Notes:
* ummm uummm oh yeah ok sorry it took me so long to put this up please forgive me this is hard work u know. I've been babysitting and track and chores and homework I am hardly even on the computer so please forgive me.
* Also for once I have not thought this through in my head like I normally do so this is all off the top of my head…. which is unusual
* Yeah anyways you're probably wanting the story and not even paying attention to
This note so here go's nothin.
* Oh yeah one more thing sorry but I may start doing my formats differently sorry I don't do things the same very often
* OK if I start to act depressed I'm sorry my life is miserable at the moment so I will go in and out of acting depressed.
Me Trowa and Xamick took a plane to Relena's boarding school are rooms were all right next to each other. Trowa and Xamick had the same schedule but I had a different one but I had fencing with them. The only things was that during fencing me and Trowa would have to be partners because Xamick wasn't the best at fencing she said it was ok but I wasn't sure. We had to wait until tomorrow for our courses to start. Xamick stayed on the Internet all of the day while Trowa and me rode horses. Trowa had taught me a lot of things about circus's including horseback riding while standing up. We did routines together a lot. When the sun set we all met up at the cafeteria. I didn't eat much at all Trowa and Xamick both complained to me. "What I'm a Gundam pilot remember you guys I am used to this I normally don't eat dinner or much else ok?". They still complained but oh well I didn't eat much and that was my choice.
That evening I got myself signed up for track but then I took myself off. I loved to run but not on track I didn't have time. Plus it was to public I could get caught easily and I sighed at the thought. After the sun was completely set there was a huge ball for all of the boarding school. Trowa and Xamick went together just to go together. I wasn't planning on going even though Dr J had sent me with a dress on this mission (which I hated very much) I wasn't going. Then I heard a knock on the door I got up and opened the door to see Relena. "Are you coming to the ball??" She questioned me. "No, sorry I have some unpacking to do" I replied "Oh come on" "ok I'll be down there soon" I said I hated Relena and would give anything to shut her up. I changed into the dress and heal and went down.
I was asked to dance and just to be polite I did. I felt weird the whole time. After that dance I watched everyone closely separating myself from the crowd. I went to bed finally out of the dress thank god! That night I woke up to a beep on my computer. Rubbing my eyes awake I read the message then deleted it. I got dressed and went to my hidden Gundam I knew Trowa wouldn't be far behind he would be 30 minutes after me for this mission.
When I got to a base I was immediately in battle. They threatened the colony's id I didn't stop. So I stepped out of my cockpit. I had done this before and as I did this I looked back on the old wars and whispered good-bye. I hit the self-detonation button. I was thrown pretty far. I killed a lot of people and destroyed a lot of mobile suits. I got lucky because I didn't die. But I was covered by a piece of gundanium alloy. I was unconscious and severely wounded.
Oz soldiers found me and put me in a medical room. I began to come out of the coma I was in even though my one leg was broken my right rib was broken and I had server cuts every where.
Mean while Trowa got a message from a spy in OZ saying I was alive which shocked everyone. Trowa and Xamick and all the other pilots were back at a safe house. The spy told them what OZ planned to do and they set out even Xamick to get their friend.
As I came out of the coma they began asking me questions and I didn't answer when they went to get medicines to drug her to get answers she broke free. She ran down a hall and jumped out of a window she was 60 floors up and an idiot. Her friends were on the beach below she was dazed as she went down. As she heard Xamick call her name she came out of it she hit the rocks and rolled onto the beach with a moan where she let herself lay still. They gathered around her and all of them at once went into questions. "I'm fine now be quiet my head hurts enough without your talking" I spoke with out emotion in my voice. I staggered into a standing position where Xamick put my one arm around her and Heero took my other arm. They half carried me back to the safe house where I sat down in the living room on the couch and put my leg back in place grossing Duo and Xamick out. I wrapped it and went to my room when they knocked on my door to bring me food I told them to leave me alone. They didn't feel like hacking into the keypad locking my door shut they knew I wanted to be left alone. That night I put on my nightclothes and unlocked my door when I went to get a drink of water forgetting to lock it back after I went to bed and had said good night to everyone. That night Dr J called and we had a long conversation starting at midnight lasting till one in the morning.
