{Geez, it's taking me longer and longer to update my fanfic!!!
That's bad!!! =( I'm sorry to all who I kept waiting… especially Mandy!
So nice of you to review so many times!!! =) Keep up the good job!!
Hehehe… Thank you all, once again, for reviewing! It is GREATLY
appreciated and is recommended! Hehe… Anyway, last chapter was left off
with … ummm… Squall trying to win Quistis… not only that, but Seifer has to
go on his SeeD Exam. Will Quistis' love for Seifer hold their
relationship? Or will Quistis choose Squall…? I guess you'll have to read
on to find out what happens!!!}
"Squall!" I shouted accidentally as I spun around to face him. He had startled me, and I don't like it when people startle me like that.
"Shhh!" Squall hissed at me. Then slowly pulled me close to his body. It was muscular, but nothing compared to Seifer's.
"Squall, let go…" I mumbled as I tried escaping his crushing hold. But that only made him pull me closer to him. I sort of liked it, but I could never deceive Seifer. Nor did I intend to.
"No… I lied to myself for too long. I can't resist you Quistis. I love you. I need you. I want you. I crave for you." He said. I never expected Squall to say this. Especially to me. After all, he did have Rinoa, did he not?
"Squall. Let go." I said a little louder. "You have Rinoa. Don't be a fool. You love her, you'll always love her. Not me, her. Rinoa. Rinoa is your queen, your love, you angel. Not me, and never shall it ever be me. Besides, I have Seif…" He didn't even let me finish the name.
"Shh!" I pressed his finger on my mouth. "I was a fool. I didn't see that you loved me. I've always wanted you. But I was afraid to have you. And I thought being with Rinoa was the right thing. But now that you're with that… that… thing… I can't take it any more! Quistis, please be mine. I know you still love me…" his voice trailed off as he leaned close to my, reaching for my lips.
I quickly broke the embrace and ran out of the Quad. (There's no way Squall likes me. He's just playing with me. He's just testing me. To see if I really, truly love Seifer. I do love Seifer. He'll always be mine. I'll always be his.) My thoughts kept on going like that to reassure myself. I ran down the corridor towards Seifer's room. I had to. He was my boyfriend. He'll be my man. (Seifer… I love Seifer…) I kept saying that to myself. (I love Sei…fer… … but… how come I felt so… close to Squall. So loved… so wanted… No. This is all wrong. I love Seifer!) When I finally reached Seifer's dorm, I knock on it hurriedly. The door opened almost instantly.
"I love you Seifer!" I whispered into his ear before placing a soft, gentle kiss on his lips. I kicked the door closed and pushed him onto his bed, still having our lips connected. I was about to take off his shirt, when he gently pushed me off.
"Getting a little feisty aren't we?" He smirked. I never did like that smirk, and I don't think I ever would, but that didn't bother me. All I wanted to do was get Squall out of my head, and replace him with Seifer. It seemed almost like I was using Seifer. Was I really? Or, do I truly love this man?
"Quistis? Are you alright?" He must have noticed my puzzled look. All I could do was smile at him. And once again placed a kiss on his lips. He was a bit surprised when I did that, but once he pulled himself together, he kissed me back passionately.
* * *
"QUISTY!!!" Selphie's high-pitched voice pierced through the door awakening me from my wonderful dream.
I had dreamt that Seifer and I were all alone. Together at some strange unknown place. Happy as ever. Everything I wanted was there. Seifer was with me. I love it, and was a little pissed off at Selphie for disturbing me from my sleep. Reluctantly, I got out of bed and opened the door with a bright smile on my face.
"Quisty!!! Did you have a good dream…?" She questioned me. I smiled and nodded my head. "No!! That's not good! I heard that your dreams are exactly opposite in reality!!!" The smile on my face faded. We were silent for a short while, until Selphie broke the silence. "QUISTY!!! How could you still be sleeping?! Seifer's going NOW!!!"
Suddenly, everything came clear to me again. Seifer was going for his SeeD mission. It was originally at 800 hours, but last night, as I placed that kiss on his lips, he was called down to see the headmaster. After couple hours of leaving me alone in his room, he finally came back and said that his mission was rescheduled to 400 hours. So he told me to go back to my room so he could rest, and have no one suspicious about us being together in his room.
"QUISTY!!! What are you doing just standing there? If you hurry, you might be able to catch a glimpse of Seifer before he leaves!"
I looked at the alarm clock on me bed stand. 3:58. I quickly grabbed my robe and ran out of my dorm to the front gates.
* * *
"Seifer!" I shouted as I reached the gates. Seifer was just about to board the Ragnorak. He looked back at me, smiled, and tossed something towards me, and finally climbed into the Ragnorak. I ran up a bit to catch whatever he threw to me. It was his dorm key. I looked up into the sky as the Ragnorak took off. I waved furiously and felt my eyes water a bit.
