walks to the bathroom cuts on the light and stares in the mirror rubbing his hands
over his face.
" If I don't get some sleep I'll go crazy."
*******Living Room*******
Pacing back and forth muttering to himself " Lili is dead, I know she dead."
" I so tried," Liam says " God, I'm so tried," while slumping down on the couch and rubbing his
head slowly falling asleep.
*******
10:16 am
Global beeping awaken him. Volunteer Linda Hall "Sorry, sir, anything wrong.
"What?"
"You were supposed to be hear at 10:00 am for briefing."
With a blank face he say "What?" and look down at his watch.
"On my way," walk to the bedroom.
*******Embassy*******
Liam return from the briefing and walks into Da'an office he standing at his desk and look at his
watch 12:45 not realizing Da'an standing there staring at him.
"Liam, what is wrong," Da'an say as he walk to him placing his
hand on his arm.
Liam look up at him " I'm alright Da'an," Liam says with a tried sound in his voice.
"No, I want you to go home you need some rest."
"I can't Da'an you know Sandoval gone away for a few days and I have to deal with Zo'or."
" I'll deal with Zo'or."
" But Da'an......"
*******Somewhere in outer space*******
Well Lili how did you get yourself into this.
Our more to the point what a fine mess you got yourself into.
"Why did I think of that?" with a slight little smile on her face.
A tear running down her cheek. Come on Lili your a solider.
At less I was a long time ago.
"Or was it just yesterday?"
I was so excited I want him to be proud of me.
I was going to be a solider.
I was going to be what my brother didn't have the heart to be.
It didn't help, he want his son to be a solider not his little girl.
My brother took his own life because he couldn't deal with all the abused and angry.
I blame myself because I couldn't protect him.
And I hated my father for wanting my brother to be what he was.
At less I thought I did until he lay dying in my arms and told me how proud of me he was and ask
me to forgive him, and forgive myself.
"Oh Liam, please find me."
******* Liam's Loft *******
6:42 am
Tensely moving under the covers.
"Liam...."
He abruptly set up gasping for breath not sleep nor awake, staring into space, a glimpse of her face.
Total awoke, "NO!"
"She dead," Liam muttered in a soft voice with a tear running down his face " I saw her."
He gets up and walks to the bathroom cuts on the light and stares in the mirror rubbing his hands
over his face.
" If I don't get some sleep I'll go crazy."
*******Living Room*******
Pacing back and forth muttering to himself " Lili is dead, I know she dead."
" I so tried," Liam says " God, I'm so tried," while slumping down on the couch and rubbing his
head slowly falling asleep.
*******
10:16 am
Global beeping awaken him. Volunteer Linda Hall "Sorry, sir, anything wrong.
"What?"
"You were supposed to be hear at 10:00 am for briefing."
With a blank face he say "What?" and look down at his watch.
"On my way," walk to the bedroom.
*******Embassy*******
Liam return from the briefing and walks into Da'an office he standing at his desk and look at his
watch 12:45 not realizing Da'an standing there staring at him.
"Liam, what is wrong," Da'an say as he walk to him placing his
hand on his arm.
Liam look up at him " I'm alright Da'an," Liam says with a tried sound in his voice.
"No, I want you to go home you need some rest."
"I can't Da'an you know Sandoval gone away for a few days and I have to deal with Zo'or."
" I'll deal with Zo'or."
" But Da'an......"
*******Somewhere in outer space*******
Well Lili how did you get yourself into this.
Our more to the point what a fine mess you got yourself into.
"Why did I think of that?" with a slight little smile on her face.
A tear running down her cheek. Come on Lili your a solider.
At less I was a long time ago.
"Or was it just yesterday?"
I was so excited I want him to be proud of me.
I was going to be a solider.
I was going to be what my brother didn't have the heart to be.
It didn't help, he want his son to be a solider not his little girl.
My brother took his own life because he couldn't deal with all the abused and angry.
I blame myself because I couldn't protect him.
And I hated my father for wanting my brother to be what he was.
At less I thought I did until he lay dying in my arms and told me how proud of me he was and ask
me to forgive him, and forgive myself.
"Oh Liam, please find me."