When Dr J signed off I got into my bed and cried partly because I was upset about what Dr J had told me and because my back was bleeding again and hurt. No one knew I was hurt there it was an old wound that I had opened up. I went into a dazed state as my back began to bleed badly. The others heard and came to see what was wrong. Xamick went back to bed knowing this was something the pilots needed to comfort me for she knew it had to do with the war and there was nothing she could do. Trowa sat beside me on the bed and so did Heero and Duo. Quatre and Wufei stood. The pilots tried to calm me and they noticed my back wound and didn't say anything. I cried myself back to sleep. Everyone knew it was unusual for me to cry so no one was going to say anything to me.
I woke up at 5 the next morning and got a granola bar and sat at the kitchen table as the others woke even Xamick was up on her own (because Duo had been noisy this morning actually.) There was an awkward silence between all of us. I was the first to speak. "I'm leaving the team." At this every one of the pilots looked up at me wide eyed. How could I could I be leaving the Gundam team? They didn't understand. "Why?" Quatre asked softly and sadly. "It's my orders and Xamick is to be taken to Dr J by Heero now so she can have some training and a place to stay without getting into trouble with OZ" at that I got up and walked out every ones jaws were about to fall off. I went to my room I felt hot tears welling up in my eyes but I held them back. No one followed me. I locked myself up in my room. Now everyone knew why I had been so upset last night. Now everyone understood. I pulled out a duffel bad and packed all my things into them. I picked it up and without saying goodbye to anyone I slipped out the door and into the woods and let my tears come. I threw my duffel bag over my shoulder and walked I guess I would go back to Stafford and just stay locked up in my house so OZ didn't come looking for me. My eyes were blood shot from crying and I still cried. This was one of the few things that could make me cry. Why was I kicked off the team? I asked myself and then I answered myself. Because you destroyed your Gundam that's why. I walked as the sun began to come up I looked at my watch the one I had worn because I was a Gundam pilot but I wasn't going to get rid of it just yet. It was 7:37 AM time sure does go by fast when you're upset.
I walked out onto a main road in a small town. No one bothered me and I didn't bother them. I kept walking straight out of the town. Eventually as night fell I came to a city I walked back in some allies. When I came to a dumpster I thought about throwing away my weapons but decided against it for the time. I liked cities because it was easy to hijack a car and that's what I did. I drove to Stafford and left the car at my old middle school from there I took my duffel bag and jogged the long jog home. I unlocked the door and stepped inside with a sigh. I put my duffel bag down and took off my weapons I went and changed into my pajamas so I would be comfortable. I went back downstairs to the office. I got on the computer and logged on the Internet on my old SN the one I used when I had a normal life. I had a normal life now and had to get used to it. I looked at my buddy list Xamick was on. I didn't say anything to her I just went and got me a bowl of cereal to eat and sat back down that's when she IMed me.
Xamickk- Hey Lorim!
Gungurl55- hi
Xamickk- Listen I'm sorry about what happened are you gonna be ok?
Gungurl55- No.
Xamickk- then you're mad at me
Gungurl55- I never said that Xamick you know I don't get mad at u
Xamickk- Ok.
Gungurl55- Life is cruel Xamick and mine is just a bit crueler then yours I can deal so leave it be
Xamickk- Ok. The guys are here they want to talk to you
Gungurl55- I don't want to talk to them.
Xamickk- are u mad at them?
Gungurl55- No. I just want to be left alone
And before Xamick could say anything I put up an away message reading "I'll be back in a second I hope but I am a bit mad so leave me alone!" I got up and took my bowl of cereal to the basement and watched TV while I ate. When I finished I went and checked my messages. I had quiet a few from Xamick and she had signed off. Two of my friends both named Chris were on normally I would love talking to them but not today.