"Don't worry, he'll be back!" Selphie said and patted me on my shoulder.
"Of course he'll be." I smiled weakly at her.
We stood in silence for a few seconds before Selphie suggested to go back and get some more sleep. I happily agreed. She walked to the right and I quickly walked to the left. Towards Seifer's dorm. (Seifer… I love you… please don't leave me…) I thought as I reached his door. I inserted the key and twisted it to the right and heard the soft 'click'. I silently opened the door and walked into his room. On his desk, was a little white piece of paper. Scribbled on it was:
Quistis,
I love you.
Please wait for me.
I promise I'll be back.
Loving you always,
Seifer
I hugged the piece of paper, and flopped down onto his bed. I pulled the covers over me and closed my eyes, inhaling his sweet aroma.
* * *
"I can't believe he's doing that to her!" I heard Zell shout from inside the Training Centre. I had just woke up and was off to the cafeteria for some coffee, but passed through the Training Centre on my way. I knew it was wrong for me to eavesdrop, but something inside of me said I should listen.
"I know! Poor Quisty! They just can't do that to her!" Selphie replied.
(Quisty? That's me. They're talking about me. What are they talking about? What did Selphie mean when she said 'they just can't do that to her'?) I thought as I slipped into the Training Centre silently.
"We should really tell her." I saw Irvine say. They were battling a T-Rexuar.
"As much as I hate that guy, I don't want them to hurt Quistis like that. That's just wrong. Even I wouldn't do that. And I hate that guy SO much!" Zell said and threw a punch at the massive creature. The T-Rexuar swung his tail at Selphie making her fly into the air screaming. Irvine's face turned red and quickly fired at the monster.
"Oh that's it! I'm gonna blow you to smithereens! SLOTS!" Selphie shouted and gave one final blow to the creature before it fell down, dead.
"Woo hoo!!!" Zell shouted happily. Irvine just smiled stupidly at Selphie, which made her blush.
I decided to go ask them what they were talking about, so I stepped out from behind where I was hiding and walked towards them.
"Quistis?" Irvine was the first to notice me.
"Quisty! You're awake!" Selphie ran towards me and gave me a hug.
"Quistis, there's something you should know." Irvine said uneasily.
"Excuse me?" I asked, trying to sound innocent.
"Quistis, Squall and…" Rinoa interrupted Zell.
"There you guys are! I have been looking all over for you! Selphie, I need some help with something. And Irvine, Zell, Squall has been looking for you. He's in the infirmary and he said he needs to see you two immediately. Come on Selphie, let's go." Rinoa said as she tugged her arm.
I felt a little anguish building up. (Did you have to ignore me like that?) I thought as I glared at Rinoa's back. (Just because Squall loves ME and not YOU doesn't mean you have to be mean to me. I wasn't mean to you when you and Squall were together, now was I? Oh… hyne. What the hell did I say? Squall loves me? I don't think so! I love Seifer. Seifer's the man for me… not SQUALL... absolutely not!) I thought. Tears spilled out for some odd reason, and I couldn't stop them. So I quickly ran to my room.
* * *
"Quistis?" a thick male voice called from behind my door. I had secluded myself in my room after that incident in the Training Centre. And I didn't really want to talk to anyone at the moment. Not to mention it was after hours, and no one's supposed to be roaming the halls.
"Quistis, it's me, Squall." He continued.
My heart felt like it took flight and soared up into the air. I quickly got up from my desk where I had been 'studying' for my Instructor's Exam. I nearly ran to the door, but stopped right in front of it. Wondering whether or not I should open it.
"Quistis, if you don't want to talk to me, then I understand… I'll be going then…" I heard him softly walking away. I couldn't stand it. So I opened the door to see his back faced towards me.
"Squall…" I called out weakly.
"… Qui….s… tis." He said as he spun around to face me.
"What do you want?" I didn't mean to make it sound rude, but I could tell Squall was a little hurt when I said that. His expression showed it. It scared me. Squall never really did show any emotions, maybe except to Rinoa.
"I came to say… that I can't take it any more. I want you Quistis. Please be mine… I just can't stand to see another guy take you away from my life. I want you to know that… even if you don't accept me now… I'll always be waiting for you…" He said, in the most sincerest way a woman could ever imagine.
