Disclaimer: Not mine, not mine, never will be. None of the products or real places I name
are not mine either.
Author: Bayleigh Colby Ford
Rating:PG-13, For some minor cursing
Summary: When you love someone, what lengths are you willing to go make it work ?
A Mary Jane/Peter Parker story, with a hint of action and a sprinkle of drama.
Please read and review.
I hope everyone likes it. It is complete fluffiness, so and not plot
oriented, like the last few chapters. Sorry it took so long. If I had know what would happen to FF.net,
I would have got it uploaded. Enjoy :)
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Chapter 9 : Afraid to Feel.....Or Not
~~~~~~~~Peter POV~~~~~
When he saw Mary Jane on his floor,crying her eyes out, he felt like the worlds biggest
asshole. Because he knew it was because of him.
It always was.
Causing the people that he loved pain, was what he did best.
Uncle Ben was killed because of him.
Harry was losing his soul.
MJ was a mess.
He had one day to stop a crazy person from destroying the city.
A city he promised to protect.
He dropped on his knees and put his hands in his palms, and felt everything
drop on him, like a weight crushing him.
"Peter", she whispered.
He looked up to her tear stained face, her red eyes and mused up hair and never saw
her more beautiful.
"I'm...", he felt his voice crack, "I'm so sorry"
"Peter," she put her hands on his cheeks and put there foreheads together, looking
into her beautiful eyes full of love and goodness.
"Peter...you don't have to be sorry........for anything"
"Yes, I do. I make you sad. I......"
He broke the embrace and stood up, pacing the room.
"You have to go"
"No"
He turned and was about to talk, but the words couldn't come out when he saw her
face.
It was determined.
"MJ"
"No, I don't care. I know what your going to say" She closed the distance between them.
Mimicking his voice, she said " We can't be together, MJ. You know why ?. Cause it's to
dangerous, MJ. I can't let anything happen to you MJ. MJ, trust me, it's for
your own good."
Suddenly he was mad at her. Why did she have to make this so hard ?
"Because it is true, MJ. Damn it, why don't you listen ?."
She turned around to face his, eyes blazing.
"Because I love you, stupid", she was yelling now, her face red and angry.
"I'm not worth it", his voice was a whisper now, drained.
"Who said ? You ?. Who cares what you say ?. In case you forgot, Tiger, I am in
this too, and I get a say in it."
"Do you think I want this ?", he was pleading with her now, hands together, standing
face to face.
"I know you don't want this. We don't have to do this."
"I want to protect you"
"I want to protect you to, Peter. Spiderman can take care of himself, but you can't.
You need me. Let me help you."
She wrapped her arms around his suit, and he held her to, smelling her hair, a mix and
strawberries and citrus, sweet and tangy.
She lifted her head and looked into his eye's.
It was the moment.
Take it.
Or leave it.
He took it.
Leaning in, he bend down and kissed her. This one was different, full of pent up passion
and heat, coming out in a tangle mad kisses.
~~~~~~~~~~~~Mary Jane POV~~~~~~~~~~~
He kissed her.
He kissed HER.
The need of the kiss from both of them came out quickly.
When they separated, she felt like she had ran a marathon.
"Wow", was the first thing thing he said, a small smile on his face, which illicted a small
giggle from her.
"Wow it was."
Suddenly, a serious look entered his face, and he wrapped her in a hug. His next
words come out muffled from his shoulder.
"Your sure about this ?"
"This is the most sure I am of anything in my life"
And it was true. Just being with him made the sun brighter, the stars shinier and
the world seen like a great place and nothing bad would never happen.
Because she had him.
"It may be......."
"Dangerous ?. Danger is my middle name."
The comment made him laugh and he said "God, I'm tired"
"Me too"
"You....well.....I mean...only if you want to"
"Yes"
That's when she got a Peter smile. His face lit up, and his eyes sparkled, lightening
the darkened room.
10 Minutes Later, with him out of his suit and in boxers and
a t-shirt ( a t-shirt which covered his amazing chest. When she stared, a sheepish
grin entered his face and he said : "Side effect" ), and her in one of his big t-shirts,
they were in bed, sideways, Peter on the left, MJ on the right. One arm around her waist,one
one wrapped in her hand and his chin on her shoulder, legs entangled into each others.
"Peter", she whispered only to get him to get even more deeply borrowed onto her hair.
He was sleeping. She squeezed his hand, now limp, amd felt tears in her eyes.
"Peter, I love you. I love you so much that it scares me sometimes becasue I can't
imagine my life without you. My home life wasn't to great and you didn't care. All my life
you saw me for me and I don't think anyone else has. I know why you were meant to
be Spiderman. I don't think it was a accident. I think it was because the world needs
someone like you. Good, kind, sweet, loyal. I don't think you realize how beautiful and
special you are.
She paused.
"I'm sorry it took me so long"
"I know this going to be hard. Really hard. But its worth it. We're worth it. I know
it. We're meant to be."
Suddenly, she felt a catch in her throat.
"I love you Peter Parker. I am madly, crazy, head over heels in love with you. Always."
And with that, she fell asleep, with a smile, knowing, in the end, its all be ok.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So, what do you all think ???
QuickNote: While writing this chapter, it occurred to me that
I would have to explain what my villian was doing. Me, who couldn't pass chemistry for
her life and barely got past earth science and biology, am going to have to explain what
my "weapon" is ( I know it was a mistake, so you can all tell me !!!!!) Just with everything that is happened in my
hometown, I wanted Spidey to fight a terrorist-type of villain. I wrote the next chapter already and hope everyone
will like it.
Thanks.
Coming up "Chapter 10: Fear No Evil"
and "Chapter 11 Paladin" (instead of FNO P2)
~~~~~~~Bay C.
are not mine either.