I put my away message back up. I went out side and began to shoot hoops. I began to think about the past again. Like I always had when I lived a normal life. All the kids on the street were out playing but not with me. They thought it was weird I had just been gone for so long and disappeared. That was fine with me. I didn't need anybody I didn't need the Gundam pilots or Xamick I was fine. Wasn't I? No I wasn't I needed the war I needed something to do. My portable phone sitting near me outside rang and I picked it up as I began to go get the mail "Hello" I said in an almost sweet voice. "Hey" said the voice of Quatre followed by 5 other voices. "What do you guys want" I asked harshly. "Just to check on you, you left without saying anything to us and said you wanted to be left alone on the Internet." Xamick said. I sighed I knew she understood she always did. "So are you going back to Rodney?" she questioned. "NO, never everyone there knows I have something to do with the war plus" I paused "plus I don't want to deal with that crap again." I said I knew Xamick understood everything I was saying. "Have you called anyone we know yet" she asked. "No" I replied "I'm not sure if I want to. I miss going to school because of track and my friends but it's to public there and everyone even my friends would act afraid of me now. Even the kids on my street won't talk to me now."
"You don't sound very happy living a normal life" snickered Duo "Shut up Duo because I hate a normal life" I said. I was back inside standing at the counter in the kitchen and began to go through mail. "Well well well" I said "what?" Xamick asked. "Well I have a letter from OZ trying to recruit me and a letter from Paul my ex I figure there bombs" I held them up to the light "but there not." "Interesting" spoke Heero. I laid the letter down I would open them later and I began to wash counters and I spoke into the phone once again "I have to go you guys I have some cleaning to do" at this Duo laughed at me actually cleaning Xamick and the others said bye "shut up Duo" and with that I hung up with a sigh. Couldn't they just leave me alone for a little while? I began to work on cleaning up the kitchen until the sun went down.
About 11 at night I went up and dressed then crawled into a bed for once it was my bed. That was good right. No it wasn't it felt weird to say I was home. It took me almost an hour before my body relaxed and I fell asleep. I woke later that night actually morning at 2am to the sounds of battle at a near by base. I stood up and walked sleepily downstairs. I looked out the window everyone on the street was outside trying to watch the battle. I to walked out onto my front porch it was cold winter was here to stay I slipped on my red jacket as I went out. I watched the battle knowing Xamick was not there but the others were. I walked back inside and decided to get me some breakfast. I made myself a bagel and sat down in the kitchen eating. I listened to the familiar sounds of battle nearby.
I walked down to my basement after eating and punched in some numbers on my keypad. A secret door opened and I walked in. It was my old hanger. I took my throwing knives guns and everything and put them in a small box I took them to the storage room and left them. I didn't need them anymore. I went into a lounge area in my hanger or lab as I half the time called it. I sat down on the couch. I was so tired that I feel asleep on the couch my jacket still on. She woke up to one of her computers beeping she got up and answered it. It was a letter from Xamick. She said she hated Dr J and at this I had to laugh. No one really liked Dr J. She said they trained her to hard that was life though. I signed off and went back to the couch and fell back to sleep.
I woke up to someone shaking me lightly telling me to wake up. I hadn't known how long I had slept until I opened my eyes to see the pilots. "You do know its almost 1 in the afternoon right." Spoke Trowa. I shook my head on rubbing my eyes wondering why I had slept so late. "What are you guys doing here" I asked still trying wake up. "We were in the near by battle and thought we'd come see you" said Quatre but I didn't reply just stood up and walked up to the kitchen and looked outside. They knew what I was thinking. "Were sorry you know" said Quatre and I turned around to face him "It's not your fault so don't worry about it" I smiled it wasn't a real smile and they knew I was acting but I didn't care. I acted happy like nothing was wrong. We all just hung around the house I was out on the boat most the day. Taking care of a 24-foot boat with a full cabin wasn't easy. I worked all day while listening to the radio no one bothered me. I knew they would stay until they had a mission trying to get me to open up to them but I wasn't planning to. As it began to turn to night I changed back into my nightclothes. I stayed in my basement watching the big screen TV. One of them was always in the room or outside with me, keeping and eye on me. I watched movies all night until after they had all gone to bed. I slipped on my jacket and went outside I spread out a blanket in the middle of my yard and sat down on it. I sat and watched the stars, there was a meteor shower tonight and I loved them.
