A/N: Alright! This chapter is the reason why this fic is rated R!!! There will be sexual content in here but it needs to be done so that the
story will sound better and make sense. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

Chapter 10

~*~Make the Nightmare's Go Away~*~

" So I'm guessing you can speak Japanese " said Duo as he walked slowly beside me. I smirked,' Yes I can. It's my native language. Can you speak
it?' " Damn right. I may be American, but I can speak Japanese fluently" he said feeling proud of himself. I stopped and looked at him,' Say
something to me then. I'll be the judge' The chestnut haired boy smiled,' Doshite?(Why?)' I let out a small laugh and began walking,' Great.
Very amusing' " What? You think my Japanese is that bad?" he said shyly. " No it's fine. I just like to hear people try and talk my native
language. To hear their pronounciation. I find it interesting" I said clasping my hands together infront of me.

Suddenly his attention was caught by something behind me. " Whats the matter?" I asked curiously looking at what he was looking at.
" No nothing..." he said as he looked back at me and smiled. I smiled back at him as we continued walking. I wondered what was about that
blue old beat up van that caught Duo's attention. Anyway it didn't bother me. As we walked I noticed that my companion tried to say something.
I walked infront of him and looked at him with concern,' What?' " Amina..." he said nervously. " Ya?" I said. I hoped it wasn't anything bad.
I had just found a new friend and I hoped he wasn't going to tell me that he had some strange diesease and that he's going to die in a few hours
from now.

He looked at me with that same expression. I looked away and smirked,' You really like me don't you...' " Mmm hmm..." he said nodding even
though I couldn't see him. " Well I'm sorry to tell you this Duo, but your going to have to find a way to rid yourself of your silly crush "
I said feeling guilty once again. Duo growled,' Why? Is it because of your other life?' " That too. But aswell as I'm leaving on september 10th.
I won't be staying here" I said looking at him seriously. He stared at me for a few seconds before replying,' You know. I thought that I'd have
to live my life alone forever,' " Duo..." I said angrily. ' Thinking that way because I thought whoever ruled the universe hated me,' " Duo
Please..." ' Then when I met you, I felt as if I wouldn't have to be alone anymore. I thought that if I could drive away the lonliness you
carry then we could get to know eachother. But no. This secret life your living is an excuse...Just tell me what it is so that I can help you
do whatever you need done'

" STOP IT!" I said almost in a yell. My face was full of anger. " You don't know what you'd be getting into if I became involved with you. Your
life would be forever corupted and you'd be held captive never being able to show your true self. You would never be able to portray what you
really mean because you were taught how to pretend. So find a way to get rid of your crush on me before you hurt yourself" I said assertively.
I then turned around and started walking away. Not wanting to look back. " Your doing the same exact thing to me, that got you your own
heartbreak." he said. I stopped without turning around, waiting to hear more. " You said that girl you loved moved away and you never saw her
again. Your doing the same thing to me. You know how it feels. So why are you doing it to me?" he asked wisely.

That was it. If he wanted the truth, he was going to get it. I turned around and looked at him angrily,' You want to know me. You really think
you can help me? No one can. But just to save you the energy, I'll let you know who I am' I slowly walked over to him while revealing my true
self at the same time,' My name is Keense Yukiko. I'm 17 and I'm in I.C.O.N. A colony made stricly for the most unique people. People who are
paid to kill. People who are given missions to do something that only nightmare's would think of. If you complete it, you get a nice cheque
a pat on the back. But if you fail, you beaten to almost death and then you get a foot in the ass. If you fuck up in anyway they'll drop you'
I stood only a few feet from him. Staring at him deep in his eyes,' Now tell me if you feel any better. Knowing who I really am and what I'm
doing here'

Just before he was able to say anything, a cry was heard in the trees beside us. " What was that?" I asked curiously. " I dunno. Sounds like an
animal..." he replied looking in the same direction as me. It sounded like a dog or maybe even a fox. But the cry it made was like a painful
one. I slowly walked up to the bushes and started pushing my way through. In the process my skirt got tangeled in some of the branches. I could
hear Duo's footsteps following closely behind me. I finally came into a clearing and saw a poor helpless fox, stuck in a trap. " So thats whats
making all of the noise" said Duo as he looked upon it along with me. I then walked over to the poor animal. Its leg looked as if it was going to be
chewed off by the trap. As I examined it trying to find a way to open the thing to let the animal loose, a rustling in the bushes around us
was heard. I stood up listening to the sound. Duo walked up beside me trying to figre out what it was.