"Squall I…"
{NOOOO!!! Quisty!!! You're supposed to love SEIFER!!! Not Squall! This is a damn Queifer/ Seiftis!! It's not a Quall!!! Wait…. I'm the one writing this story… so I SHOULD know how it goes… wait, lemme rephrase myself… I DO know what happens… hehehe. Sorry if Squall and/or anyone else is a little OOC… but you'll understand why later on… ( I don't think I shouldn't have said that. Lol. Anyway, thnxs again for the reviews, and pleas keep them coming! They're greatly appreciated… and EXTREMELY sorry for making everyone wait… my bad!! I'll TRY not to do that… TRY… no promises… anyway, thnxs for reading!}
"Squall!" I shouted accidentally as I spun around to face him. He had startled me, and I don't like it when people startle me like that.
"Shhh!" Squall hissed at me. Then slowly pulled me close to his body. It was muscular, but nothing compared to Seifer's.
"Squall, let go…" I mumbled as I tried escaping his crushing hold. But that only made him pull me closer to him. I sort of liked it, but I could never deceive Seifer. Nor did I intend to.
"No… I lied to myself for too long. I can't resist you Quistis. I love you. I need you. I want you. I crave for you." He said. I never expected Squall to say this. Especially to me. After all, he did have Rinoa, did he not?
"Squall. Let go." I said a little louder. "You have Rinoa. Don't be a fool. You love her, you'll always love her. Not me, her. Rinoa. Rinoa is your queen, your love, you angel. Not me, and never shall it ever be me. Besides, I have Seif…" He didn't even let me finish the name.
"Shh!" I pressed his finger on my mouth. "I was a fool. I didn't see that you loved me. I've always wanted you. But I was afraid to have you. And I thought being with Rinoa was the right thing. But now that you're with that… that… thing… I can't take it any more! Quistis, please be mine. I know you still love me…" his voice trailed off as he leaned close to my, reaching for my lips.
I quickly broke the embrace and ran out of the Quad. (There's no way Squall likes me. He's just playing with me. He's just testing me. To see if I really, truly love Seifer. I do love Seifer. He'll always be mine. I'll always be his.) My thoughts kept on going like that to reassure myself. I ran down the corridor towards Seifer's room. I had to. He was my boyfriend. He'll be my man. (Seifer… I love Seifer…) I kept saying that to myself. (I love Sei…fer… … but… how come I felt so… close to Squall. So loved… so wanted… No. This is all wrong. I love Seifer!) When I finally reached Seifer's dorm, I knock on it hurriedly. The door opened almost instantly.
"I love you Seifer!" I whispered into his ear before placing a soft, gentle kiss on his lips. I kicked the door closed and pushed him onto his bed, still having our lips connected. I was about to take off his shirt, when he gently pushed me off.
"Getting a little feisty aren't we?" He smirked. I never did like that smirk, and I don't think I ever would, but that didn't bother me. All I wanted to do was get Squall out of my head, and replace him with Seifer. It seemed almost like I was using Seifer. Was I really? Or, do I truly love this man?
"Quistis? Are you alright?" He must have noticed my puzzled look. All I could do was smile at him. And once again placed a kiss on his lips. He was a bit surprised when I did that, but once he pulled himself together, he kissed me back passionately.
* * *
"QUISTY!!!" Selphie's high-pitched voice pierced through the door awakening me from my wonderful dream.
I had dreamt that Seifer and I were all alone. Together at some strange unknown place. Happy as ever. Everything I wanted was there. Seifer was with me. I love it, and was a little pissed off at Selphie for disturbing me from my sleep. Reluctantly, I got out of bed and opened the door with a bright smile on my face.
"Quisty!!! Did you have a good dream…?" She questioned me. I smiled and nodded my head. "No!! That's not good! I heard that your dreams are exactly opposite in reality!!!" The smile on my face faded. We were silent for a short while, until Selphie broke the silence. "QUISTY!!! How could you still be sleeping?! Seifer's going NOW!!!"
Suddenly, everything came clear to me again. Seifer was going for his SeeD mission. It was originally at 800 hours, but last night, as I placed that kiss on his lips, he was called down to see the headmaster. After couple hours of leaving me alone in his room, he finally came back and said that his mission was rescheduled to 400 hours. So he told me to go back to my room so he could rest, and have no one suspicious about us being together in his room.
"QUISTY!!! What are you doing just standing there? If you hurry, you might be able to catch a glimpse of Seifer before he leaves!"
I looked at the alarm clock on me bed stand. 3:58. I quickly grabbed my robe and ran out of my dorm to the front gates.
* * *
"Seifer!" I shouted as I reached the gates. Seifer was just about to board the Ragnorak. He looked back at me, smiled, and tossed something towards me, and finally climbed into the Ragnorak. I ran up a bit to catch whatever he threw to me. It was his dorm key. I looked up into the sky as the Ragnorak took off. I waved furiously and felt my eyes water a bit.
"Don't worry, he'll be back!" Selphie said and patted me on my shoulder.
"Of course he'll be." I smiled weakly at her.