The guys walked up beside me and they to watched not saying a word. It was cold out but I didn't care. I laid back and watched the stars they sat beside me and watched in silence. I fell asleep around 4am with a fever that I had had for a while and hadn't known and still didn't know. I had been cleaning and acting normal not noticing how tired my body felt. The guy picked me up and slid off my jacket laying me in bed covering me up thinking I was just tired. They shook me awake around 11am they figured out that I was sick when I began coughing in my sleep. I opened my eyes slightly. "Why are you guys waking me up?" I questioned. They weren't sure if I was sick and I knew I was but I was going to make sure they didn't know. "Are you sick you keep coughing in your sleep and it's late again?" asked Wufei "I'm fine it's become normal for me now to sleep in." They gave up. The next couple of days we all sat around talked and played some basketball and stuff like that.
Then they got a mission. "Were going on a mission and your coming to help us if you want to or not I know you want to plus Dr J doesn't know so we can't let him know." Spoke Duo in his usual happy mood. "OK" is all I said and we left. Our mission was to get into an OZ base and get some information out of the main computers. We got in and got the information. But as we came out we were under heavy fire. We were all shooting our guns and reloading. Quatre got himself into some trouble and was stuck. "You need help Quatre?" asked Heero. "No I'm ok" replied Quatre. "Heero I'm the one who needs help" I spoke weakly. I was sweating and I felt very sick. I passed out cold onto the ground.
I opened my eyes and the pilots were sitting around I was on the couch in my basement and Ira was there to. "So your finally awake" she said. I didn't reply. "You've got pneumonia so I'm leaving you some medicines I have to leave and I should take you to a hospital but I think you'll be ok" I just nodded as she spoke "Your to stay in bed for a week" She said goodbye to everyone and left. One week in bed! There was no I way I was staying one week in bed. "Dr J knows" Heero said. I knew he meant Dr j found out the whole thing and him and probably Xamick would be in at any minute. "I'll be on the internet" I got up and walked up to the computer and sat down. Xamick was on we got to talking.
Xamickk- Hey I heard what happened
Gungurl55- yeah
Xamickk- Were on the way to see you now
Gungurl55- I know
Xamickk- You OK Lorim?
Gungurl55- No.
Xamickk- I'll leave you alone then.
Gungurl55- if you want to brb.
I ran to the window OZ pulled into my driveway all my neighbors came out to see what all the commotion was. Not caring that I was sick. The Gundam pilots and I went outside. A battle began between OZ and us. A limo pulled up and Xamick stepped out with a gun. She shot at OZ soldiers along with us she killed some, which surprised me. I felt so sick and hot but I didn't care. My face was covered in sweat my fever went up but I couldn't leave my friends. A bullet was about to hit me I didn't see it coming Duo did. He jumped and pushed me out of the way both of us landing on the ground. "Go get yourself in bed" He said in pain. "No you…" I stopped and got up and slipped inside listening I understood. I sat on the couch in the basement with a first aid box. I sat until the shots stopped and 7 people walked in. I handed the box to Duo and he began to fix himself up and I stood up and started to walk upstairs ignoring Dr J. I went up to the upstairs bathroom the only nice one in the house and sat on the floor by the toilet. I flipped the toilet seat up and puked into the toilet. I puked for a long time. I sat and puked for almost an hour. I was sweating my stomach still felt sick but I had stopped puking. Being sick was miserable and I hadn't been sick in years. I went down to the kitchen and got a glass of water. My face was pale and I looked so sad. All because I was sick. Everyone looked up as I entered the kitchen I ignored them. I went up to my room got in bed and pulled the covers over my head. Xamick came in she was silent. "Are u going to go see your family?" I asked I knew it was Xamick. "No. But I want to." She replied. I just nodded. The others came up a bit later to see me but I refused to talk to Dr J or about the wars. They finally got the message and went to go get dinner for themselves. I stayed in bed for the next week until I was better but Dr j and the others still stayed they said they "wanted to make sure I was completely better"
* ummm uummm oh yeah ok sorry it took me so long to put this up please forgive me this is hard work u know. I've been babysitting and track and chores and homework I am hardly even on the computer so please forgive me.