" Do you think it's more foxes?" I asked, taking a wild guess. Duo looked around us,' No...it sounds bigger. I think we better leave' As we
tried to run we suddenly saw 4 male figures emerging from all sides, giving us no place to escape. Duo stood infront of me, as if he were
protecting me. " What is this?!" he yelled angrily. I looked at the four figures continuing to encircle us. 2 of them seemed about our age.
while the other 2 looked slightly older. All of them were wearing black trenchcoats. The two younger ones both had dirty blond hair. One of
the older 2 had black hair and the other, brown. " Keense...is that you?" said the black haired one. "Huh?" I said curiously trying to figure
out if I knew him or not. " You know these guys?" Duo asked. I then remembered. The one with the black hair. He was in my artillary classes. I
looked at the other 3 and realised that they were all from the I.C.O.N Colony. " Ya I know them! They're from the same colony as I!" I yelled
angrily.

The one with the black hair smiled as he fixed his glove on his left hand,' Very Good Keense. But we're not part of that shitload anymore.'
I looked at him with shock,' What do you mean...' The boy smiled and looked at me evily,' We left the colony because we were sick of the shit
they were teaching. The commanding officers don't know we escaped and we want to keep it like that...so I'm afraid we can't let you 2 leave.
You can either give yourself up to us or we'll take you by force' " WHAT?! NO WAY!" Duo yelled. I walked out from behind him and stood there
openly,' Take me then. But killing me won't do you any good. The commanding officers will hunt you down until your dead' The man with black
hair started to laugh hysterically. I growled while standing there,' What seems so funny?' He then stopped and smiled deviously at me,' I
didn't say we were going to kill you...' " Huh? Then...then what?" I asked curiously.

" My dear Keense...why would we kill you when it'd be so much more satisfying to see the commanding officers kill you themselves?" He said.
I lowered my eyebrows angrily,' What are you getting at, Trigger...' " Hm. Amazing...you remembered my name" he said proudly. " Thats not
the fucking point you bastard. Now tell me what you mean by me dieing at the hands of the commanding officers" I asked angrily. He was really
testing me. " Don't be so stupid Keense. If your tarnished then the commanding officers will have to kill you. You know that having a child
while being an I.C.O.N assassin is out of the question" he said smiling once again,' Give yourself to me...' " Amin-...mmm Keense...think
about this. Don't just give yourself in" said Duo from behind.

I then remembered. Duo was still here. If I didn't go with them, they'd surely kill him. I knew something like this was going to happen.
Everytime I got close to someone they'd always end up in danger. I then came to a decision,' You can have me. But leave HIM out of this' " If you
co-operate, he will not be harmed" he said reassuringly. He then snapped his fingers and the 2 younger males walked over toward me. " Hey wait
a sec! You can't just take her! What're you going to do with her?!" Duo asked madly. Trigger looked at my long haired companion angrily,' I
thought I already cleared that up. All you can do is pray...that she doesn't end up with a child...' Duo lunged forward to try and lay a hit
on the black haired man, but one of the younger boys jabbed him in the abdomen. Knocking him breathless to the floor. " ER!! YOU BASTARD! LEAVE
HIM OUT OF THIS!" I growled as I attempted to give him a taste of my anger, but the other younger boy grabbed my arms and held them behind my
back before I could even move.

Trigger walked up infront of me watching me struggling to free myself. He scanned my whole body from head to toe. Meanwhile I just glared at him
from where I stood. " You...sick bastards..." said an aching Duo. The black haired man turned slightly and looked at him lieing on the ground,
starving for air." ...take care of him..." he said as he turned around walking through the bushes. " NO DUO!!!" I yelled as I was forced out
from the area. I fought and tried to aid my companion but the two younger boys were much stronger than me. The other older male walked over
toward him while I continued yelling and screaming Duo's name. As his body disappeared from view, I could hear him grunt in pain as he was being
kicked and punched brutally. " YOU ASSHOLE! STOP HIM!!! LEAVE HIM OUT OF THIS!!!!" I yelled angrily. I was then pushed upside a blue van. My
face was then mere inches from his. I glared at him despisingly.

He then took his finger and ran it under my eye,' Why are you shedding tears for a weakling like him? You are one of the finest assassins the
colony has' I closed my eyes and looked away. Even I didn't know why I was crying. I then heard footsteps approaching. I opened my eyes and saw
the other older man walking out of the bushes. He then walked over to the front of the car and in the driver's seat. I felt some relief but I
was concerned. I prayed that he was alright. " Be greatful that I spared his life..." said the black haired man as he neared his face toward
mine. I looked away in anger. If I fought him I knew that they would go back and kill Duo. Trigger growled at me as I kept my face to the
right,' If you displease me, I'll kill him myself...'I closed my eyes. Right now my actions decided Duo's fate.

I looked at him in the eyes with no expression present on my face. He then continued moving his mouth toward mine until they layed ontop of one
another. I wanted to pull back but if I did then an innocent life would be taken. I could feel his tounge moving around my mouth, trying to
force my own tounge to do the same. Suddenly, not being able to wait any longer, he took his lips off from mine and ordered the other two to
open the back of the van. I was then forced over to the back. I looked in and saw two rings hanging from the very back. On the bottom was a
matress of some sort. On the side were hancuffs. I was then pushed inside and I landed hard on my side. I sat up and the black haired man got
inside with me. The doors were then closed, making it dark. I knew what was to become of me now. No matter how much I wanted nothing to do with
this, I couldn't let another innocent person die. So I'd rather this.

