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Without You
Chapter 3
Dreams
Sakura lay staring at the white ceiling of her hospital room. Thoughts came in a heavy flow. One horrible thought led to another.
She had woken up that morning in this room. At first she had no Idea who she was or why she was there. After a few minuets she remembered. The Attack, her father bringing her to the emergency room, it all came back to her causing her to become depressed.
Her father and brother had came in ten minuets later to see how she was. they seemed happy enough that she was awake, but Her dads eyes held sadness, and Touya's anger, even as they smiled at her. Their unhappiness was soon apparent to her as they told her she was now pregnant. Her worst fears had come true. She had been raped.
Sakura had sank even more into depression. Her father and brother had left her alone to ponder what would happen. Should she have an abortion? no. That was completely out of the question. She could never take her unborn child's life. What would happen after a few months when it began to become apparent that she was pregnant? The whole school would talk and laugh about her behind her back. Tears came to her eyes as she thought of Syaoran, Her partner and secret love. What would he say? Would he laugh at her too? And if he did like her, would he turn his back on her believing like so many others would, that she had been drunk and had sex with some unknown stranger? The thought of this was too much for Sakura. Tears leaked out of her eyes leaving wet trails down her flushed cheek. She closed her eyes the tears softly trickling down her face. She made no effort to stop them.
As Sakura's brother looked in the window of the room that his little sister was in, he saw her eyes close and tears come in an endless stream. He clenched his fists. 'I'm sorry Sakura' He thought staring at his sister. 'I'm sorry I couldn't have helped you.'
Sakura was released from hospital that afternoon. The doctor had explained to her that it would be about four months until she began showing, since she was so slim, and had a longer torso than a lot of girls her age. She could stay in school for at least that long. Than he told her that if she didn't wish to go to school after this, she could Either stay home for the next four months or she could go to the hospital. Either way, he had told her that by the time she reaches her eighth month, he wanted her in hospital. She was fifteen, and fairly small, and he wanted to keep an eye on her.
Sakura was still upset that evening. She ate her supper in silence. Afterwards she mumbled "I'm going to bed" "Sakura, do you want to go to school tomorrow morning?" Her dad asked gently thinking that maybe it was a good Idea to let her have one more day before having to go back to school, but Sakura shook her head. "No. I would like to keep things as normal as possible, so I don't have to think about it." She said looking a little sad. "Alright" Her dad said. He and Touya traded sad, worried looks as she went up the stairs.
Sakura walked into her bedroom, and softly closed the door. She walked over to her bed and lay down at it staring at the ceiling for a few minuets before a sleepy voice sounded from the drawer in her dresser. "Sakura?" Sakura sat up "Kero?" She asked "SAKURA!" The little yellow guardian beast yelled happily flying over to her, small black eyes closed and little paws outstretched. He missed, and banged head first into the bed post causing Sakura to hide her first smile in almost two days. She couldn't hide her giggle though. "Owwww" moaned the small guardian beast as he sat on the floor rubbing his sore head. "So where were you?" He demanded anxiously of his mistress.
Sakura yawned. "Poor Sakura." Kero whispered patting her forehead. Sakura had just told him what had happened the last two days. He pulled the covers up over Sakura as she settled into bed. "Oyasumi (goodnight) Kero" She mumbled already asleep. Kero looked at his mistresses peaceful sleeping form one last time before laying down beside her.
Sakura lay in a bed in a hospital room. An unknown figure stood murmuring in her ear, and stroking her hair. She pushed harder than she had ever pushed before.....
Now she was walking down the street a baby in her arms. The baby had amber eyes, and a curious mark on her chest: a cherry blossom. There was suddenly a huge gust of wind, knocking her and the baby over. she clutched the baby close to her protectively. Another angry gust of wind whipped around her. Suddenly protective arms wrapped around her and her baby, protecting them from the wind. A voice Sounded from far away. "Its found you again! We have to get away!".......
She was standing in the middle of penguin park, wearing another one of Tomoyo's battle costumes. She was standing back to back with Syaoran, slowly turning around. Standing close to them was a young girl of seven or eight with light brown hair and amber eyes. She appeared slightly scared, but showed a sense of determination, self-confidence and strength that strongly reminded Sakura of Syaoran. The attack came suddenly startling Sakura. She was suddenly blanketed in darkness. She looked around seeing a young boy of about five walking towards her, his face a mask of grim determination. "Jonathan!" She called to him..........
.............. Sakura sat bolt upright in her room panting. Kero flew over to her "Sakura what's wrong" he asked Sakura shook her head to clear it. "I had a dream Kero." She said staring into space. "It seemed really real. I think it may have been a prediction." Kero looked at Sakura for a moment. She looked back over at him, a worried expression on her face. "What do you think it is Kero?" She asked as though pleading with him to tell her that she was mistaken. Kero wondered just what she had been dreaming about. He flew over to the Sakura book and opened it. Sure enough, the dream card was laying right on top. The minuet the book was opened it floated in the air in front of Kero, glowing pink. Kero Stuffed it back in the book and hurriedly shut it. He turned to Sakura and said. "It was a dream given to you by the dream card. He said quietly. Sakura gave a small whimper. She shook her head and looked at her alarm clock. It read 6:04 am. She decide to get up. She quickly made her bed, and got dressed in her junior high uniform. It was a Navy blue skirt and jacket, with a whit shirt and navy blue tie. They no longer had to where hats to school.
She walked downstairs, and set her back pack by the door before entering the kitchen. Touya looked up from the breakfast he was cooking as she came into the room. "Your up early this morning Kaijuu!" He joked as she sat down at the table next to her dad who looked equally as surprised as Touya. "Oh I had dreams, and woke up early. That's all" She said in a distant voice. Touya's eyes softened. He put two pancakes on her plat, and hugged her around the shoulders surprising her. "What did you do that for?" She asked. Her dad said because He's worried about you, and so am I" he said causing Sakura to look at him. He whispered to her "remember, be careful." Sakura looked at him confused for a moment before nodding her head. "I'll try" She said. Then she finished eating her pancakes.
Sakura slowly roller bladed to school, enjoying the peacefulness it gave her that she could not find anywhere else. She closed her eyes, turning around and skating backwards, her face turned to the sun. Suddenly she heard someone call "Sakura?" She stopped and opened her eyes to see Syaoran in front of her. "Hey Li-kun" she said smiling at him. He didn't smile back. he walked forewords, taking her hand in his. "Are you alright Sakura?" He asked. She looked at him a few minuets before answering "No" He Searched her face, and looked intently in her eyes. "You liar." He said softly. "Something happened." Sakura hung her head in defeat. She looked up as he took her other hand as well, her pulse speeding up. "Come on Sakura" He said using her first name. That startled her. He had only used her first name once before. That had been 3 and a half years ago, when they had been stuck in an elevator thanks to Eriol, and she had fallen into a pit of blackness. He had cried out her name for the first time trying to reach her hand. She would have fallen if she had not transformed the float card. She looked into his eyes for a minuet before surrendering. "Alright" she said "But this could take a while. It's a fairly long story."
TBC Okay! it's the end of the latest chapter! I finished it in under 6 hours! amazing! Anyways expect the next chapter soon!