* Also for once I have not thought this through in my head like I normally do so this is all off the top of my head…. which is unusual
* Yeah anyways you're probably wanting the story and not even paying attention to
This note so here go's nothin.
* Oh yeah one more thing sorry but I may start doing my formats differently sorry I don't do things the same very often
* OK if I start to act depressed I'm sorry my life is miserable at the moment so I will go in and out of acting depressed.
Me Trowa and Xamick took a plane to Relena's boarding school are rooms were all right next to each other. Trowa and Xamick had the same schedule but I had a different one but I had fencing with them. The only things was that during fencing me and Trowa would have to be partners because Xamick wasn't the best at fencing she said it was ok but I wasn't sure. We had to wait until tomorrow for our courses to start. Xamick stayed on the Internet all of the day while Trowa and me rode horses. Trowa had taught me a lot of things about circus's including horseback riding while standing up. We did routines together a lot. When the sun set we all met up at the cafeteria. I didn't eat much at all Trowa and Xamick both complained to me. "What I'm a Gundam pilot remember you guys I am used to this I normally don't eat dinner or much else ok?". They still complained but oh well I didn't eat much and that was my choice.
That evening I got myself signed up for track but then I took myself off. I loved to run but not on track I didn't have time. Plus it was to public I could get caught easily and I sighed at the thought. After the sun was completely set there was a huge ball for all of the boarding school. Trowa and Xamick went together just to go together. I wasn't planning on going even though Dr J had sent me with a dress on this mission (which I hated very much) I wasn't going. Then I heard a knock on the door I got up and opened the door to see Relena. "Are you coming to the ball??" She questioned me. "No, sorry I have some unpacking to do" I replied "Oh come on" "ok I'll be down there soon" I said I hated Relena and would give anything to shut her up. I changed into the dress and heal and went down.
I was asked to dance and just to be polite I did. I felt weird the whole time. After that dance I watched everyone closely separating myself from the crowd. I went to bed finally out of the dress thank god! That night I woke up to a beep on my computer. Rubbing my eyes awake I read the message then deleted it. I got dressed and went to my hidden Gundam I knew Trowa wouldn't be far behind he would be 30 minutes after me for this mission.
When I got to a base I was immediately in battle. They threatened the colony's id I didn't stop. So I stepped out of my cockpit. I had done this before and as I did this I looked back on the old wars and whispered good-bye. I hit the self-detonation button. I was thrown pretty far. I killed a lot of people and destroyed a lot of mobile suits. I got lucky because I didn't die. But I was covered by a piece of gundanium alloy. I was unconscious and severely wounded.
Oz soldiers found me and put me in a medical room. I began to come out of the coma I was in even though my one leg was broken my right rib was broken and I had server cuts every where.
Mean while Trowa got a message from a spy in OZ saying I was alive which shocked everyone. Trowa and Xamick and all the other pilots were back at a safe house. The spy told them what OZ planned to do and they set out even Xamick to get their friend.
As I came out of the coma they began asking me questions and I didn't answer when they went to get medicines to drug her to get answers she broke free. She ran down a hall and jumped out of a window she was 60 floors up and an idiot. Her friends were on the beach below she was dazed as she went down. As she heard Xamick call her name she came out of it she hit the rocks and rolled onto the beach with a moan where she let herself lay still. They gathered around her and all of them at once went into questions. "I'm fine now be quiet my head hurts enough without your talking" I spoke with out emotion in my voice. I staggered into a standing position where Xamick put my one arm around her and Heero took my other arm. They half carried me back to the safe house where I sat down in the living room on the couch and put my leg back in place grossing Duo and Xamick out. I wrapped it and went to my room when they knocked on my door to bring me food I told them to leave me alone. They didn't feel like hacking into the keypad locking my door shut they knew I wanted to be left alone. That night I put on my nightclothes and unlocked my door when I went to get a drink of water forgetting to lock it back after I went to bed and had said good night to everyone. That night Dr J called and we had a long conversation starting at midnight lasting till one in the morning.
