Disclaimer: Blah blah blah I don't own the characters they belong to CLAMP.

Authors note: This is my first story I posted so please review, constructive criticism is appreciated, flames are welcome they will help me keep warm on those long cold nights. ~Veva

Beautiful Green Eyes

Why do you hide behind that mask of gold?

What are the secrets you haven't told?

Why do you keep your emotions covered and shadowed,

away from the light of others?

You chose to keep them bottled up inside,

to show them to no one your monster friends aside.

I know that you try to hide your feelings from everyone,

to make the sure that no one sees.

But they looked right in to your heart and figured out

what all those blushes and stutters mean.

They all figured it out…

Well, everyone but me.

I wish I would have seen that before I

caused you so much pain.

I'm sorry for your monster friends

and that they died in vain.

I can't believe I didn't get it,

I didn't understand.

I made you feel even worse

with just one jester of my hand.

Good-bye.

Why couldn't I see the feelings that you shared?

Why couldn't I see that you really truly cared?

I'd taken your friends,

your heart and soul.

I left you,

I left that world.

I left and all the while I was telling myself

that I loved…(sigh)

I was wrong,

I'd made a mistake.

When I came back to return to you your heart.

I didn't mean to hurt you from the start.

But you were gone.

I made a mistake that could not be fixed.

No matter how hard I willed it,

it was still amiss.

You loved me with all your heart and soul.

I left you with them still in the palm of my hand.

You had given me control.

I take the blame,

it's all my fault.

I feel the pain you must have felt.

This drenching sorrow wares me out.

I cry myself to sleep at night,

knowing that if I had returned your love

you would be here lying with me,

holding me tight.

I'm sorry.

I wish there was something more I could do…

Wait there is,

but I don't think you would want me

to end my life for you.

Will you wait for me even after death?

And when I come

if you will have me?

We'll be together then and forever.

Oh, beautiful green eyes,

I'm sorry it took me so long to see

that you weren't hiding your feelings from anyone,

and that you always loved me.

Fin~