{Yay!!! Thanks for the reviews everyone! It's made me so happy!!! ^.^ Anyway, let's go on with the story shall we? Lol, okay, last time, we left off with Quistis and Seifer in bed… WITH THEIR CLOTHES ON!!! Well… at least… half their clothes. Lol! And ya…}

"Quistis wake up." Seifer nudged me.

Part of me wanted to wake up, and leave Seifer, and the other part of me wanted to stay in that position with Seifer forever. It felt like I was being torn apart. Half of me wanted Squall… and the other half wanted Seifer… but I can't keep either could I? (Squall has Rinoa… but that doesn't make me lose yet does it? And Seifer… well, I just don't know if I could tame him… and besides, he wouldn't like me! What is there to like about me? Nothing really. If there was, then Squall would be mine right now… not Rinoa's)

"Quistis!" Seifer poked me on the side and I sprang up. "Sorry, I didn't mean to do that, it was just that you were on my arm."

"Umm, sorry." I could feel my face turning red, so I quickly got up and walked to the washer. I grabbed all the clothes out, and stuffed them into the dryer, and finally went into the bathroom.

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I sat in my room wondering what to do. The clothes were already dry, so I put on my clothes and put the ones I was wearing in the washer. Seifer had gone out already… and as strange as it sounds… I sort of missed him. (I really must stop thinking about Seifer!!! Now what should I do? I don't really want to go out… after all, who knows if it'll rain like yesterday again… but then again… if it did… and I had to spare clothes to wear…) I smiled at the thought. (Oh no! This is not right! How could I possibly…? No! All wrong. I have to do something to stop thinking about him! I know! I'll write back to the garden!) I grabbed some paper and a pen and began writing.

Dear Squall, Rinoa, Selphie, Irvine, and Zell.

How are things back at the garden? I hope everyone is doing well. Sorry I decided to go on a vacation without telling you guys first… but I desperately needed one. Right now, I'm in Deling City. It's already been five days that I arrived here. I'll be going home in two days. I was supposed to have a two week vacation, but I decided one week is long enough, and that Instructors Exam is the day after I come back… Ya, well, I don't really know what else to say. Deling is such a beautiful place! I just love it here! And you know what? Yesterday, it was raining so heavy when I was out, so I was running home, and then I saw the hottest guy ever! He's so muscular, and so strong, and he was so friendly to me! But I didn't get his name… and I felt a little sad afterwards… BUT I was extremely happy that I saw him. He's such a hottie! And the other day, I was at a bar… just like, hanging around right? Well anyway, then this guy comes and tries to touch me… but then another hottie came and helped me. He's so hot! He told me his name, but I couldn't really hear it at the bar. I wish I could see him too! Anyway, I'm talking too much, and I still have to do some shopping, so I'll see you guys soon!

Love,

Quistis

P.S. Please don't bother to write back!

I stood up and wiggled my hand. It was getting a little sore. (Quistis, this is bad! You have your Instructors Exam coming up and your hand is a little sore from writing a letter? Jeez, you have to write an essay for that test! And what's worse, you sort of lied to your friends! Why couldn't you have just said the stupid name 'Seifer'? This is horrible. And another thing… you're thinking in third person!) I shook my head violently and lied down on my bed trying to think properly. When I realized that Seifer immediately came into my thoughts, I quickly grabbed an envelope, scribbled an address, stuffed the letter inside, walked out the door, down the street and pushed it into the mailbox. Then I went back into my room and grabbed my diary.

Dear Diary,

It's day five of my vacation in Deling. Last night, it rained heavily. I came home soaking wet, with no clothes to wear. But Seifer gave me his shirt and trench coat. He smells really nice ^.^ but then, the power didn't come back for the whole night, and I was freezing, so Seifer gave me his blanket. Shortly after that, I was still freezing… so Seifer… climbed… into my bed. But nothing went on! So don't get any ideas! Omg, I'm acting so strange. I just said, 'don't get any ideas!' to a diary! This is not good! Oh well, I figured I had always been the 'strange' one. *sigh* anyway, just before, I wrote a letter back to Balamb. I told them about this 'hottie' I met… but I knew what I meant to say was… I can't believe this… SEIFER! Isn't that just pure strangeness? I don't like the idea at all! I mean, I always thought Squall would be the only man I loved. Whether or not he was taken! Life is so strange and confusing… it's so… scary sometimes. Well, my hand's getting sore again, so I'm gonna stop writing.

I closed me diary and stuffed it under my clothes in my bag. (Two more days until I get to see… Squall again. I cant' wait to see him once again. I just love him so much… right? But if I love him so much… why do I keep thinking about Seifer? I can't possibly like him can I?) I held the pen and began jotting down notes. (The only way to know who I like better, is to write the pros and cons of both guys)

1 Squall

Pros – is nice, sweet, caring… at times…, looks nice, probably has a nice body.

Cons – is taken, too… unemotional at times…

2 Seifer

Pros – smells extremely good, can be nice at times, is very hot, nice body, is muscular, nice eyes, smile is extremely welcoming, saved me at the bar, helped warm me up…

Cons- too cocky at times, his stupid smirk, is so mean to me… at times…

(Funny, how I seem to like Squall so much better, yet I could think of more things for Seifer. It's just not right. Totally strange for me…)

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"Quistis, you have mail." Seifer waved a blue envelope in my face.

(Strange… why would I have mail…? Unless!) I quickly grabbed the envelope and tore it open. Which revealed a blue sheet of paper… a letter no doubt. I ran to room and began reading the letter.

Dear Quisty,

We miss you so much here! I can't wait till you come back! You know why? Because Squall is planning a welcome back party for you! Isn't that so sweet of Squall? Well, things over here are alright, except that Irvine and I are in a fight again. So, ya, I'm not talking to him. Rinoa here! I took Selphie's pen, and we were fighting who would write you back. So now I'm here writing to you. Selphie's mad at me now. Oh well, she won't stay mad at me forever! After all, I'm Rinoa! Haha, just joking. Well, Squall's planning to … Selphie back! I stole back my pen ^.^ and I already told you that Squall was planning a welcome back party for you! You know what? I think Irvine's gonna buy me some carnations and whatever else he is… I heard Rinoa saying something like that. Rinoa's back! Selphie, you should really stop stealing the pen back, this letter is probably is confusing for you! Oh well, it's your fault! Haha, just joking! We love you! And we miss you so much! Please come back soon! I think when you get this, it'll be day six! One more day, and you'll be home! Isn't that wonderful? I think it is. This is Zell. Rinoa and Selphie just broke into a fight over who would write to you, so I just grabbed the pen. OW! They scratched me! Jeez, so vicious! Well, I'm gonna mail this letter to you before any more trouble happens!

Missing you lotz,

Us.

I smiled. They missed me! I threw the letter on my desk right beside the pros and cons of Squall and Seifer and decided to go out for a stroll.

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I entered the house after a four hour walk. I was happy. My friends actually made me feel so happy! I skipped to my bedroom, when I saw the door wide open… Seifer in it… and staring at something on my desk. I shrieked.

{Oh no! Could Seifer have read the letter and the pros and cons?! Eek! Is this good or bad? Oh my! I wonder what happens next! Please tell me!!!! … oopsy, I did that again… ^.^ it's my story, I should know what happens next! Lol, well, anyway, I'd like to thank everyone who gave me a review, because it was very much appreciated! And I'd like to say, like usual, if there are many mistakes… sorry, but I have to go to school in like… 1 min!! I should really stop working on my fanfic right before school! Lol, but I guess I'll never learn! Lol. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this chapter! And thanks for reading!}