When Dr J signed off I got into my bed and cried partly because I was upset about what Dr J had told me and because my back was bleeding again and hurt. No one knew I was hurt there it was an old wound that I had opened up. I went into a dazed state as my back began to bleed badly. The others heard and came to see what was wrong. Xamick went back to bed knowing this was something the pilots needed to comfort me for she knew it had to do with the war and there was nothing she could do. Trowa sat beside me on the bed and so did Heero and Duo. Quatre and Wufei stood. The pilots tried to calm me and they noticed my back wound and didn't say anything. I cried myself back to sleep. Everyone knew it was unusual for me to cry so no one was going to say anything to me.
I woke up at 5 the next morning and got a granola bar and sat at the kitchen table as the others woke even Xamick was up on her own (because Duo had been noisy this morning actually.) There was an awkward silence between all of us. I was the first to speak. "I'm leaving the team." At this every one of the pilots looked up at me wide eyed. How could I could I be leaving the Gundam team? They didn't understand. "Why?" Quatre asked softly and sadly. "It's my orders and Xamick is to be taken to Dr J by Heero now so she can have some training and a place to stay without getting into trouble with OZ" at that I got up and walked out every ones jaws were about to fall off. I went to my room I felt hot tears welling up in my eyes but I held them back. No one followed me. I locked myself up in my room. Now everyone knew why I had been so upset last night. Now everyone understood. I pulled out a duffel bad and packed all my things into them. I picked it up and without saying goodbye to anyone I slipped out the door and into the woods and let my tears come. I threw my duffel bag over my shoulder and walked I guess I would go back to Stafford and just stay locked up in my house so OZ didn't come looking for me. My eyes were blood shot from crying and I still cried. This was one of the few things that could make me cry. Why was I kicked off the team? I asked myself and then I answered myself. Because you destroyed your Gundam that's why. I walked as the sun began to come up I looked at my watch the one I had worn because I was a Gundam pilot but I wasn't going to get rid of it just yet. It was 7:37 AM time sure does go by fast when you're upset.
I walked out onto a main road in a small town. No one bothered me and I didn't bother them. I kept walking straight out of the town. Eventually as night fell I came to a city I walked back in some allies. When I came to a dumpster I thought about throwing away my weapons but decided against it for the time. I liked cities because it was easy to hijack a car and that's what I did. I drove to Stafford and left the car at my old middle school from there I took my duffel bag and jogged the long jog home. I unlocked the door and stepped inside with a sigh. I put my duffel bag down and took off my weapons I went and changed into my pajamas so I would be comfortable. I went back downstairs to the office. I got on the computer and logged on the Internet on my old SN the one I used when I had a normal life. I had a normal life now and had to get used to it. I looked at my buddy list Xamick was on. I didn't say anything to her I just went and got me a bowl of cereal to eat and sat back down that's when she IMed me.
Xamickk- Hey Lorim!
Gungurl55- hi
Xamickk- Listen I'm sorry about what happened are you gonna be ok?
Gungurl55- No.
Xamickk- then you're mad at me
Gungurl55- I never said that Xamick you know I don't get mad at u
Xamickk- Ok.
Gungurl55- Life is cruel Xamick and mine is just a bit crueler then yours I can deal so leave it be
Xamickk- Ok. The guys are here they want to talk to you
Gungurl55- I don't want to talk to them.
Xamickk- are u mad at them?
Gungurl55- No. I just want to be left alone
And before Xamick could say anything I put up an away message reading "I'll be back in a second I hope but I am a bit mad so leave me alone!" I got up and took my bowl of cereal to the basement and watched TV while I ate. When I finished I went and checked my messages. I had quiet a few from Xamick and she had signed off. Two of my friends both named Chris were on normally I would love talking to them but not today.