I heard the car door slam and soon the ignition started. " Stay still..." said the ex-assassin. What did he think I was doing? I was staying
still. The car then drove off and started making its way down the dark roads. I wasn't sure where it was headed and I was afraid. " Hm. Good.
Now, don't move. I'm going to make you more comfortable. Plus you seem to be a little hot in those clothes, so I'll take them off for you" he
said as he moved in on me. I sat there breathing hard. I was afraid but I couldn't let him know. " Lie down. It'll make things easier. Don't
resist because it'll only make things worse. Whatever I want you to do, you better do" he said pushing me down gently so that I lied flat on
my back. He then sat up and started shuffeling around. I then heard the sound of tape being pulled. A huge piece was then drawn over my mouth
to keep me quiet. The black haired man then lowered his mouth to my ear,' The first time always hurts. This tape should keep you quiet'

I closed my eyes and continued breathing hard. My heart beat quickened rapidly. I had never been so afraid in my entire life. He slipped off my
small zip up sweater and threw it aside. All I had now covering my chest as a tube top. He then grabbed the handcuffs and locked each on both
my hands, then to the two rings that were welded to the back of the car. I couldn't move my arms only my legs and I couldn't speak. I hoped he
would stall but he started right away. Slowly he tugged down my skirt. I had realised that he had half of his clothing already off. He then
took my sandals off and I was left barefooted aswell. I prayed for a roadblock or an inspection anything so that I could get help. I didn't
want my life to end this way. I then felt my tube top loosened at the top and pulled down my body. My chest was now bare and I had nothing
covering. The only piece of clothing I was now wearing were my underware.

His tounge then started crawling from my stomach to my left breast. I tried not to yell for if I did, I would not only get myself into trouble
but Duo's aswell. Unexpectedly, his hand snaked its way into my underware forcing his fingers inside me so that I would widen. I let out a cry
as the pain shot through me. My legs twitched trying to kick him, but my mind reminded them of something more important than vengeance at the
moment. He was lucky that I had the tape blocking my cries. Hoping that he would take his two fingers out of me, he inserted one more making
me close my eyes tighter. The feeling of 3 fingers moving in and out was unbareable. I wanted to die quickly right there. This wasn't worth it.
But I kept reminding myself of Duo. I couldn't let him down. He was my friend and it was my fault I had befriended him and now I was paying the
ultimate price.

A feeling of relief then overcame me as he released me of the pain. He then slowly started rubbing his index back and forth. It wasn't painful
but rather felt good. But I had to resist. I had to focus myself and I had to refuse to give in. He then started lowering himself to the lower
portion of my almost naked body. He quickly slid my panties from my hips and spreaded my legs more widely. Once again he placed his fingers
inside me, this time it was more easier for him and it felt less painfull for me but still painfull. I continued to breath at a heavy pace. I
wanted him to stop. This kind of thing was suppose to be shared with someone I loved. After stroking my insides with an in and out
motion of his fingers, he finally relieved me once again. I started to go back to a normal breathing pace after feeling the relief. But soon
after, he was at it again doing something else.

His tounge ran through me once then started licking slowly repeatedly. Once again my breathing started to speed up and my legs inched closer
to closing, but he made sure that they stayed wide open. He then lowered his licking and tried to place his tounge in me. It was an odd feeling.
A feeling that made me feel weird. One I had never thought exsisted. But as soon as the feeling overcame me, it left just as fast. I was
untouched for a few minutes which made me feel slightly better. I heard a zipper being pulled. I then felt him positioning himself between me.
I then felt his member sliding up and down me rather than in and out. I shook my head from side to side frantically crying out hoping I would
be heard. I pulled on the handcuffs trying to release myself.

Hoping that it wouldn't get worse, things got even worser than that. Slowly he stopped his up and down action and began slipping all of his
inches inside my vessel. I let a shrill yell out but the tape caught it before it could even reach the air. My eyes flared widely and I wanted
to run my nails down a chalkboard. I could feel him filing me up inside. He then began to buck his hips back and forth causing his length to
stroke in and out. My eyes continued to stay opened and small sounds came out from my mouth as he moved in. His hands were placed on my hips
to keep me in a firm position. I tightened the squeeze on him, trying to close my legs but he forced himself to keep moving. Angrily I shook
my head crazily and struggled to move away but he held me there by my hips, keeping me down. I could feel his seed moving slowly on the outside
of me, abling him to move quicker, faster, and harder.

I didn't know what was to become of me after this. I wasn't sure if I was going to be killed or if I was going to be left somewhere. But I knew
that if I lived, I wouldn't know what to do anymore. I'd be scarred forever, having nightmare after nightmare. The real way to find out what
was going to happen to me, was to fight to go on. Thats what I planned on doing.

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