(AN: ok so chapter 4 wouldn't come out so I decided to make chapter 5)
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James sat there thinking over the fight he just had with Lily. 'I did the right thing.' 'No, Lily is smart. If I did the right thing she would cry.' 'Man, I can't believe I made Lily cry.' 'I should be put on a chocolate frog. The back will say: James Potter the wizard who made the toughest witch cry.' 'Oh gawd! Why do I care? We were just friends. But, I messed it up so quickly. Even if Lily did yell at me the night we became friends she gave me excellent advice. And I gave her tears in return.' 'Does that mean I was wrong?' 'I need to fix things. I need her for advice and comfort. And in return I will comfort her and do the best I can to be a friend.' 'Wow. That sounds like hard work. If Moony can do it than so can I!' 'James Potter here by proclaims for the first time in.. for the first time, that I was ........ wrong. Wow, Lily. You better like this'
With that James went off to sleep.
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"Moony! MOONY!" James called and Remus turned around. "Moony, buddy I need help."
"Yeah mental," Remus replied coldly.
"Actually, you're right that's why I need your help. Sorry about yesterday."
"Don't tell me tell Lily."
"That's what I need help on."
"I'm not going to do it for you, James."
"No, no, no, that's not what I meant."
"What is it than."
"Ok, now..," James began to describe his plan of action to him.
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The next morning at breakfast Lily sat alone. James sent a pleading look her way that she ignored. When the post came Lily was shocked to get a light blue envelope.
She opened it up and various fireworks and confetti shot out. She looked up to see one firework spell 'I'm sorry Lily. Be my friend again? James Potter.'
She looked up at this and frowned. She dropped the envelope and stormed out of the Great Hall.
James saw her through the confetti and went after her. When she got through the doors James grabbed her.
"What's wrong Lily?" James asked.
"First of all I told you I couldn't forgive and forget to relive that and spend time regretting it. Second, you just embarrassed me in front of the great hall. Third you probably got me a detention. James, what did you think you were going to get out of this? You think you can play hero? Did you want a friendly hug.? (She hugged him) or a romantic kiss (she kissed him on the lips)? What do you want James because I can't give you forgiveness. That's the best I can do," Lily started out cold then ended in tearing.
"That kiss felt nice," James accidentally blurted out.
"Fine James, here is your kiss, but I offer no forgiveness," Lily said. She gave him a short kiss like before but before she could pull away James pulled her back in for a deeper kiss. He put his hands on her waist and surprisingly her hands went on his shoulders. Then she pushed off. James quickly let go of her waist and looked at her startled. She wasn't tearing like before. She had her face in her hands and was crying. She looked up at him.
"How could you!" She yelled than rushed to her dormitory with her long red hair flying after her.
When she was out of sight James leaned against the Great Hall doors and slid down with his palms in his teary eyes. "I was just following your advice," he whispered to him self then sulked to his dormitory head hung low and tears in his eyes.
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At 12:00 James went down stairs he had gotten no sleep thinking about Lily and that kiss. He didn't see Lily's figure on the couch when he went down. He sat on the couch.
"Ugh!" Lily said when she saw James he looked up and sorrow filled his eyes.
"Lily wait!" he called after her.
"You better not be apologizing," she said. James saw her tear streaked face and Lily saw his.
"Never mind," James said. With that she left.
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Lily and James never talked to each other. James wanted to talk to Lily, but he never had anything to say but, sorry. He never dated any one to the shock of everyone after that day.
During the second last Lily was invited by her dormitory friend's for the wizard game of truth or leave (AN: like truth or dare but no dare) with the rest of sixth year. The game started out with one person asking another for the truth to one question. Before they answered they could say truth or leave. If they answered Truth they would drink a potion in the middle of the room and it would make them tell the truth. If they said leave then they would get up and go to a 6th year dormitory because they had a sound proof charm.
The game went on and on with more and more people loosing. Finally it was down to two people. Lily and James.
It was Lily's turn.
"Did that kiss really mean something to you if yes what?"
"Truth," James drank the potion and said; "Yes it did mean something. It meant love. That's why I haven't been dating."
"I didn't ask for that last part."
"But, I gave it to you."
"I'm not going to feel guilty."
"Good. My turn."
"OK"
"Do you love me?"
"No."
"That's not the way the game is played."
"Fine truth." She took the goblet and drank some.
"Answer"
"Yes."
Lily paused looking shocked. The hurt that was in James's eyes ever since they weren't friends lightened a bit and his first real smile since the kiss was about to break when Lily stood up and ran out the portrait.
The smile never came and the hurt returned. He went into the boy's dormitory. "She won," he announced then added in whisper, "my heart."
