Disclaimers: They don't belong to me
Summery: Buffy talks to Faith
Rating: Aganst
Feedback: Feel free to give any

I never Thought....

I never thought it would come to this .

I always thiught you were the strong one and I was weak.

You alway told how it was, Always knew how everyone really though.

Including myself you knew down deep I just want to let it all go.

To say to hell with everything even if I did'nt want to admit it.

That's what caused me to be so fustrated it's not what you said.

But how true it was now your gone.

You always portrayed yourself as a heartless bitch.

When down deep you were nothing more than a lost little girl.

Who only needed someone to show they really cared.

I failed you in that and I'm sorry.

I never wanted it to come to this and I never thought.

You would be the kind to take your own life.

I should have seen through the whole act.

But I only allowed myself what everybody else always had.

That you were just out for yourself and nobody else.

Now I know it was'nt true and if I would have went with I felt down deep.

Instead of playing by everybody else's rules then maybe.

I wouldn't be here today standing by the gavesite.

Of who was one of the best people I came to know and possibly .

Could have been the love of my life but I really never thought you.

Would let it go this far