My own Worst Enemy part 8
DarkBlaze1_1@hotmail.com
-Michiru-
I never knew it was possible to love and hate someone at the same time. But it is. You see I love and hate Serena. I don't mean to but i do. I didn't mean for it to happen it just did. Its just.....well damn it I'm not blind. I've seen how Ruka looks at her sometimes. A look of longing and guilt and it pisses me off. It makes my insides boil. Shes stealing my love and she dosen't even realize it. Sometimes I get this urge to wring her little neck. But of course I could never do this. She's the princess. The one I'm sworn to protect. She lives in her happy little world with no worries. While i have to worry everyday about my relationship with Ruka. I have to wait and see what happens. To see if the little twit succeeds. I sound bitter don't I? Well I am wouldn't you be? I'm losing my only love and it hurts. The pain is beyond imagination. And the worst part i feel bad about being so bitter and resentful. Because I love Serena. She brings light to every dim soul. She awakens joy and happiness in even the darkest of souls. I can't blame Ruka for falling for her everybody does. I shouldn't resent her and yet I do. I can't help it. Its tearing me up. i can't do anything about it and no one will ever know. No one will ever know that i resent the bringer of light.
DarkBlaze1_1@hotmail.com
-Michiru-
I never knew it was possible to love and hate someone at the same time. But it is. You see I love and hate Serena. I don't mean to but i do. I didn't mean for it to happen it just did. Its just.....well damn it I'm not blind. I've seen how Ruka looks at her sometimes. A look of longing and guilt and it pisses me off. It makes my insides boil. Shes stealing my love and she dosen't even realize it. Sometimes I get this urge to wring her little neck. But of course I could never do this. She's the princess. The one I'm sworn to protect. She lives in her happy little world with no worries. While i have to worry everyday about my relationship with Ruka. I have to wait and see what happens. To see if the little twit succeeds. I sound bitter don't I? Well I am wouldn't you be? I'm losing my only love and it hurts. The pain is beyond imagination. And the worst part i feel bad about being so bitter and resentful. Because I love Serena. She brings light to every dim soul. She awakens joy and happiness in even the darkest of souls. I can't blame Ruka for falling for her everybody does. I shouldn't resent her and yet I do. I can't help it. Its tearing me up. i can't do anything about it and no one will ever know. No one will ever know that i resent the bringer of light.