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(AN: I know you want to kill me but there are only 1 or 3 chapters left so don't worry.) Please review be nice or flame
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James sat there thinking over the fight he just had with Lily. 'I did the right thing.' 'No, Lily is smart. If I did the right thing she would cry.' 'Man, I can't believe I made Lily cry.' 'I should be put on a chocolate frog. The back will say: James Potter the wizard who made the toughest witch cry.' 'Oh gawd! Why do I care? We were just friends. But, I messed it up so quickly. Even if Lily did yell at me the night we became friends she gave me excellent advice. And I gave her tears in return.' 'Does that mean I was wrong?' 'I need to fix things. I need her for advice and comfort. And in return I will comfort her and do the best I can to be a friend.' 'Wow. That sounds like hard work. If Moony can do it than so can I!' 'James Potter here by proclaims for the first time in.. for the first time, that I was ........ wrong. Wow, Lily. You better like this'
With that James went off to sleep.
*~*
"Moony! MOONY!" James called and Remus turned around. "Moony, buddy I need help."
"Yeah mental," Remus replied coldly.
"Actually, you're right that's why I need your help. Sorry about yesterday."
"Don't tell me tell Lily."
"That's what I need help on."
"I'm not going to do it for you, James."
"No, no, no, that's not what I meant."
"What is it than."
"Ok, now..," James began to describe his plan of action to him.
*~*
The next morning at breakfast Lily sat alone. James sent a pleading look her way that she ignored. When the post came Lily was shocked to get a light blue envelope.
She opened it up and various fireworks and confetti shot out. She looked up to see one firework spell 'I'm sorry Lily. Be my friend again? James Potter.'
She looked up at this and frowned. She dropped the envelope and stormed out of the Great Hall.
James saw her through the confetti and went after her. When she got through the doors James grabbed her.
"What's wrong Lily?" James asked.
"First of all I told you I couldn't forgive and forget to relive that and spend time regretting it. Second, you just embarrassed me in front of the great hall. Third you probably got me a detention. James, what did you think you were going to get out of this? You think you can play hero? Did you want a friendly hug.? (She hugged him) or a romantic kiss (she kissed him on the lips)? What do you want James because I can't give you forgiveness. That's the best I can do," Lily started out cold then ended in tearing.
"That kiss felt nice," James accidentally blurted out.
"Fine James, here is your kiss, but I offer no forgiveness," Lily said. She gave him a short kiss like before but before she could pull away James pulled her back in for a deeper kiss. He put his hands on her waist and surprisingly her hands went on his shoulders. Then she pushed off. James quickly let go of her waist and looked at her startled. She wasn't tearing like before. She had her face in her hands and was crying. She looked up at him.
"How could you!" She yelled than rushed to her dormitory with her long red hair flying after her.
When she was out of sight James leaned against the Great Hall doors and slid down with his palms in his teary eyes. "I was just following your advice," he whispered to him self then sulked to his dormitory head hung low and tears in his eyes.
*~*
At 12:00 James went down stairs he had gotten no sleep thinking about Lily and that kiss. He didn't see Lily's figure on the couch when he went down. He sat on the couch.
"Ugh!" Lily said when she saw James he looked up and sorrow filled his eyes.
"Lily wait!" he called after her.
"You better not be apologizing," she said. James saw her tear streaked face and Lily saw his.
"Never mind," James said. With that she left.
*~*
Lily and James never talked to each other. James wanted to talk to Lily, but he never had anything to say but, sorry. He never dated any one to the shock of everyone after that day.
During the second last Lily was invited by her dormitory friend's for the wizard game of truth or leave (AN: like truth or dare but no dare) with the rest of sixth year. The game started out with one person asking another for the truth to one question. Before they answered they could say truth or leave. If they answered Truth they would drink a potion in the middle of the room and it would make them tell the truth. If they said leave then they would get up and go to a 6th year dormitory because they had a sound proof charm.
The game went on and on with more and more people loosing. Finally it was down to two people. Lily and James.
It was Lily's turn.
"Did that kiss really mean something to you if yes what?"
"Truth," James drank the potion and said; "Yes it did mean something. It meant love. That's why I haven't been dating."
"I didn't ask for that last part."
"But, I gave it to you."
"I'm not going to feel guilty."
"Good. My turn."
"OK"
"Do you love me?"
"No."
"That's not the way the game is played."
"Fine truth." She took the goblet and drank some.
"Answer"
"Yes."
Lily paused looking shocked. The hurt that was in James's eyes ever since they weren't friends lightened a bit and his first real smile since the kiss was about to break when Lily stood up and ran out the portrait.
The smile never came and the hurt returned. He went into the boy's dormitory. "She won," he announced then added in whisper, "my heart."
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(AN: I know you want to kill me but there are only 1 or 3 chapters left so don't worry.) Please review be nice or flame