RELIVING HER PAST CHAPTER THREE Always and Forever
AN: Warning: very sad. This chapter almost made me cry.
I was putting my stuff in my backpack after my first class when Belinda came up to me.
"Jamie I'm sorry about earlier Tracy will never change." She said.
"Yeah," I Said.
"Don't worry," Belinda said.
"Belinda I'm glad we can be friends," I said.
"Thanks," Belinda said as we walked out of the room. She kept looking at me "I'm glad your cancer is in remission."
"Thanks,' I said. "I got a bone marrow transplant a few months ago."
"I know," Belinda said. "I didn't want to tell you but I got tested to see if I was a match but I of course I wasn't.'
"Thank you," I said. "Listen I have to go meet Landon."
"Yeah," Belinda said. "I'll see you later."
I nodded and headed to the court yard to meet Landon. We had agreed to meet in the court after our first period class. I saw him sitting on a bench (drum roll) reading. I went up behind him and wrapped my arms around him.
"Hey," he said. He kissed me and I sat down beside him. "How did your first class go?
"Not bad,' I said. "Except Tracy was there Belinda too."
"Jamie I promise I don't hang out with them anymore." He put an arm around me.
"I know,' I said. "I just don't want to relive my past."
Landon pulled me over next to him "That will never happen none of my friends except for Tracy and Belinda got into this school."
I kissed him. "I love you," I whispered. I laid my head down on his chest, I didn't cre who saw us, the moment was pefect and I didn't want it to end.
Landon's POV:
Jamie fell asleep in my arms. I knew she was exahusted and I didn't have the heart to wake her. When the bell for second period rang I didn't move. Jamie looked so peaceful, like an angel sleeping in my arms. I thought about the day on the bridge, when Jamie was asleep on my shoulder, the sun had been setting. That was back when she was getting weaker and sicker. I saw her open her eyes and she sat up.
"Did I just miss second period?" she asked sleepily.
I nodded. "Don't worry its OK."
"Why didn't you wake me?" she asked.
"Because you looked so peaceful," I replied. We stood up and started walking across the grass.
"Yeah but I'll never get through college if I keep sleeping," she joked. She looked at me suddenly serious.
I smiled. "You're just tired."
Jamie's POV:
I nodded. I didn't think that was it but I didn't want Landon to worry. By that night I was exhausted. I hadn't eaten much dinner. I knew Landon wondered why. By the time I went to bed my head hurt and my chest felt tight. I didn't sleep much that night and i couldn't stop coughing. I got up and went into the bathroom careful not to wake Landon. I shut the door and turned on the light. I squinted my eyes and turned on the water, I splashed my face and looked in the mirror. I knew it was early probably the crack of dawn but I didn't care, I knew something was wrong. Then I heard a knock at the door.
"Jamie?" Landon called through the door.
"Coming," I called. I unlocked the door and opened it.
"Are you OK?" he asked.
I nodded. "I'm fine I just couldn't sleep."
"Jamie you don't look so good," Landon commented.
I laughed puncing him playfully in the ribs. "And how would you know anythng about looking good?"
Landon picked me up and put me on the bed getting on top of me. He started kising my neck. I couldn't stop laughing.
"Landon stop," I screamed still laughing. I started coughing again.
"Jamie that cough doesn't sound good," he said. He sat me up.
"Its nothing," I said. I looked into his eyes they were so full of concern, of love. I put his face in my hands. "I don't want you to worry," I whispered. I kissed his nose. "I'm not going anywhere."
Landon held me tight as if he didn't want to lose me. We got back in bed and I laid my head on his chest. He rubbed my back.
"I love you," I whispered.
Landon's POV:
"I love you more," I whispered back. We laid there for a long time. I watched Jamie's breathing, feeling relieved that she hadn't been taken away from me. She was my angel, always and forever.
AN: Warning: very sad. This chapter almost made me cry.
I was putting my stuff in my backpack after my first class when Belinda came up to me.
"Jamie I'm sorry about earlier Tracy will never change." She said.
"Yeah," I Said.
"Don't worry," Belinda said.
"Belinda I'm glad we can be friends," I said.
"Thanks," Belinda said as we walked out of the room. She kept looking at me "I'm glad your cancer is in remission."
"Thanks,' I said. "I got a bone marrow transplant a few months ago."
"I know," Belinda said. "I didn't want to tell you but I got tested to see if I was a match but I of course I wasn't.'
"Thank you," I said. "Listen I have to go meet Landon."
"Yeah," Belinda said. "I'll see you later."
I nodded and headed to the court yard to meet Landon. We had agreed to meet in the court after our first period class. I saw him sitting on a bench (drum roll) reading. I went up behind him and wrapped my arms around him.
"Hey," he said. He kissed me and I sat down beside him. "How did your first class go?
"Not bad,' I said. "Except Tracy was there Belinda too."
"Jamie I promise I don't hang out with them anymore." He put an arm around me.
"I know,' I said. "I just don't want to relive my past."
Landon pulled me over next to him "That will never happen none of my friends except for Tracy and Belinda got into this school."
I kissed him. "I love you," I whispered. I laid my head down on his chest, I didn't cre who saw us, the moment was pefect and I didn't want it to end.
Landon's POV:
Jamie fell asleep in my arms. I knew she was exahusted and I didn't have the heart to wake her. When the bell for second period rang I didn't move. Jamie looked so peaceful, like an angel sleeping in my arms. I thought about the day on the bridge, when Jamie was asleep on my shoulder, the sun had been setting. That was back when she was getting weaker and sicker. I saw her open her eyes and she sat up.
"Did I just miss second period?" she asked sleepily.
I nodded. "Don't worry its OK."
"Why didn't you wake me?" she asked.
"Because you looked so peaceful," I replied. We stood up and started walking across the grass.
"Yeah but I'll never get through college if I keep sleeping," she joked. She looked at me suddenly serious.
I smiled. "You're just tired."
Jamie's POV:
I nodded. I didn't think that was it but I didn't want Landon to worry. By that night I was exhausted. I hadn't eaten much dinner. I knew Landon wondered why. By the time I went to bed my head hurt and my chest felt tight. I didn't sleep much that night and i couldn't stop coughing. I got up and went into the bathroom careful not to wake Landon. I shut the door and turned on the light. I squinted my eyes and turned on the water, I splashed my face and looked in the mirror. I knew it was early probably the crack of dawn but I didn't care, I knew something was wrong. Then I heard a knock at the door.
"Jamie?" Landon called through the door.
"Coming," I called. I unlocked the door and opened it.
"Are you OK?" he asked.
I nodded. "I'm fine I just couldn't sleep."
"Jamie you don't look so good," Landon commented.
I laughed puncing him playfully in the ribs. "And how would you know anythng about looking good?"
Landon picked me up and put me on the bed getting on top of me. He started kising my neck. I couldn't stop laughing.
"Landon stop," I screamed still laughing. I started coughing again.
"Jamie that cough doesn't sound good," he said. He sat me up.
"Its nothing," I said. I looked into his eyes they were so full of concern, of love. I put his face in my hands. "I don't want you to worry," I whispered. I kissed his nose. "I'm not going anywhere."
Landon held me tight as if he didn't want to lose me. We got back in bed and I laid my head on his chest. He rubbed my back.
"I love you," I whispered.
Landon's POV:
"I love you more," I whispered back. We laid there for a long time. I watched Jamie's breathing, feeling relieved that she hadn't been taken away from me. She was my angel, always and forever.