I don't remeber who you are.
Disclaimer I don't own FF 8
Rinoa watches as Squall walks into the room. She smiles seeing him moving after the fall he had after a mission. Her heart jumped in glee, as he heart sank with confusion. She wanted to pull him to her and love him hold him tell him it was all right. Squall wanted the memories back.
"Hi Rinoa." Squall says in a soft voice.
"Hello, how are you?" Rinoa asks heart fluttering.
"Um, I'm ok i guess... So i'm suspectin you're gonna yell at me
" Aww." Rinoa pings Squall on the nose. "Na everyone did that for me."
Squall scraches the back of his head. "Yeah."
Rinoa shakes her finger. "But do it agian you better have your running shoes on." Rinoa hugs him.
Squall pings Rinoa on the nose back. Rinoa smiles sweetly. Pinging her on the nose was something Squall did. It had to be him at the other end. Still she had her doubts.
"Nice to hear from you dear." Rinoa says still.
"Well i don't know Rinoa it's just... Yeah."
Rinoa fills with fear. "Speak if you need to speak I'm listening to you."
"Ah fuck it i need to confess this." Squall rolls his eyes. Rinoa i honestly don't remember a fuckin thing about you or the people at the Garden or what the fuck i was or who i was after i got outta the hospital they're all strangers to me i don't remember shit i just remember things here and there but not everything."
Rinoa hugs him. "It's okay."
"I mean talon had to tell me who the hell you were the first night i talked to you cause i didn't know who you were!" Squall says on a roll.
"I figured," Rinoa lies.
"Rinoa i still don't really know who you are what WE are i know you care about me but i don't remember jack shit about it." Squall says hitting her in the heart with his words.
"It's okay Jenner." Rinoa says her heart taking the beating.
"I mean god i'd be an asshole if i said that i loved you and cared about you right now but I don't really know if i do cause i don't remember you... no it's not ok!" Squall grew more fustrated.
"I got some of the old conversations."
"But Rinoa i can't remember if i even said that stuff and ment it." Squall reasons.
"But how do you feel about me now?" Rinoa asks feeling the world crash down around her.
"I don't know how i feel about you, it would be wrong of me to say i cared about you because if i said that i'd be lying, and i don't want you to get hurt because of that." Squall pauses for only a second. "Don't know who i am anymore."
"I'm here if you need me." Rinoa says in truth.
"I've tried so hard to remember but i can't."
Rinoa hugs Squall. "I'm here it's okay."
"I know that the older man here is the headmaster and that i have two close friends and a enemy that bugs me."
"But what ever you choose with in reason to do I'll go with it. Cause I know how I feel about you. " Rinoa forces a smile.
"But i don't remember if i have or had a girlfriend i don't remember what kind of relationship i had with my family i don't remember anything."Squall continues to reason.
"I can only tellmy observations and stories." Rinoa hugs him. "It's okay... It's all okay it'll be fine , I'm here if you need me. "
"That's what everyone has been telling me my brother Irvine said if i did it again he'd kick my ass."
"Hmm you still ticklish?" Rinoa asks trying anything.
"I don't know." Squall says bluntly.
"I'm sure you'll all remeber." Rinoa hugs him a finial time. " And for your sake I'll step back if it helps you any. I mean it must be stressful having a girlfriend you don't remeber and don't know what you feel about."
Squall turns away from Rinoa and departs. Not even acknologing her request. Rinoa's head drops she could barely hear Selphie's later words of confort. She was alone in this world agian. But she loved Squall and for him she'd let him go. As she drifts off into a world of depression her eyes fall upon a plac.
`What I need
I need strenght
To keep me true
And straight
In whatever I do;
I need a power
To keep me strong
When I'm tempted to do wrong;
I need grace
To keep me pure
When passion
Turies it's deadly lure;
I need a love
To keep me sweet
When hardness
And istrust I meet;
I need an arm
to be my stay
When a dark with trouble
Grows by day;
And nothing on earth
Can thse afford
But all is found
in my Lord
~Anonymous'
Rinoa breaks down and cries. Wishing she had someone to hold her and comfort her. That was somthing unrealized. She'd cry in her own time. And prey that the one she let get away flys back. Maybe one day he'll remeber her.
***
To my Jenner, I hope one day you remeber me agian.
