Got WinMX, but can't..find..the 2nd ending to Saiyuki..*twitch*...That works. But I got Double dear! Waaai! And I'm gonna order Requiem! Whoo hoo!(the series parts are still too expensive*not willing to spend so much just yet ^^*).
Incarcerated; Rain
Chapter 2
{Off the Edge of Despair}
In the resturants, Gojyo frowned as he heard whispers about them, Goku in particular. Last night, they had all seen him eat so much, but now he was just sitting there staring. Some people thought he became anorexic when they spotted the boy who had nearly wiped the resturant out of business starving himself.
'Poor kid. That damn monk had to go and take a leave on us! Doesn't he know how traumatized Goku is?!' The kappa thought angrily, his brotherly instincts kicking in, 'We're completely helpless. If we tried searching for him, we wouldn't know where to start. For all we know he continued west, or went back east, or north, or south, or-arrrggh!' Gojyo's solid fists collided with the table, collecting the stares of everyone in the area, except Goku.
"Gojyo?" Hakkai questioned, blinking his green depths. Gojyo shook his head, gritting the teeth in his mouth. The red-haired half youkai stood up out of his seat in the essence of that of a frustrated person. The chair squeaked against the floor as Gojyo shoved it back in the table, stomping off to the exit. Hakkai immediately got up, "Gojyo!"
"Gojyo's leaving too...and so are you Hakkai..." Hakkai's attention went back to the other youkai in his presence, eyes softening as he shook his head, "No, Goku. That's not true. Gojyo's just frustrated about Sanzo's absence. He'll be back." A crack burned itself within Hakkai's heart as boy turned his golden eyes away from him, as if he didn't believe him. The healer silently sat back down, picking at his food and taking bites here and there, hearing the whispers of the people in his ears.
"Poor guy, having to deal with two nuisances like that."
"Y'ah, I hear ya."
Hakkai's eyebrows creased up. Where was Sanzo? If Sanzo were here, things would be back to normal as they can be and Goku would be feeling better. He just wanted to break down from all this.
The rush of chemicals to his system was what Gojyo needed. The smoke trailing from his cigarette, Gojyo looked at the sunny sky. The clouds had parted, the trees and their leaves were dripping with tear drops. The kappa's feet settled against the soft dirt under him. It stopped raining, but Sanzo wasn't back even then. Hakkai was still down and Goku was low into dsyphoria it scared him. Even if he grinned, Hakkai would smile gently but Goku kept that forlorn look on his childish face. He hated it. Even though the kid could be annoying, he missed seeing him happy. It shattered his heart to see him becoming tied down to tragedy.
A flash of white blinked before his vision, making Gojyo blink rapidly. The next thing he knew he was seeing white everywhere..hearing Sanzo? Even if he was, he couldn't hear very well what was been said to him.
[weird dreams lately.....calling me......who-]
Gojyo's eyes dilated into focus in time to see sakura blossoms floating from the sky. What happened? The trees weren't sakura trees a second ago..were they? He didn't remember them being such, was he dreaming? The kappa pinched himself on the arm, wincing. Nope.
"Are you okay, Gojyo?" asked the gentle voice of Hakkai. Gojyo turned around and spotted the gloomy Goku behind the green cladded man. Gojyo sighed and shook his head, " I thought I heard Sanzo..It was freaky. Am I hallucinating, Hakkai?"
"Sanzo?" Goku finally uttered. Both men looked the childish youkai in the back and followed him to where he stood in front of the middle sakura tree. Shock overtook both of them as they noticed a very familar monk tied to the trunk as if on a cross.
"S-Sanzo!"
The blonde's eyes were closed, head hung limp on his collarbone. He looked fine, but he seemed asleep, as if trapped in a dream. Goku was about to step forward when a gust of cherry blossoms collided with the three, forcing them to cover their face with their arms. The petals were soon gone, no traces of them were found. No trace of Sanzo either. Was it just an illusion? Goku ducked his head in his arms, tears creeping along his eyelashes. No no no! Sanzo...where did he go?! Why did he leave again?! Sparkles poured over his golden eyes. Sanzo...Goku didn't even care when he felt Hakkai wrap his arms around him, pulling his close to his chest. Gojyo frowned at the green leaves of the trees. It couldn't have been an illusion, they had all seen it. And now they'd all heard past words coming from 'his' voice.
