Abby could only stand there looking at his lifeless body just laying there. He had once been strong and now he couldn't move.

Susan: "Somebody get Kerry! And get me a gurney!!"

Kerry came running in. She remembered that Valentines Day that she found Lucy and Carter stabbed, laying on the floor covered in blood. A sudden pain shot to through her. Her and Susan frantically tried to help him while most of the other staff watched because there was nothing they could do. They got him on the gurney.

Kerry saw Abby standing there in shock with the screaming baby in her arms. "Abby, go into the lounge.." She walked out with out a word, but returned, with out Mirella.

Kerry looked up from John's body for enough time to see who was looking in the door, it was Abby. She had a nurse close the blinds. Abby slumped down next to the door against the wall and began crying. What would she do with out him? She didn't want their daughter to grow up with out a father..

About an hour later Susan came out. Abby jumped up. "What's going on?"

Susan: "Well..The window fell in on him. We don't know why, but I'm sure as hell going to find out. As for john, we are just not sure yet..He..He's in a coma Abby. He's got a lot of cuts and bruised and a gash to the head."

Abby remained silent as tears built up behind her eyes.

Susan hugged her and Abby hugged back.

A few hours later Abby was sitting at John's bedside holding his hand. Mirella was sleeping across the room. A radio was on in the background.

[Of all the things I've believed in I just want to get it over with tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry, counting the days that pass me by I've been searching deep down in my soul..Words that I've been hearing are starting to get old feels like I'm starting all over again last 3 yrs were just pretend..And I said, Goodbye to you..Goodbye to everything that I knew..You were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to..i use to get lost in your eyes, and it seems that I cant live a day without you, closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away to a place were I'm blinded by the light, but its not right goodbye to you, goodbye to everything that I knew, you were the one I lived, the one thing that I tried to hold into..OooOo..And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time. I want what's yours and I want what's mine.. But I'm not giving in this time, goodbye to you, goodbye to everything that I knew you were the one I loved, one thing I tried to hold on too..The one thing that I tried to hold onto.and when the stars fall I will lie awake, you're my shooting star.]

She knew he probably wouldn't make it.they had taken urine to test, and found blood in it which meant that there was internal bleeding. Everyone had tried all they could, not it was just a matter of waiting to see.

Elizabeth: "Abby, don't do this to yourself.."

Abby: "What am I supposed to do? The father of my child..the man I love is laying here dieing!"

Elizabeth looked at the ground "You should go home for a little while, get some sleep.."

Abby: "I can't leave him."

Elizabeth: "Would you like me to take Mirella for the night?"

Abby nodded "That would be great. Uh her stuff is in the lounge..if you need to go back to my apartment for something there is a key in the plant next to the staircase."

Elizabeth: "Alright" she said as she began to walk out with carter and abbys daughter.

Abby: "Oh, and Elizabeth?"

Elizabeth: "Yea?"

Abby: "Thanks." She said with a sniffle

Elizabeth: "Anytime"

Abby: "Bye mirella..be good for Elizabeth"

~ER~

Helah: "Hows Dr. Carter doing?"

Kerry: "We're waiting to see if he'll even make it through the night.."

Everyone just looked at Kerry with a face full of sadness.

Yosh: Kerry, we've got a 17 year old coming in.

Kerry rushed outside just as the ambulence pulled up.

Kerry: "What've we got?"

EMT: "Leslie Briggs, 17, complains of neck pain after falling down while jogging"

Kerry: "Ok, Leslie, we're going to take good care of you..Luka!"

They rushed the young girl into truama 2.

Luka: "What happened?"

Leslie sounding very nervous "I was running..and I tripped..i thought I was ok but then a little while ago the pain got like sharp.."

Luka: "Alright sweetheart, we're going to fix you up"

~er~

Mark: "hey"

Helah: "here ya go" she said handing mark a bunch of cases

Mark sighed and walked over to a mother and daughter.

Mom: "Thank god, we've been sitting here forever"

Mark "Sorry..ok what seems to be the problem"

Mom: "Shes got a splinter under her nail..I got her to go to sleep because it was hurting her so bad.."

Mark: "Alright come on back with me"