January 15

I don't know why I act

the way I do

Like I ain't got a

single thing to loose

Sometime's I'm my own

worst enemy

I guess thats just

the cowboy in me

Bosco knew a fight was brewing. She was inches from jumping down his thought for one reason or another. He's been on edge all day just waiting for her to go off. He even goaded her into it a couple of times just wanting her to get what ever was pissing her off, off her chest.

I got a life that

most would

love to have

But sometimes

I still wake up

fightin' mad

At where this road

might lead

I guess that's just

the cowboy in me

Seajae st playing with her dinner. He was mad at her she could tell. She wanted to ask him what the fuck she did this time but she was to tiered to fight tonight. She was just going to leave the table and go find a quiet spot to sit till her shift was over but she decided she did't want to explain herself to the other people at the table let alone Bosco.

The urge to run

the restlessness

The heart of stone

I sometimes get

The things I've done

for foolish pride

The me that's never

satisfied

The face that's in the

mirror when I don't

like what i see

I guess that's just

the cowboy in me

Bosco followed Seajae to her car after dinner. He put his hand on her shoulder an turned her around.

"What the hell is your problem?"

"Nothing?" She looked at the ground. "Why?"

"Because you've had a bug up your ass all day and I'm tired of making excuses for you."

"You don't have to make excuses for me. If someones got a problem with my attitude they can come ask me. "

"Well where do you want the line to start?" Seajae turned and got into her car. "Seajae..." She started and pulled out nearly running him sown. "....be carefull."

Girl, I know there's times

you must of thought

There ain't a line you've

drawn I haven't crossed

But you set your mind to

see this love on though

I guess that's just

the cowboy in you

Seajae crwaled into bed about three a.m. Her body hurt from the last two days of people being stupid and running, She had a bruise on her shoulder from a rapist pinning agaist a fence. If Bosco saw it he would flip.

"I can't seem to say anything right lately." Bosco said in the darkness.

"Neither can I. Can we start over. Just pretend today didn't happen." Seajae crawled into his arms. Trying not to lay on her shoulder.

"Seajae, we're having way to many of these kind of days. We can't pretend all of them away."

"I know. Can we just do it this once. We can work on the rest."

"Deal." He held her close as she tried not to wince at the pain in her shoulder radiated to her arm.

We ride and never worry

about the fall

I guess that's just the

cowboy in us all

**************************************************************************** ******************* The Cowboy In Me By: Tim McGraw

I don't own the song or any of the third watch stuff so sont sue me.