[I've been having weird dreams lately...Dreams of someone...calling me...]
"Sanzo.." Goku sobbed out, clutching the cloth of Hakkai's shirt to his face.
That night, Goku had trouble sleeping, but did after crying so much. Hakuryuu 'kyuu'ed softly, slowly rubbing his small head again Hakkai's cheek. The healer gently petted the white dragon, looking back at Gojyo who was watching Goku sleep.
"I hate to say it, but he has it worst than us. He was closer to Sanzo. Sanzo meant everything to him."
"I know. Poor kid. I wish I could do something. I just want to grab that damn monk and haul his sorry ass back here! Then...then Goku would smile again."
"Never thought I'd hear that coming from you," Hakkai noted with an amused tone to his words. Gojyo just grinned, "It's not a crime to be worried now is it? Cause then you'd be in jail for life!"
Hakkai chuckled and shook his head," It's nice you're worried Gojyo. I know you care."
Gojyo snickered and brushed some hair away from Goku's eyes. The shorter one murmured slightly before shifting to his side. The kappa sighed and turned back towards Hakkai," I hate being left in the dark. I wish there was something we could do."
"...Get some sleep Gojyo. I'll be going off too."
Hakkai was having another sleepless night, but he wasn't going to let Gojyo know about it. It was good he and Goku shared a room together. Right now, the healer didn't want to sleep. He was too disturbed by today's events, he needed to keep his eyes open. Beside him on a pillowed chair, Hakuryuu slept, making soft 'kyuu's. Whenever Hakkai listened to the white dragon's sleeping, it made him smile again. But he couldn't hold that smile for long. The light in the room was still on. He didn't bother to shut it off. He was afraid he would see another illusion in the dark. Before it used to be of Kanan, when she reached over, grabbing his knife, sobbing out those painful words he just wished he could forget, and killed herself. This event was adding another wound to his spirit. He hated seeing people suffer. He couldn't help worry. He was afraid if he were too careless, his incident with Kanan could occur again.
The loud thump against the door brought the brunette to his senses. Quickly, his feet made way over to the door and gasped at what he saw.
Sanzo...
Sanzo standing there, blood staining the front of his robes, the scarlet dripping down from the chakra on his forehead.
And he stared at the brunette with eyes that almost seemed dead.
TBC
Must get Requiem. Must watch Requiem.
Incarcerated; Rain
Chapter 2
{Off the Edge of Despair}
In the resturants, Gojyo frowned as he heard whispers about them, Goku in particular. Last night, they had all seen him eat so much, but now he was just sitting there staring. Some people thought he became anorexic when they spotted the boy who had nearly wiped the resturant out of business starving himself.
'Poor kid. That damn monk had to go and take a leave on us! Doesn't he know how traumatized Goku is?!' The kappa thought angrily, his brotherly instincts kicking in, 'We're completely helpless. If we tried searching for him, we wouldn't know where to start. For all we know he continued west, or went back east, or north, or south, or-arrrggh!' Gojyo's solid fists collided with the table, collecting the stares of everyone in the area, except Goku.
"Gojyo?" Hakkai questioned, blinking his green depths. Gojyo shook his head, gritting the teeth in his mouth. The red-haired half youkai stood up out of his seat in the essence of that of a frustrated person. The chair squeaked against the floor as Gojyo shoved it back in the table, stomping off to the exit. Hakkai immediately got up, "Gojyo!"
"Gojyo's leaving too...and so are you Hakkai..." Hakkai's attention went back to the other youkai in his presence, eyes softening as he shook his head, "No, Goku. That's not true. Gojyo's just frustrated about Sanzo's absence. He'll be back." A crack burned itself within Hakkai's heart as boy turned his golden eyes away from him, as if he didn't believe him. The healer silently sat back down, picking at his food and taking bites here and there, hearing the whispers of the people in his ears.
"Poor guy, having to deal with two nuisances like that."
"Y'ah, I hear ya."
Hakkai's eyebrows creased up. Where was Sanzo? If Sanzo were here, things would be back to normal as they can be and Goku would be feeling better. He just wanted to break down from all this.
