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Feelings Of Hate
While the rest of hogwarts was at the ball, having the time of their lives, three girls walked along the corridors, silent, yet each full of thought. Each of the girls was different; not only in their appearance, attitude and personality, but what was going on inside of their heads.
The girl on the furthest left, in the robes of powder blue and her black winter cloak hanging off of her shoulder, was very unsettled. Her blonde hair was pulled up intricately on her head, but her somber blue eyes were dark and on the verge of tears. She can still remember it perfectly as if she was watching a muggle movie, over and over again. She remembered how she was forced in to the closest and… and… she couldn't bear it anymore as she shook the sight from her mind. A silent tear rolled down her cheek and she furiously wiped it away and drew her cloak closer around her. She has never felt more embarrassed, more betrayed, more vulnerable before and she hated it. She has hated people before, but this hate was so raw, so pure, it was like a white fury that lived inside of her that begged to be unleashed. She would not cry over him. Not today, not tomorrow, never.
The redheaded girl, furthest from her, was also deep in thought. Her deep emerald green eyes narrowed as she though of the night she just lived. It started off so perfect, but then came tumbling down in flames. She had loved him… but had she really? She was only fifteen. He was her first boyfriend, but she was only one in many ex girlfriends. She bitterly wiped away a tear and continued to stare in to the darkness in front of her. How could she have been so stupid in to believing that he could change? He and his best friend were known for going though girls like card, who ever had the best hand would win. James had never asked, the most they did was kissed, but she guessed it wasn't enough for a hormone crazed fifteen-year-old guy. She savagely pulled her dark green cloak around her and gritted her teeth. No more miss nice girl, it was time to take action, to be more assertive, more like her best friend.
The girl in the middle stood out between the three. She was shorter in stature, but where she lacked in height; she made up in spirit. It was plain to see she was not from the surrounding area. Her dark amber eyes shone like stars against her olive complexion. Her dark brown hair, half up and half down, some random strands framing her face's angled features. She was not normal. Not even for her kind. Inside the small girl a great power was stored, waiting for the perfect opportunity to come out and unleash itself on the world. She had known this for two years now, and every time she felt lonely, or when it was very quiet, she saw the event that made her know. She narrowed her eyes and her hands balled up into fists as she thought of him. Voldemort. He Who Must Not Be Named, The dark lord. The man, no the soulless bastard who killed her family, destroyed her life, yet placed her in a position that neither would of thought possible. It took the deaths of her parents and her older sister for her to know her place in life. Now that she knew, she wasn't that sure she really wanted it anymore.
Three girls, walking in silence. Deep in their own thoughts, feelings and emotions, they found their way to their destination. With out even stopping the doors flew open. Arabella Figg, Gemini Cielo, and Lily Evan. Each hurting in their own way stepped out in to the frosty air of the February night.
The girls walked down the snow-covered path to the lake, which was enclosed by a sheet of ice, sparkling like diamonds in the moonlight. It began to snow, not very heavy, just lightly as the flakes fell down from the heavens above, the wind swirling them around the girls as the walked, lightly kicking up the fallen powder as they went.
None of them had spoken yet, for the silence was comfortable, and it eased the pressure a bit. They reached a grand tree near the lake, which was licked with frost. They silently agreed and Gemini rose her hands and each girl rose of the ground, safely placed on a branch near the core of the tree. Lily light some blue bell flames for them and they began to regain the feeling and warmth to their bodies. They just say, adoring the scene around them. Watching the fairies fly over the lake, their lights shining brightly through the growing snow.
It was along while before any of them spoke.
It was Gemini who broke the silence.
"You know," She said, "Life's strange. They say that every human has a set of rules. That we have a choice of what we do in our lives, and each choice has a different outcome, and if something bad happens, it was our fault, but if something good happens, it was luck. But I have been thinking and that is a lot of bullshit. How could anybody think that I chose for my family to die? I know I may have caused it, for rejecting the dark lord, refusing to become on of his loyals. But I did not choose for them to die and I to become the heiress of Diana. I did not choose to have this crescent mark to be on my head, or to be a witch. Like you did not choose to be cheated on Lily. And you Bella did not choose to be treated in such a way. But it happened anyway and there is no way we can change it. Maybe not everything in our lives is planned out, but what of that little voice in the back of your head telling you not to go to work today? Do you listen? Do you stay home only to hear on the wizard wireless that death eaters have attacked your office and there were no survivors? Or do you not listen, go to work, and meet your end there. You may not agree with me but I believe that everything our lives happen for one reason or another, maybe not out actions, but the outcomes of our actions. I mean, my family could have all died in a car crash while I was here, but I would have had the same out come. I would be the last Cielo, the rightful heiress. So." Gemini let out a drop sob, "instead of sitting here and moping around, sitting in our own pain. Why don't we come a raise over what has happened? This doesn't not mean that we can not still mourn and grieve over our hurt, but only to know that life will go on and that everything happens for a purpose." Gemini said finally, her legs pulled up to her chest, as she rocked back and forth, fighting back tears.
