Dear Diary,

H is for your sunny golden hair

E is for your deep emerald eyes

L is for your red hott lips I long to kiss

G is for your gentle soul

A is for your name that I dare not speak

            Arnold, duh.

Oh my sweet Arnold, how I dare not say thee name,

For sure they'll think I, Helga G. Pataki, has gone insane!

Why must I be cruel, unjust and unkind and call u football head like 9x's?

I long to tell u my feelings, the love I have for u

But I'm Helga G. Pataki, that just won't do.

Oh Arnold what can I say, why must I care so much about my pride?

Why must I torment you, and call you names?

Why can't I be nice and kind, yeah sure thing bucko, like that'll ever do!!

                        Criminey!!!!

A is for your heavenly name

R is for your radiant golden hair

N is for your nieve little football head of yours

O is for you're out of this world drop-dead smile

L is for the longing I wait to kiss your lips

D is for our destiny,

            You and me for eternity!

nothing special just something that would come from helga's little pink book J

Dear Diary,

I long to tell u my love, of all the love I have for u, how you are the light in my life, if you were to leave I would only sink away into another world.

                                      " Until when?"

My heart seems confused, as I face the daylight's sun.

I look at you and wonder why have I strayed?

Should I remain my distance I keep or should I come back into your eyes where I once belonged.

You don't understand exactly what I mean or what I'm really trying to say, but something won't let me forget the sweetness in your smile, the softness of your skin when we touch, I feel as if I love you and destiny brought us to be.

Its funny because do you even have the same feelings or let alone ideas of me?

Do you care for me as I for you?

Do you wish upon the same bright star that sparkles like a twinkling diamond stuck in the black velvet sky?

Maybe time will tell our forgotten tale and maybe in some distant future you and I were meant to be.

But for now I 'll weigh it out and concentrate on you and I

And maybe the answers will come to me on wings of gold carried by chubby angels to my heart and let the truth be known of my love to be.

Until when I s the question of the day.

                                      " Let me love you"

Can you kiss my pain away, make my worries fade away?

Can you love me just the way I am, or will you make me change who I am?

 Cam you be honest, willing and loyal?

  Can you break away from your boyhood coil?

  Let go of the past and see me for me, I'm not her, I know not of her ways.

  I can love you and kiss your pain away; I can make you happy and make you want to stay.

  Please open your eyes and see the young woman I have become and realize that I only want to love you more than the becking world.

  Please my darling love, come into these arms of mine, and let me love you more.

Criminey!!