As unusual as I know it is, I cannot help but feel the utmost love for this
man. Although we both are continually told our relationship is morally
wrong, we have persevered and have been together for nearly six months now.
Every fibre in my body is against this, and I know it is the same for him
as well, but, well, as they say, love conquers all.
Despite everyone's attempts to destroy us, I am the happiest I have ever been. I can quite honestly say that he completes me. Everything about him is, in my opinion, perfect. There is a slight height and age difference between us, but that has never been a problem.
My friends are always asking me what I see in him. I will admit that he is probably not your conventionally good-looking person, but for me his quirkiness adds to his attraction, rather than detracting from it.
One of the first things to notice about him is his eyes. He has this fixing and penetrating stare; as though he sees right through to your very soul. Eyes that I lose myself every time I'm with him. And their colour! Oh Force, it's like something you've never seen before, and never will again.
In my opinion the most amazing thing about him is his voice. It sends shivers up my spine, and if I'm honest, straight to my groin. He has the sexiest voice that I ever heard. A voice that strikes fear into the hearts of his enemies, that means everything to me. A voice that always promises so much more, smooth as honey with a glint of a growl underneath. Gentle, yet so much. so much more. Making my skin crawl with a lover's whisper, yet always with the knowledge that he can be deadly, and dangerous. But I guess that is him in a nutshell; a lethal blade wrapped in satin. So gentle, yet so strong.
He is a living, walking contradiction. He is totally submissive to the whims of the Force, yet has a stubborn streak miles wide. He will stand up for what he believes in, and will follow his 'whims' single-mindedly. Persistence is one of his many endearing traits, if he has something on his mind, a task or a mission, he will follow it to completion.
He is an intensely passionate animal, even if it is hidden under that darned control. When we make love it is the most amazing sensation I have ever, and will ever, experience. Sometimes I still can't believe that he's mine, that I am the one who is able to shake that control and wall of defiance. That I know the real, gentle, feeling, loving side of him.
We are hopelessly in love regardless of everyone's beliefs to the contrary. I have given up trying to convince people, and simply take everything as it comes. I love him, so to me it matters not that I am a Jedi Padawan, and he a Sith Apprentice.
Despite everyone's attempts to destroy us, I am the happiest I have ever been. I can quite honestly say that he completes me. Everything about him is, in my opinion, perfect. There is a slight height and age difference between us, but that has never been a problem.
My friends are always asking me what I see in him. I will admit that he is probably not your conventionally good-looking person, but for me his quirkiness adds to his attraction, rather than detracting from it.
One of the first things to notice about him is his eyes. He has this fixing and penetrating stare; as though he sees right through to your very soul. Eyes that I lose myself every time I'm with him. And their colour! Oh Force, it's like something you've never seen before, and never will again.
In my opinion the most amazing thing about him is his voice. It sends shivers up my spine, and if I'm honest, straight to my groin. He has the sexiest voice that I ever heard. A voice that strikes fear into the hearts of his enemies, that means everything to me. A voice that always promises so much more, smooth as honey with a glint of a growl underneath. Gentle, yet so much. so much more. Making my skin crawl with a lover's whisper, yet always with the knowledge that he can be deadly, and dangerous. But I guess that is him in a nutshell; a lethal blade wrapped in satin. So gentle, yet so strong.
He is a living, walking contradiction. He is totally submissive to the whims of the Force, yet has a stubborn streak miles wide. He will stand up for what he believes in, and will follow his 'whims' single-mindedly. Persistence is one of his many endearing traits, if he has something on his mind, a task or a mission, he will follow it to completion.
He is an intensely passionate animal, even if it is hidden under that darned control. When we make love it is the most amazing sensation I have ever, and will ever, experience. Sometimes I still can't believe that he's mine, that I am the one who is able to shake that control and wall of defiance. That I know the real, gentle, feeling, loving side of him.
We are hopelessly in love regardless of everyone's beliefs to the contrary. I have given up trying to convince people, and simply take everything as it comes. I love him, so to me it matters not that I am a Jedi Padawan, and he a Sith Apprentice.