~ANOTHER HERO~
*Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by*
Push him away. Don't love. I'm not allowed to. I'll kill him if I do. I lost him once...I can't do it again. I'm dead no matter what. If I push him away my heart will break. If I love him, he'll die, and I'll die with him. Just like before. So save him.
He's here. He's alive. I can be free from the nightmares now. I just have to tell him to go away. And then he'll live! I can save him. I can right all the wrongs I've done to him.
"Vaughn, you have to go."
"No Sydney. NO! I'm not going to leave you."
"I...I don't want you here." I'm hurting him. I can't stand hurting him, but what choice do I have?
"Yes, you do Sydney. You have to!"
"No. I don't. I'm glad you're alive, but it can't be like this."
"I love you Sydney! I don't care about anything else. I love you!"
"I don't love you!" My heart is breaking. I'm dying. Oh G-d, Vaughn, I need you, I love you. Don't go. Don't leave me again.
"Yes, yes you do Sydney! I know you do! Tell me you do!"
"NO!" Don't ask me to tell you Vaughn. I want to. I want to hold you and never let go. Don't make me do this to you. Leave! Don't make me hurt you anymore, don't make me hurt myself.
*Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to*
"Sydney, listen to me! I know you love me. Please just tell me! I'm not going to let you do this. I'm not leaving!"
"Vaughn, don't make me do this to you."
"Do what? You're killing me by making me go! I can't live without you."
You can't live with me either! You'll die. I won't let that happen. Please Vaughn, why are you making this so hard? I can't stand lying to you...you were the only one I never had to lie to. You're everything to me, don't you see that? You know I love you so go, and be content with that!
"Vaughn...I, I'm sorry. Just go. Please, just leave."
*I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right*
No...no don't go. I need you to hold me, to tell me everything's alright. To let me feel your warmth so that I know you're really here. To look into your green eyes and see the truth and love there and know that I can go on. He's crying. Tears are spilling from those eyes I love so much. His heart is breaking. Maybe as much as mine is. No, not as much as mine, I can't tell him that I love him. I have to lie to the one person I have left. The only person that knew me. He doesn't know me anymore. I'm gone.
*And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time*
*Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by*
Push him away. Don't love. I'm not allowed to. I'll kill him if I do. I lost him once...I can't do it again. I'm dead no matter what. If I push him away my heart will break. If I love him, he'll die, and I'll die with him. Just like before. So save him.
He's here. He's alive. I can be free from the nightmares now. I just have to tell him to go away. And then he'll live! I can save him. I can right all the wrongs I've done to him.
"Vaughn, you have to go."
"No Sydney. NO! I'm not going to leave you."
"I...I don't want you here." I'm hurting him. I can't stand hurting him, but what choice do I have?
"Yes, you do Sydney. You have to!"
"No. I don't. I'm glad you're alive, but it can't be like this."
"I love you Sydney! I don't care about anything else. I love you!"
"I don't love you!" My heart is breaking. I'm dying. Oh G-d, Vaughn, I need you, I love you. Don't go. Don't leave me again.
"Yes, yes you do Sydney! I know you do! Tell me you do!"
"NO!" Don't ask me to tell you Vaughn. I want to. I want to hold you and never let go. Don't make me do this to you. Leave! Don't make me hurt you anymore, don't make me hurt myself.
*Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to*
"Sydney, listen to me! I know you love me. Please just tell me! I'm not going to let you do this. I'm not leaving!"
"Vaughn, don't make me do this to you."
"Do what? You're killing me by making me go! I can't live without you."
You can't live with me either! You'll die. I won't let that happen. Please Vaughn, why are you making this so hard? I can't stand lying to you...you were the only one I never had to lie to. You're everything to me, don't you see that? You know I love you so go, and be content with that!
"Vaughn...I, I'm sorry. Just go. Please, just leave."
*I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right*
No...no don't go. I need you to hold me, to tell me everything's alright. To let me feel your warmth so that I know you're really here. To look into your green eyes and see the truth and love there and know that I can go on. He's crying. Tears are spilling from those eyes I love so much. His heart is breaking. Maybe as much as mine is. No, not as much as mine, I can't tell him that I love him. I have to lie to the one person I have left. The only person that knew me. He doesn't know me anymore. I'm gone.
*And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time*