Disclaimer I don't own FF 8
Rinoa watches as Squall walks into the room. She smiles seeing him moving after the fall he had after a mission. Her heart jumped in glee, as he heart sank with confusion. She wanted to pull him to her and love him hold him tell him it was all right. Squall wanted the memories back.
"Hi Rinoa." Squall says in a soft voice.
"Hello, how are you?" Rinoa asks heart fluttering.
"Um, I'm ok i guess... So i'm suspectin you're gonna yell at me
" Aww." Rinoa pings Squall on the nose. "Na everyone did that for me."
Squall scraches the back of his head. "Yeah."
Rinoa shakes her finger. "But do it agian you better have your running shoes on." Rinoa hugs him.
Squall pings Rinoa on the nose back. Rinoa smiles sweetly. Pinging her on the nose was something Squall did. It had to be him at the other end. Still she had her doubts.
"Nice to hear from you dear." Rinoa says still.
"Well i don't know Rinoa it's just... Yeah."
Rinoa fills with fear. "Speak if you need to speak I'm listening to you."
"Ah fuck it i need to confess this." Squall rolls his eyes. Rinoa i honestly don't remember a fuckin thing about you or the people at the Garden or what the fuck i was or who i was after i got outta the hospital they're all strangers to me i don't remember shit i just remember things here and there but not everything."
Rinoa hugs him. "It's okay."
"I mean talon had to tell me who the hell you were the first night i talked to you cause i didn't know who you were!" Squall says on a roll.
"I figured," Rinoa lies.
"Rinoa i still don't really know who you are what WE are i know you care about me but i don't remember jack shit about it." Squall says hitting her in the heart with his words.
"It's okay Jenner." Rinoa says her heart taking the beating.
"I mean god i'd be an asshole if i said that i loved you and cared about you right now but I don't really know if i do cause i don't remember you... no it's not ok!" Squall grew more fustrated.
"I got some of the old conversations."
"But Rinoa i can't remember if i even said that stuff and ment it." Squall reasons.
"But how do you feel about me now?" Rinoa asks feeling the world crash down around her.
"I don't know how i feel about you, it would be wrong of me to say i cared about you because if i said that i'd be lying, and i don't want you to get hurt because of that." Squall pauses for only a second. "Don't know who i am anymore."
"I'm here if you need me." Rinoa says in truth.
"I've tried so hard to remember but i can't."
Rinoa hugs Squall. "I'm here it's okay."
"I know that the older man here is the headmaster and that i have two close friends and a enemy that bugs me."
"But what ever you choose with in reason to do I'll go with it. Cause I know how I feel about you. " Rinoa forces a smile.
"But i don't remember if i have or had a girlfriend i don't remember what kind of relationship i had with my family i don't remember anything."Squall continues to reason.
"I can only tellmy observations and stories." Rinoa hugs him. "It's okay... It's all okay it'll be fine , I'm here if you need me. "
"That's what everyone has been telling me my brother Irvine said if i did it again he'd kick my ass."
"Hmm you still ticklish?" Rinoa asks trying anything.
"I don't know." Squall says bluntly.
"I'm sure you'll all remeber." Rinoa hugs him a finial time. " And for your sake I'll step back if it helps you any. I mean it must be stressful having a girlfriend you don't remeber and don't know what you feel about."
Squall turns away from Rinoa and departs. Not even acknologing her request. Rinoa's head drops she could barely hear Selphie's later words of confort. She was alone in this world agian. But she loved Squall and for him she'd let him go. As she drifts off into a world of depression her eyes fall upon a plac.
`What I need
I need strenght
To keep me true
And straight
In whatever I do;
I need a power
To keep me strong
When I'm tempted to do wrong;
I need grace
To keep me pure
When passion
Turies it's deadly lure;
I need a love
To keep me sweet
When hardness
And istrust I meet;
I need an arm
to be my stay
When a dark with trouble
Grows by day;
And nothing on earth
Can thse afford
But all is found
in my Lord
~Anonymous'
Rinoa breaks down and cries. Wishing she had someone to hold her and comfort her. That was somthing unrealized. She'd cry in her own time. And prey that the one she let get away flys back. Maybe one day he'll remeber her.
***
To my Jenner, I hope one day you remeber me agian.