DIARY SERIES (2/?)
AUTHOR: CORRAN
RATING: PG-13
CATEGORY: MSR, UST, a little angst, cancer
DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT: GOSSAMER; CHRONICLE X; SPOOKY´S;
XEMPLARY; EPHEMERAL
ALL OTHERS PLEASE ASK FIRST
FEEDBACK: hell, YES! Starfish666@email.com
SPOILERS: EPISODES UP TO REDUX II
SUMMARY: while Scully fights her cancer Mulder is allowed to read her journals
DISCLAIMER: I don't own these characters. They belong to CC, 1013 and Fox.
But I think David Duchovny and Gillian Anderson own them as well.
AUTOR´S NOTES: this is my second long story. I started this when I was a little
depressed after watching Redux I and II again. I promise I'll write some more parts
when I'm in the right mood again, okay?
HOMEPAGE: http://www.geocities.com/corran_14776/index.html
PART 2
Eugene Victor Tooms. The pure horror on two legs. I really thought I would die.
In my own bathroom. Murdered by a liver-eating mutant. I don't know if I'll ever
feel safe again in this apartment. That's the first time I've been seriously attacked
on one of our cases. And I have the feeling that this hasn't happened for the last
time. But at least I still have my liver. Thanks to Mulder.
So what kind of mutation is Tooms anyway? Why does nature create such beings?
I suppose we'll never know exactly. Well, he's locked away now, and I hope for good.
I hate to admit it, even to myself, but I was scared to death. I mean, he came through
this tiny hole near the floor... No one is supposed to fit through it. There's normally
no way that anything what comes out of this hole could be a threat. But when
someone can stretch his fingers up to 10 inches...
Aside from nearly being killed it's been nice to work with people from other divisions.
Though they've been kind of cruel towards Mulder and therefore to me, too. Especially
Tom Colton. He's been a complete asshole. And here I thought he was my friend.
Well, I've obviously been wrong about that. One who messes with my partner can't be
a friend.
That little bastard only thought about how he could climb up the career-ladder a little
faster. And he tried to step on my shoulders to lift him up. I hated him for doing
that to me, to us. He's not only uses me, no, that he's used Mulder too infuriates me
more. How dare he insult my only real friend!?
Not that Colton was that successful. Mulder handled him just right. He's been great
and put Tom back in his place. I know, it's not nice to think that about a person, but
that jackass has earned it..
And little me enjoyed it immensely. It's been awhile since I've had that much fun. Not
that I would tell Mulder that.
I also won't tell him that this incident with Tooms has shaken me so much that I'm
actually afraid of being alone in the dark. But it helps to have Mulder near me. To
know that he's there for me if I let him...
I wish you would let me... I want to comfort you when you're hurt or afraid. You know
I'm there for you, no matter what.
So why don't you let me help you when you need someone? Why is it okay for you to comfort
me but it's not okay the other way around?
You know, I want to feel needed, too.
So much thoughts race through my head. I remember every single second of that case. The
way to Scully´s apartment felt like hours. Thank god that I was there in time to help her.
When I think about it now...
I could have lost her then. I could have lost her many times in the last years. And now
it looks like I'm really losing her.
Not to some lunatic or a monster with a bad taste but to a terminal illness. I just hope
I'm not wasting the time that I could spend looking for a cure for Scully by reading her
journals.
But she wanted me to. And I will respect her wishes.
END Part 2
AUTHOR: CORRAN
RATING: PG-13
CATEGORY: MSR, UST, a little angst, cancer
DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT: GOSSAMER; CHRONICLE X; SPOOKY´S;
XEMPLARY; EPHEMERAL
ALL OTHERS PLEASE ASK FIRST
FEEDBACK: hell, YES! Starfish666@email.com
SPOILERS: EPISODES UP TO REDUX II
SUMMARY: while Scully fights her cancer Mulder is allowed to read her journals
DISCLAIMER: I don't own these characters. They belong to CC, 1013 and Fox.
But I think David Duchovny and Gillian Anderson own them as well.
AUTOR´S NOTES: this is my second long story. I started this when I was a little
depressed after watching Redux I and II again. I promise I'll write some more parts
when I'm in the right mood again, okay?
HOMEPAGE: http://www.geocities.com/corran_14776/index.html
PART 2
Eugene Victor Tooms. The pure horror on two legs. I really thought I would die.
In my own bathroom. Murdered by a liver-eating mutant. I don't know if I'll ever
feel safe again in this apartment. That's the first time I've been seriously attacked
on one of our cases. And I have the feeling that this hasn't happened for the last
time. But at least I still have my liver. Thanks to Mulder.
So what kind of mutation is Tooms anyway? Why does nature create such beings?
I suppose we'll never know exactly. Well, he's locked away now, and I hope for good.
I hate to admit it, even to myself, but I was scared to death. I mean, he came through
this tiny hole near the floor... No one is supposed to fit through it. There's normally
no way that anything what comes out of this hole could be a threat. But when
someone can stretch his fingers up to 10 inches...
Aside from nearly being killed it's been nice to work with people from other divisions.
Though they've been kind of cruel towards Mulder and therefore to me, too. Especially
Tom Colton. He's been a complete asshole. And here I thought he was my friend.
Well, I've obviously been wrong about that. One who messes with my partner can't be
a friend.
That little bastard only thought about how he could climb up the career-ladder a little
faster. And he tried to step on my shoulders to lift him up. I hated him for doing
that to me, to us. He's not only uses me, no, that he's used Mulder too infuriates me
more. How dare he insult my only real friend!?
Not that Colton was that successful. Mulder handled him just right. He's been great
and put Tom back in his place. I know, it's not nice to think that about a person, but
that jackass has earned it..
And little me enjoyed it immensely. It's been awhile since I've had that much fun. Not
that I would tell Mulder that.
I also won't tell him that this incident with Tooms has shaken me so much that I'm
actually afraid of being alone in the dark. But it helps to have Mulder near me. To
know that he's there for me if I let him...
I wish you would let me... I want to comfort you when you're hurt or afraid. You know
I'm there for you, no matter what.
So why don't you let me help you when you need someone? Why is it okay for you to comfort
me but it's not okay the other way around?
You know, I want to feel needed, too.
So much thoughts race through my head. I remember every single second of that case. The
way to Scully´s apartment felt like hours. Thank god that I was there in time to help her.
When I think about it now...
I could have lost her then. I could have lost her many times in the last years. And now
it looks like I'm really losing her.
Not to some lunatic or a monster with a bad taste but to a terminal illness. I just hope
I'm not wasting the time that I could spend looking for a cure for Scully by reading her
journals.
But she wanted me to. And I will respect her wishes.
END Part 2