We stood in silence for a few seconds before Selphie suggested to go back and get some more sleep. I happily agreed. She walked to the right and I quickly walked to the left. Towards Seifer's dorm. (Seifer… I love you… please don't leave me…) I thought as I reached his door. I inserted the key and twisted it to the right and heard the soft 'click'. I silently opened the door and walked into his room. On his desk, was a little white piece of paper. Scribbled on it was:
Quistis,
I love you.
Please wait for me.
I promise I'll be back.
Loving you always,
Seifer
I hugged the piece of paper, and flopped down onto his bed. I pulled the covers over me and closed my eyes, inhaling his sweet aroma.
* * *
"I can't believe he's doing that to her!" I heard Zell shout from inside the Training Centre. I had just woke up and was off to the cafeteria for some coffee, but passed through the Training Centre on my way. I knew it was wrong for me to eavesdrop, but something inside of me said I should listen.
"I know! Poor Quisty! They just can't do that to her!" Selphie replied.
(Quisty? That's me. They're talking about me. What are they talking about? What did Selphie mean when she said 'they just can't do that to her'?) I thought as I slipped into the Training Centre silently.
"We should really tell her." I saw Irvine say. They were battling a T-Rexuar.
"As much as I hate that guy, I don't want them to hurt Quistis like that. That's just wrong. Even I wouldn't do that. And I hate that guy SO much!" Zell said and threw a punch at the massive creature. The T-Rexuar swung his tail at Selphie making her fly into the air screaming. Irvine's face turned red and quickly fired at the monster.
"Oh that's it! I'm gonna blow you to smithereens! SLOTS!" Selphie shouted and gave one final blow to the creature before it fell down, dead.
"Woo hoo!!!" Zell shouted happily. Irvine just smiled stupidly at Selphie, which made her blush.
I decided to go ask them what they were talking about, so I stepped out from behind where I was hiding and walked towards them.
"Quistis?" Irvine was the first to notice me.
"Quisty! You're awake!" Selphie ran towards me and gave me a hug.
"Quistis, there's something you should know." Irvine said uneasily.
"Excuse me?" I asked, trying to sound innocent.
"Quistis, Squall and…" Rinoa interrupted Zell.
"There you guys are! I have been looking all over for you! Selphie, I need some help with something. And Irvine, Zell, Squall has been looking for you. He's in the infirmary and he said he needs to see you two immediately. Come on Selphie, let's go." Rinoa said as she tugged her arm.
I felt a little anguish building up. (Did you have to ignore me like that?) I thought as I glared at Rinoa's back. (Just because Squall loves ME and not YOU doesn't mean you have to be mean to me. I wasn't mean to you when you and Squall were together, now was I? Oh… hyne. What the hell did I say? Squall loves me? I don't think so! I love Seifer. Seifer's the man for me… not SQUALL... absolutely not!) I thought. Tears spilled out for some odd reason, and I couldn't stop them. So I quickly ran to my room.
* * *
"Quistis?" a thick male voice called from behind my door. I had secluded myself in my room after that incident in the Training Centre. And I didn't really want to talk to anyone at the moment. Not to mention it was after hours, and no one's supposed to be roaming the halls.
"Quistis, it's me, Squall." He continued.
My heart felt like it took flight and soared up into the air. I quickly got up from my desk where I had been 'studying' for my Instructor's Exam. I nearly ran to the door, but stopped right in front of it. Wondering whether or not I should open it.
"Quistis, if you don't want to talk to me, then I understand… I'll be going then…" I heard him softly walking away. I couldn't stand it. So I opened the door to see his back faced towards me.
"Squall…" I called out weakly.
"… Qui….s… tis." He said as he spun around to face me.
"What do you want?" I didn't mean to make it sound rude, but I could tell Squall was a little hurt when I said that. His expression showed it. It scared me. Squall never really did show any emotions, maybe except to Rinoa.
"I came to say… that I can't take it any more. I want you Quistis. Please be mine… I just can't stand to see another guy take you away from my life. I want you to know that… even if you don't accept me now… I'll always be waiting for you…" He said, in the most sincerest way a woman could ever imagine.
"Squall I…"
{NOOOO!!! Quisty!!! You're supposed to love SEIFER!!! Not Squall! This is a damn Queifer/ Seiftis!! It's not a Quall!!! Wait…. I'm the one writing this story… so I SHOULD know how it goes… wait, lemme rephrase myself… I DO know what happens… hehehe. Sorry if Squall and/or anyone else is a little OOC… but you'll understand why later on… ( I don't think I shouldn't have said that. Lol. Anyway, thnxs again for the reviews, and pleas keep them coming! They're greatly appreciated… and EXTREMELY sorry for making everyone wait… my bad!! I'll TRY not to do that… TRY… no promises… anyway, thnxs for reading!}