Both Lily and Bella were crying; not at what was happening in their lives, but what of Gemini just had said.
"C-Come on Guys." Lily said as she sniffed away her last tear, "it's getting terribly late and I don't want to get in trouble for being out on the grounds this late a night, or morning I should say."
Bella and Gemini nodded and soon the girls were back on the ground and walking back to the school, just the way they came, silent and deep in thought.
They reached the grand doors and they yet again flew open. The bottoms of their robes were drenched and their feet were freezing, and the blast of warm air the received when the doors closed was a welcoming one. The dance had ended and the last of the people were filing out, leaving only the professors left in the great hall.
"If we run we can make it past Dumbledore and the rest of the professors." Bella said anxiously, as she paced in a small area.
"Or" Lily said, "We can just walk past and act natural."
"I'm all for it," Gemini decided, "Lets go."
And the three girls, walked calmly across the entrance to the hall, they heard the clearing of a throat behind them. The three cringed and slowly turned around to see Dumbledore stand with his arms crossed over his chest, on of his feet tapping. He obviously noticed that they went missing.
"May I ask where you girls were tonight?" he asked, his eyes twinkling.
"Uh, well you see…" Bella started, then shot a nervous glance at Lily who picked up for her.
"Well, it's like this…" Lily started but then gave Gemini a jab in the ribs, telling her to help her out.
Gemini took a deep breathe, put on a smile and turn on her 'time to suck up to the teachers so I don't get in trouble' voice. "Professor. This is merely a misunderstanding of a very complicated matter. You see, Remus was practically falling asleep on me, the reason you know why, well I brought him back to the common room, and now he is sleeping upstairs in his dorm. I got bored and well Bella got into a fight with her date so she came back then Lily showed up, so we decided to go for a walk. I am ever so sorry if we broke any rules. You do understand, right Dumbledore?" Gemini said, making up stories for her friends.
Dumbledore smiled and nodded, "very well. I have been looking for you Gemini. Professor Binns has told me of the paper you are to right, and you and Sirius have gotten most interesting topics. So, I have discussed this with the headmaster over at Pompeii Academy for the magically gifted. He would like for you and Sirius to come to his school; you will have full access to his school library, and all of their resources. See I took a bit of persuading, but when he found out who you were… well lets just say he was begging for you to come." Dumbledore said, with a warm smile on his lips that matched the glimmer in his eyes.
"We- well thank you Dumbledore." Gemini said, excited that she would be going back home.
"Well, back to the common room with you three. Don't want Mr. Filch to find you." He said, shooing them towards the direction of the tower.
The girls began to walk back when they heard Dumbledore call. "Oh and Miss Evans? I hope all is well between you and Mr. Potter."
Lily's eyes widened and she nodded as he turned around and disappeared around a corner.
"Come on guys," Gemini said taking their hands, "lets go back to the common room."
And they teleported back in to the common room, scaring some unsuspecting first years in the process.
"I guess I have to work on they." Gemini said, laughing as she helped her two friends up.
"Sorry." Lily said as she looked at the scared expressions on their faces.
"Oh don't worry" Bella said, trying to calm them down, "she tend to do that a lot, come on Gemini."
Bella grabbed Gemini and Lily's hand and dragged them up stairs and in to their dorm. The girls all began to get changed when they heard the remaining marauders come in to the common room.
Gemini got an idea. "Guys, you stay here, I'm going to find out about James, I'll be right back."
But before either of them could stop her, she was gone in a blink of an eye.
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With an oomph Gemini fell into Remus's bed, the quickly rolled over and put her hand over his mouth just in case he woke up.
Well of course, Remus had to be the lightest sleeper in the world and he woke with a start.
"Remus!" Gemini hissed, trying to calm her boy friend down. "Listen to me. Just lye down and don't say a word ok? I need to see something." Remus nodded as Gemini climbed next to him. "Make it look realistic ok?" Gemini said.
Remus nodded and took her in to his arms, her small body curling up against him. Gemini used her TK to open the curtain around his bed open so she could here better and laid back down just the door burst open and the three remaining marauders tumbled in to the room.