I put my away message back up. I went out side and began to shoot hoops. I began to think about the past again. Like I always had when I lived a normal life. All the kids on the street were out playing but not with me. They thought it was weird I had just been gone for so long and disappeared. That was fine with me. I didn't need anybody I didn't need the Gundam pilots or Xamick I was fine. Wasn't I? No I wasn't I needed the war I needed something to do. My portable phone sitting near me outside rang and I picked it up as I began to go get the mail "Hello" I said in an almost sweet voice. "Hey" said the voice of Quatre followed by 5 other voices. "What do you guys want" I asked harshly. "Just to check on you, you left without saying anything to us and said you wanted to be left alone on the Internet." Xamick said. I sighed I knew she understood she always did. "So are you going back to Rodney?" she questioned. "NO, never everyone there knows I have something to do with the war plus" I paused "plus I don't want to deal with that crap again." I said I knew Xamick understood everything I was saying. "Have you called anyone we know yet" she asked. "No" I replied "I'm not sure if I want to. I miss going to school because of track and my friends but it's to public there and everyone even my friends would act afraid of me now. Even the kids on my street won't talk to me now."
"You don't sound very happy living a normal life" snickered Duo "Shut up Duo because I hate a normal life" I said. I was back inside standing at the counter in the kitchen and began to go through mail. "Well well well" I said "what?" Xamick asked. "Well I have a letter from OZ trying to recruit me and a letter from Paul my ex I figure there bombs" I held them up to the light "but there not." "Interesting" spoke Heero. I laid the letter down I would open them later and I began to wash counters and I spoke into the phone once again "I have to go you guys I have some cleaning to do" at this Duo laughed at me actually cleaning Xamick and the others said bye "shut up Duo" and with that I hung up with a sigh. Couldn't they just leave me alone for a little while? I began to work on cleaning up the kitchen until the sun went down.
About 11 at night I went up and dressed then crawled into a bed for once it was my bed. That was good right. No it wasn't it felt weird to say I was home. It took me almost an hour before my body relaxed and I fell asleep. I woke later that night actually morning at 2am to the sounds of battle at a near by base. I stood up and walked sleepily downstairs. I looked out the window everyone on the street was outside trying to watch the battle. I to walked out onto my front porch it was cold winter was here to stay I slipped on my red jacket as I went out. I watched the battle knowing Xamick was not there but the others were. I walked back inside and decided to get me some breakfast. I made myself a bagel and sat down in the kitchen eating. I listened to the familiar sounds of battle nearby.
I walked down to my basement after eating and punched in some numbers on my keypad. A secret door opened and I walked in. It was my old hanger. I took my throwing knives guns and everything and put them in a small box I took them to the storage room and left them. I didn't need them anymore. I went into a lounge area in my hanger or lab as I half the time called it. I sat down on the couch. I was so tired that I feel asleep on the couch my jacket still on. She woke up to one of her computers beeping she got up and answered it. It was a letter from Xamick. She said she hated Dr J and at this I had to laugh. No one really liked Dr J. She said they trained her to hard that was life though. I signed off and went back to the couch and fell back to sleep.
I woke up to someone shaking me lightly telling me to wake up. I hadn't known how long I had slept until I opened my eyes to see the pilots. "You do know its almost 1 in the afternoon right." Spoke Trowa. I shook my head on rubbing my eyes wondering why I had slept so late. "What are you guys doing here" I asked still trying wake up. "We were in the near by battle and thought we'd come see you" said Quatre but I didn't reply just stood up and walked up to the kitchen and looked outside. They knew what I was thinking. "Were sorry you know" said Quatre and I turned around to face him "It's not your fault so don't worry about it" I smiled it wasn't a real smile and they knew I was acting but I didn't care. I acted happy like nothing was wrong. We all just hung around the house I was out on the boat most the day. Taking care of a 24-foot boat with a full cabin wasn't easy. I worked all day while listening to the radio no one bothered me. I knew they would stay until they had a mission trying to get me to open up to them but I wasn't planning to. As it began to turn to night I changed back into my nightclothes. I stayed in my basement watching the big screen TV. One of them was always in the room or outside with me, keeping and eye on me. I watched movies all night until after they had all gone to bed. I slipped on my jacket and went outside I spread out a blanket in the middle of my yard and sat down on it. I sat and watched the stars, there was a meteor shower tonight and I loved them.