The rush of chemicals to his system was what Gojyo needed. The smoke trailing from his cigarette, Gojyo looked at the sunny sky. The clouds had parted, the trees and their leaves were dripping with tear drops. The kappa's feet settled against the soft dirt under him. It stopped raining, but Sanzo wasn't back even then. Hakkai was still down and Goku was low into dsyphoria it scared him. Even if he grinned, Hakkai would smile gently but Goku kept that forlorn look on his childish face. He hated it. Even though the kid could be annoying, he missed seeing him happy. It shattered his heart to see him becoming tied down to tragedy.
A flash of white blinked before his vision, making Gojyo blink rapidly. The next thing he knew he was seeing white everywhere..hearing Sanzo? Even if he was, he couldn't hear very well what was been said to him.
[weird dreams lately.....calling me......who-]
Gojyo's eyes dilated into focus in time to see sakura blossoms floating from the sky. What happened? The trees weren't sakura trees a second ago..were they? He didn't remember them being such, was he dreaming? The kappa pinched himself on the arm, wincing. Nope.
"Are you okay, Gojyo?" asked the gentle voice of Hakkai. Gojyo turned around and spotted the gloomy Goku behind the green cladded man. Gojyo sighed and shook his head, " I thought I heard Sanzo..It was freaky. Am I hallucinating, Hakkai?"
"Sanzo?" Goku finally uttered. Both men looked the childish youkai in the back and followed him to where he stood in front of the middle sakura tree. Shock overtook both of them as they noticed a very familar monk tied to the trunk as if on a cross.
"S-Sanzo!"
The blonde's eyes were closed, head hung limp on his collarbone. He looked fine, but he seemed asleep, as if trapped in a dream. Goku was about to step forward when a gust of cherry blossoms collided with the three, forcing them to cover their face with their arms. The petals were soon gone, no traces of them were found. No trace of Sanzo either. Was it just an illusion? Goku ducked his head in his arms, tears creeping along his eyelashes. No no no! Sanzo...where did he go?! Why did he leave again?! Sparkles poured over his golden eyes. Sanzo...Goku didn't even care when he felt Hakkai wrap his arms around him, pulling his close to his chest. Gojyo frowned at the green leaves of the trees. It couldn't have been an illusion, they had all seen it. And now they'd all heard past words coming from 'his' voice.
[I've been having weird dreams lately...Dreams of someone...calling me...]
"Sanzo.." Goku sobbed out, clutching the cloth of Hakkai's shirt to his face.
That night, Goku had trouble sleeping, but did after crying so much. Hakuryuu 'kyuu'ed softly, slowly rubbing his small head again Hakkai's cheek. The healer gently petted the white dragon, looking back at Gojyo who was watching Goku sleep.
"I hate to say it, but he has it worst than us. He was closer to Sanzo. Sanzo meant everything to him."
"I know. Poor kid. I wish I could do something. I just want to grab that damn monk and haul his sorry ass back here! Then...then Goku would smile again."
"Never thought I'd hear that coming from you," Hakkai noted with an amused tone to his words. Gojyo just grinned, "It's not a crime to be worried now is it? Cause then you'd be in jail for life!"
Hakkai chuckled and shook his head," It's nice you're worried Gojyo. I know you care."
Gojyo snickered and brushed some hair away from Goku's eyes. The shorter one murmured slightly before shifting to his side. The kappa sighed and turned back towards Hakkai," I hate being left in the dark. I wish there was something we could do."
"...Get some sleep Gojyo. I'll be going off too."
Hakkai was having another sleepless night, but he wasn't going to let Gojyo know about it. It was good he and Goku shared a room together. Right now, the healer didn't want to sleep. He was too disturbed by today's events, he needed to keep his eyes open. Beside him on a pillowed chair, Hakuryuu slept, making soft 'kyuu's. Whenever Hakkai listened to the white dragon's sleeping, it made him smile again. But he couldn't hold that smile for long. The light in the room was still on. He didn't bother to shut it off. He was afraid he would see another illusion in the dark. Before it used to be of Kanan, when she reached over, grabbing his knife, sobbing out those painful words he just wished he could forget, and killed herself. This event was adding another wound to his spirit. He hated seeing people suffer. He couldn't help worry. He was afraid if he were too careless, his incident with Kanan could occur again.
The loud thump against the door brought the brunette to his senses. Quickly, his feet made way over to the door and gasped at what he saw.
Sanzo...
Sanzo standing there, blood staining the front of his robes, the scarlet dripping down from the chakra on his forehead.
And he stared at the brunette with eyes that almost seemed dead.
TBC
Must get Requiem. Must watch Requiem.