Author: Bayleigh Colby Ford
Rating:PG-13, For some minor cursing
Summary: When you love someone, what lengths are you willing to go make it work ?
A Mary Jane/Peter Parker story, with a hint of action and a sprinkle of drama.
Please read and review.
I hope everyone likes it. It is complete fluffiness, so and not plot
oriented, like the last few chapters. Sorry it took so long. If I had know what would happen to FF.net,
I would have got it uploaded. Enjoy :)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chapter 9 : Afraid to Feel.....Or Not
~~~~~~~~Peter POV~~~~~
When he saw Mary Jane on his floor,crying her eyes out, he felt like the worlds biggest
asshole. Because he knew it was because of him.
It always was.
Causing the people that he loved pain, was what he did best.
Uncle Ben was killed because of him.
Harry was losing his soul.
MJ was a mess.
He had one day to stop a crazy person from destroying the city.
A city he promised to protect.
He dropped on his knees and put his hands in his palms, and felt everything
drop on him, like a weight crushing him.
"Peter", she whispered.
He looked up to her tear stained face, her red eyes and mused up hair and never saw
her more beautiful.
"I'm...", he felt his voice crack, "I'm so sorry"
"Peter," she put her hands on his cheeks and put there foreheads together, looking
into her beautiful eyes full of love and goodness.
"Peter...you don't have to be sorry........for anything"
"Yes, I do. I make you sad. I......"
He broke the embrace and stood up, pacing the room.
"You have to go"
"No"
He turned and was about to talk, but the words couldn't come out when he saw her
face.
It was determined.
"MJ"
"No, I don't care. I know what your going to say" She closed the distance between them.
Mimicking his voice, she said " We can't be together, MJ. You know why ?. Cause it's to
dangerous, MJ. I can't let anything happen to you MJ. MJ, trust me, it's for
your own good."
Suddenly he was mad at her. Why did she have to make this so hard ?
"Because it is true, MJ. Damn it, why don't you listen ?."
She turned around to face his, eyes blazing.
"Because I love you, stupid", she was yelling now, her face red and angry.
"I'm not worth it", his voice was a whisper now, drained.
"Who said ? You ?. Who cares what you say ?. In case you forgot, Tiger, I am in
this too, and I get a say in it."
"Do you think I want this ?", he was pleading with her now, hands together, standing
face to face.
"I know you don't want this. We don't have to do this."
"I want to protect you"
"I want to protect you to, Peter. Spiderman can take care of himself, but you can't.
You need me. Let me help you."
She wrapped her arms around his suit, and he held her to, smelling her hair, a mix and
strawberries and citrus, sweet and tangy.
She lifted her head and looked into his eye's.
It was the moment.
Take it.
Or leave it.
He took it.
Leaning in, he bend down and kissed her. This one was different, full of pent up passion
and heat, coming out in a tangle mad kisses.
~~~~~~~~~~~~Mary Jane POV~~~~~~~~~~~
He kissed her.
He kissed HER.
The need of the kiss from both of them came out quickly.
When they separated, she felt like she had ran a marathon.
"Wow", was the first thing thing he said, a small smile on his face, which illicted a small
giggle from her.
"Wow it was."
Suddenly, a serious look entered his face, and he wrapped her in a hug. His next
words come out muffled from his shoulder.
"Your sure about this ?"
"This is the most sure I am of anything in my life"
And it was true. Just being with him made the sun brighter, the stars shinier and
the world seen like a great place and nothing bad would never happen.
Because she had him.
"It may be......."
"Dangerous ?. Danger is my middle name."
The comment made him laugh and he said "God, I'm tired"
"Me too"
"You....well.....I mean...only if you want to"
"Yes"
That's when she got a Peter smile. His face lit up, and his eyes sparkled, lightening
the darkened room.
10 Minutes Later, with him out of his suit and in boxers and
a t-shirt ( a t-shirt which covered his amazing chest. When she stared, a sheepish
grin entered his face and he said : "Side effect" ), and her in one of his big t-shirts,
they were in bed, sideways, Peter on the left, MJ on the right. One arm around her waist,one
one wrapped in her hand and his chin on her shoulder, legs entangled into each others.
"Peter", she whispered only to get him to get even more deeply borrowed onto her hair.
He was sleeping. She squeezed his hand, now limp, amd felt tears in her eyes.
"Peter, I love you. I love you so much that it scares me sometimes becasue I can't
imagine my life without you. My home life wasn't to great and you didn't care. All my life
you saw me for me and I don't think anyone else has. I know why you were meant to
be Spiderman. I don't think it was a accident. I think it was because the world needs
someone like you. Good, kind, sweet, loyal. I don't think you realize how beautiful and
special you are.
She paused.
"I'm sorry it took me so long"
"I know this going to be hard. Really hard. But its worth it. We're worth it. I know
it. We're meant to be."
Suddenly, she felt a catch in her throat.
"I love you Peter Parker. I am madly, crazy, head over heels in love with you. Always."
And with that, she fell asleep, with a smile, knowing, in the end, its all be ok.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So, what do you all think ???
QuickNote: While writing this chapter, it occurred to me that
I would have to explain what my villian was doing. Me, who couldn't pass chemistry for
her life and barely got past earth science and biology, am going to have to explain what
my "weapon" is ( I know it was a mistake, so you can all tell me !!!!!) Just with everything that is happened in my
hometown, I wanted Spidey to fight a terrorist-type of villain. I wrote the next chapter already and hope everyone
will like it.
Thanks.
Coming up "Chapter 10: Fear No Evil"
and "Chapter 11 Paladin" (instead of FNO P2)
~~~~~~~Bay C.