Author: Kelsey
Rating: PG-13
Archiving: Ask please!
Feedback: Please, please, please! This is my first angst fic and I could definatly use opinons.
Notes: More thanks to Alyx and Jenn who read this drivel unedited! Alyx is the bestest BETA ever!
Part 4:
She knew it was a bad idea.
He knew they'd only end up hurting the people they loved.
They both knew they'd do it anyway. They did.
It amazed her, how good it could be.
He'd never had anything like it.
They both knew they couldn't let go ofwhat ever it was they had found.
She knew it was breaking Bobby's heart.
He knew Jean was growing lonely and bitter.
They both knew that hearts would be broken before it ended, but they couldn't stop.
She cried, he cried.
He left, she yelled.
They both remembered.
"Scott? Where are you going?" Jean asked.
"I thought I'd go see if Kitty was busy, " he replied.
"I'm not busy," Jean looked a little offended. Scott sighed.
"Do you want to talk?" He offered hesitantly. Jean hadn't understood yet, though he'd tried to explain.
"About what?" This is why he'd wanted to find Kitty. Jean couldn't get that there was no what. There just was. You talked, communicated, said whatever popped into your head.
"So, babe. Wanna do somethin'?" Bobby wrapped his arms around Kitty's waist.
"I thought I might go find Scott."
"I meant together," Bobby replied, hurt. Kitty sighed and snuggled into him.
"What do you want to do?" She asked. "Talk?"
"Talk? About what?" Bobby said with a small frown. Kitty sighed again.
"So they don't get it," Scott summed up.
"Sometimes I don't get it Scott, and I'm living it," Kitty told him.
"I know the feeling, it just makes me feel awfully lonely at times."
"But you aren't nearly as cold and dark when you're alone as you used to be. Are you?" She asked with concern.
"No Kitty, I'm not." He looked at her reflectively. "We've got a good thing going here."
"What's that supposed to mean?" Jean demanded walking into the lounge. Scott sighed
"It means I'm really glad I'm getting to know Kitty better," Jean's shoulders relaxed slightly.
Better? Kitty thought. The man knows me better than anyone in the world.
"May I join you guys?" Jean asked. Scott nodded.
"I don't mean to run off Jean. But you just reminded me I promised Bobby we'd hang out." Kitty got up and left the room.
"I hope I didn't interrupt anything." Jean told Scott. That was the thing of it. Whatever he and Kitty had couldn't be interrupted. It was constant. It didn't start or stop. It had a beginning, and hopefully wouldn't end, but it didn't have fragments.
"You didn't Jean. Don't worry." Scott smiled.
CHAPTER FIVE
Rating: PG-13
Archiving: Ask please!
Feedback: Please, please, please! This is my first angst fic and I could definatly use opinons.
Notes: More thanks to Alyx and Jenn who read this drivel unedited! Alyx is the bestest BETA ever!
Part 4:
She knew it was a bad idea.
He knew they'd only end up hurting the people they loved.
They both knew they'd do it anyway. They did.
It amazed her, how good it could be.
He'd never had anything like it.
They both knew they couldn't let go ofwhat ever it was they had found.
She knew it was breaking Bobby's heart.
He knew Jean was growing lonely and bitter.
They both knew that hearts would be broken before it ended, but they couldn't stop.
She cried, he cried.
He left, she yelled.
They both remembered.
"Scott? Where are you going?" Jean asked.
"I thought I'd go see if Kitty was busy, " he replied.
"I'm not busy," Jean looked a little offended. Scott sighed.
"Do you want to talk?" He offered hesitantly. Jean hadn't understood yet, though he'd tried to explain.
"About what?" This is why he'd wanted to find Kitty. Jean couldn't get that there was no what. There just was. You talked, communicated, said whatever popped into your head.
"So, babe. Wanna do somethin'?" Bobby wrapped his arms around Kitty's waist.
"I thought I might go find Scott."
"I meant together," Bobby replied, hurt. Kitty sighed and snuggled into him.
"What do you want to do?" She asked. "Talk?"
"Talk? About what?" Bobby said with a small frown. Kitty sighed again.
"So they don't get it," Scott summed up.
"Sometimes I don't get it Scott, and I'm living it," Kitty told him.
"I know the feeling, it just makes me feel awfully lonely at times."
"But you aren't nearly as cold and dark when you're alone as you used to be. Are you?" She asked with concern.
"No Kitty, I'm not." He looked at her reflectively. "We've got a good thing going here."
"What's that supposed to mean?" Jean demanded walking into the lounge. Scott sighed
"It means I'm really glad I'm getting to know Kitty better," Jean's shoulders relaxed slightly.
Better? Kitty thought. The man knows me better than anyone in the world.
"May I join you guys?" Jean asked. Scott nodded.
"I don't mean to run off Jean. But you just reminded me I promised Bobby we'd hang out." Kitty got up and left the room.
"I hope I didn't interrupt anything." Jean told Scott. That was the thing of it. Whatever he and Kitty had couldn't be interrupted. It was constant. It didn't start or stop. It had a beginning, and hopefully wouldn't end, but it didn't have fragments.
"You didn't Jean. Don't worry." Scott smiled.
CHAPTER FIVE