The guys walked up beside me and they to watched not saying a word. It was cold out but I didn't care. I laid back and watched the stars they sat beside me and watched in silence. I fell asleep around 4am with a fever that I had had for a while and hadn't known and still didn't know. I had been cleaning and acting normal not noticing how tired my body felt. The guy picked me up and slid off my jacket laying me in bed covering me up thinking I was just tired. They shook me awake around 11am they figured out that I was sick when I began coughing in my sleep. I opened my eyes slightly. "Why are you guys waking me up?" I questioned. They weren't sure if I was sick and I knew I was but I was going to make sure they didn't know. "Are you sick you keep coughing in your sleep and it's late again?" asked Wufei "I'm fine it's become normal for me now to sleep in." They gave up. The next couple of days we all sat around talked and played some basketball and stuff like that.
Then they got a mission. "Were going on a mission and your coming to help us if you want to or not I know you want to plus Dr J doesn't know so we can't let him know." Spoke Duo in his usual happy mood. "OK" is all I said and we left. Our mission was to get into an OZ base and get some information out of the main computers. We got in and got the information. But as we came out we were under heavy fire. We were all shooting our guns and reloading. Quatre got himself into some trouble and was stuck. "You need help Quatre?" asked Heero. "No I'm ok" replied Quatre. "Heero I'm the one who needs help" I spoke weakly. I was sweating and I felt very sick. I passed out cold onto the ground.
I opened my eyes and the pilots were sitting around I was on the couch in my basement and Ira was there to. "So your finally awake" she said. I didn't reply. "You've got pneumonia so I'm leaving you some medicines I have to leave and I should take you to a hospital but I think you'll be ok" I just nodded as she spoke "Your to stay in bed for a week" She said goodbye to everyone and left. One week in bed! There was no I way I was staying one week in bed. "Dr J knows" Heero said. I knew he meant Dr j found out the whole thing and him and probably Xamick would be in at any minute. "I'll be on the internet" I got up and walked up to the computer and sat down. Xamick was on we got to talking.
Xamickk- Hey I heard what happened
Gungurl55- yeah
Xamickk- Were on the way to see you now
Gungurl55- I know
Xamickk- You OK Lorim?
Gungurl55- No.
Xamickk- I'll leave you alone then.
Gungurl55- if you want to brb.
I ran to the window OZ pulled into my driveway all my neighbors came out to see what all the commotion was. Not caring that I was sick. The Gundam pilots and I went outside. A battle began between OZ and us. A limo pulled up and Xamick stepped out with a gun. She shot at OZ soldiers along with us she killed some, which surprised me. I felt so sick and hot but I didn't care. My face was covered in sweat my fever went up but I couldn't leave my friends. A bullet was about to hit me I didn't see it coming Duo did. He jumped and pushed me out of the way both of us landing on the ground. "Go get yourself in bed" He said in pain. "No you…" I stopped and got up and slipped inside listening I understood. I sat on the couch in the basement with a first aid box. I sat until the shots stopped and 7 people walked in. I handed the box to Duo and he began to fix himself up and I stood up and started to walk upstairs ignoring Dr J. I went up to the upstairs bathroom the only nice one in the house and sat on the floor by the toilet. I flipped the toilet seat up and puked into the toilet. I puked for a long time. I sat and puked for almost an hour. I was sweating my stomach still felt sick but I had stopped puking. Being sick was miserable and I hadn't been sick in years. I went down to the kitchen and got a glass of water. My face was pale and I looked so sad. All because I was sick. Everyone looked up as I entered the kitchen I ignored them. I went up to my room got in bed and pulled the covers over my head. Xamick came in she was silent. "Are u going to go see your family?" I asked I knew it was Xamick. "No. But I want to." She replied. I just nodded. The others came up a bit later to see me but I refused to talk to Dr J or about the wars. They finally got the message and went to go get dinner for themselves. I stayed in bed for the next week until I was better but Dr j and the others still stayed they said they "wanted to make sure I was completely better"