Gemini shut her eyes.
"Oh my dear god, guys come and take a look at what I found." Sirius said, with a hint of excitement and amusement in her voice.
Gemini groaned to her self at the thought of this becoming an amusement for them, obviously Remus though this was funny and was going to play along.
He pulled her closer, his legs intertwining with her, his chin settled nicely in the crook of her neck. And of course it was just her luck that she was just in her string tank top and her underwear, and it only added on that the fact that her dress what still on the floor from before.
"Well Remus that lucky dog, got her before I did." Sirius murmured and he sat back on his bed, proceeding to take his robes off.
Gemini's fists clenched and Remus felt her tensing up. Gemini grinned evil to herself and she decided to play along. She moaned softly and she slide a bit further down the bed, so that Remus's hand would slid under her shirt. Remus then caught on and he two moved lower, his hands moving. Gemini let out a soft moan and ground her self against Remus. She grinned as she felt Remus's pants get a bit smaller.
"Anybody have a camera?" Sirius asked excitedly.
"No." James said walking over to the bed and pulling the curtains shut. "It's not right."
"Oh well excuse Mr. Moral. I had no idea." Sirius said sarcastically, a bit disappointed he couldn't black mail them.
James and Sirius continued to argue over privacy and voyeur, when Gemini silently rolled over and looked her boyfriend in the face.
She sighed when she looked at him. His young face scarred by the animal within. Not physical scars, but changes it his appearance. Gemini lifted her hand to smooth out the wrinkle in his forehead, the same one he always wore when deep in thought.
"What are you doing." Gemini whispered in to his ear, then leaning back
"I'm thinking." Remus said very softly, grinning in the darkness.
"Why are you so cute when you are thinking," Gemini purred, leaning up to give him a kiss when she heard the very thing that she came for.
"So, where did Lily go? Do you think she was you and Mary Sue?" Peter said.
Gemini gasped and left Remus hanging in mid air as she crawled across the bed and peeked out of the curtain so that she could just see James sitting on his bed in a pair of boxers.
"Well I don't know, she just sorta kinda disappeared or something, right after Mary sue left. I really hope she didn't see, because that would have been really really bad." James sighed as he picked up his latest copy of 'Quidditch Illustrated'.
"So, is she a good kisser?" Sirius asked excitedly from his bed as he flipped though his latest copy of a magazine that he shouldn't have, but every sex crazy adolescent boy has.
"You know, I can't really tell you, he was rather force full and wouldn't go away." James laughed.
"So are you going to tell Lily?" Peter asked, trying to finish an essay for potions.
"Well, what she doesn't know won't hurt her, will it?" James asked with a raised eyebrow.
Gemini's hands were clenched in to fists, her anger rising, and her powers were become uncontrolled. Remus was now by her side, his arm wrapped supportably around her shoulder.
"I guess your right," Peter said and he dipped his quill in his ink, "But what if she finds out. I mean really, this is Lily we are talking about. Perfect Lily who can have people groveling at her feet. And what if Gemini found out? She would tell Lily in a heartbeat. And you will probably suffer the worse physical pain that comes in to her sick and twisted mind. I'm not telling this to you to boast about her. I am telling you to warn you. Don't underestimate them."
James just looked at him and laughed, "God Peter what have you been smoking?"
"I'm only giving you the truth." Peter said, turning back to his essay. "You know what Gemini is capable of, and how talented Lily is. I wouldn't be surprised if somebody tried to wipe them out of the picture."
"What are you talking about Wormtail." Sirius said, shaking his head.
"Never mind." Peter muttered as he set aside his essay. "I'm going to bed, good night guys."
"Night Petey." Sirius said, turning back to the centerfold.
Gemini just sat there in awe. So it was true. The almighty James Potter actually sunk so low that he would cheat on great, wonderful, sweet Lily Evans. She turned to Remus gave him a deep kiss and teleported back to her dorm room, with news all but good.
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Alright… I only get and hour on the computer each school day now… sucks doesn't it? Oh well, so the chapters will be shorter. And I will also add that my chapters are not beta tested so if there are grammatical errors… blames the grammar check on my computer. Shout outs to Nettey and my new reviewers… Noelle and MaxCat! ::big hugs!:: next chapter… Gemini and Sirius go to Damiano's school (don't think I forgot about him!) and Gemini's find out about Aradia and Lucifer, and how it may change her future. Oh yea… Gemini teaches Bella and Lily how to fight… now that should be interesting.