"Rember today I've no respect for you And I miss you love" - Silverchair
"Miss You Love"
I stared at the picture of us at our wedding, before taking it out of the frame. I should've done this a long time ago, but I don't want to let go. It's been over a year since he left me for the dark side. Sometimes I wonder if I should've gone with him. Even though I know I never could. Who could blame me though, he was my first love, my only love. This is proboly all my fault anyway. Maybe if I hadn't told him how I felt on Geonosis, he would still be my Anakin. But its too late for all of that now. The funny thing is, I still wake up in the middle of the night feeling his arms around me, only to dicover it was only a dream. What was it my mother used to say, "A dream is a wish your heart makes," if only it could come true. I still hope that maybe one day he'll come back to me, relize the wrongs of the darkside. Its killing me inside. I should have listened to Obi-Wan, he had warned me about this. I should have listened to logic, but I couldn't. I can't now. I shouldn't still love him, hes become someone else. But for some reason I do. I put the picture back in the frame, I still can't let go. "I miss you love," I wisper to the picture. And for a moment I feel his arms around me, but it is only a memory.
I stared at the picture of us at our wedding, before taking it out of the frame. I should've done this a long time ago, but I don't want to let go. It's been over a year since he left me for the dark side. Sometimes I wonder if I should've gone with him. Even though I know I never could. Who could blame me though, he was my first love, my only love. This is proboly all my fault anyway. Maybe if I hadn't told him how I felt on Geonosis, he would still be my Anakin. But its too late for all of that now. The funny thing is, I still wake up in the middle of the night feeling his arms around me, only to dicover it was only a dream. What was it my mother used to say, "A dream is a wish your heart makes," if only it could come true. I still hope that maybe one day he'll come back to me, relize the wrongs of the darkside. Its killing me inside. I should have listened to Obi-Wan, he had warned me about this. I should have listened to logic, but I couldn't. I can't now. I shouldn't still love him, hes become someone else. But for some reason I do. I put the picture back in the frame, I still can't let go. "I miss you love," I wisper to the picture. And for a moment I feel his arms around me, but it is only a memory.