DIARY SERIES (1/?)

AUTHOR: CORRAN

RATING: PG-13

CATEGORY: MSR, UST, a little angst, cancer

DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT: GOSSAMER; CRONICLE X; SPOOKY´S;
XEMPLARY; EPHEMERAL
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SPOILERS: EPISODES UP TO REDUX II

SUMMARY: while Scully fights her cancer Mulder is allowed to read her journals

DISCLAIMER: I don´t own these characters. They belong to CC, 1013 and Fox.
But I think David Duchovny and Gillian Anderson own them as well.

AUTOR´S NOTES:this is my second long story. I started this when I was a little
depressed after watching Redux I and II again. I promise I´ll write some more
parts when I´m in the right mood again, okay?

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PART 1

Shit. What have I done to be paired up with this man? Why had it to be *Spooky*
Mulder? He´s a total nutcase!


Well, I´ve had now some time to think...
And I have to admit that it´s not really that bad. He´s not nearly as weird as I´ve
been told. Ok, he´s weird, but not insane.
He just doesn´t trust me. Yet. I´ll have to earn his trust first. Not an easy task...
He thinks I´ve been sent to spy on him.
Hmmm, he looks nice.
Ok, cute.
With his glasses and the slightly to long hair...
Stop this, Dana! You´re his partner now.
Actually he does look more loke a boy than a former top-profiler for VCS.
Well, I´ll find out if I can work with him.
Tomorrow we´re heading to Bellefleur, Oregon. Our first case as partners.
I think Blevins wants me to debunk Mulder´s work. I don´t know him yet, but I hate to
judge if someone´s work is worth the taxpayers money. All that Blevins can get from me
will be an objective report of this investigation. I think I owe Mulder at least that much,
though he wasn´t very enthusiastic welcoming me in the basement.
But I really am looking forward to working with him.

~~~~~~~~~~~

Scully thinks I´m cute? I´ve always wondered what she thought of me back then.

And she gave me the chance to show her that I´m not as spooky as she was told at
the academy.

~~~~~~~~~~~

Well, now I know what it means to work on an X-File. All the evidence we collected
has been burned along with my laptop. The report we´ve filed is gone and the case isn´t
really solved.
That´s so damn frustrating! All the work - for nothing!
I´ve given my report to Blevins. I think he´s disappointed that I haven´t presented him
Mulder´s head on a silver tray. But I´ve fast learned to at least accept and respect Mulder
the way he is.
I´m dtill a little embaressed that I stormed into his room in the middle of the night wearing
only a little more than my under-garments. Because of mosquito-bites!
I´m just relieved that he didn´t make fun of me. In fact, he was really kind and gentle.
He must have seen my fear...Hell, I´ll have to hide it better.
I´m glad he didn´t take the opportunity to jump my bones. But I think that´s just not him.
Seems that he respects me a bit after all.
I´ve been thinking about him for the last hour and I think I begin to understand him a little
better now. I´ve never expected him to tell me such a personal thing like the abduction of
his sister. Though I can´t bring myself to believe she was abducted by aliens it must have
shattered his world into pieces. He was just a boy...Nobody should have to go through that.
It still haunts him. I know he don´t wants pity but I can´t help to feel sorry for the boy he
once was.
There´s no way in hell that I´ll help Blevins to take away the only thing he has left. Perhaps
the X-Files will lead Mulder to his sister some day. Who knows?
I can´t take that possibility away from him.

So, I have a partner now. I´ve been told to stay with the X-Files. I only hope there are some
cases with more scientific aspects out there...


END (for now)

AUTHOR´S NOTES: tell me if you liked it so far and if I should continue or just drop it.