Ami Mercury
PG-13
"EVOL"
Disclaimer: I don't own gundam wing or the song "EVOL"
AN: Again this song is a Saddest star song, sadly they are no longer a band, but I'll keep writing song fics with there songs! Again this probably wasn't what was attended by the song but oh well….1x2
*You tell me to forget you*
Since the war ended you want nothing to do with me, the love and friendship we had is gone.
*You tell me to move on*
"Heero the wars over now, we need to move on with our lives and forget fighting and everything that comes with it."
*I can't believe I've lost you
I can't believe you're gone*
One day in the spring, when the warm sun light pierced the transparent sky and reflected off the fresh dew on the flowers, you disappeared with out a word. My heart tells me we will never meet again under any sky, and yet there you still are smiling at me in my mind until the end of my days.
*I should have seen this all before*
When you said the part of "…and forget fighting and everything that comes with it." I should I have know that you would leave me shortly.
*The happy ending we'd foreseen
I should have known this all before
It was just a childish dream*
I've never been loved by anyone so why did I believe it so easily that you would love me? It's always been a secret dream of mine to be loved, and now it's been crushed.
*I should have known that this would end
though you said that we were true*
Both of our lives have been filled with lies so why did I believe anything you said when I knew how easy it was for you to lie?
*Now on whom can I depend
If I can't depend on you?*
You were the only person I've ever trusted Duo and you betrayed that trust, so how am I ever suppose to trust anyone ever again?
*I cry myself to sleep at night
And wake up drowned in my own tears*
Tears are a funny thing; I never knew what they were like before. They give me a headaches and make my eyes all bloodshot, but to me they are reassuring, I know that I still harbor those feelings that you brought out in me.
*I've lost the will to stand and fight
I'm falling victim to my fears*
I'm scared to ever feel again, I want to love, but it's so scary. The only person I've ever loved hurt me so badly, I'm not sure if it's worth it.
*I should have seen this all before
The happy ending we'd foreseen
I should have known this all before
It was just a childish dream
I should have known that this would end
Though you said that we were true
Now on whom can I depend
If I can't depend on you?*
*I won't take my life tonight
I'm gonna leave that up to you*
I want this pain to end, but I won't kill myself Duo, I'll leave that to the God of Death, who has already taken a huge part of my heart with him back into hell.
*I should have seen this all before
The happy ending we'd foreseen
I should have known this all before
It was just a childish dream
I should have known that this would end
Though you said that we were true
Now on whom can I depend
If I can't depend on you?*
*I won't take my life tonight
I'm gonna leave that up to you*
I'll leave my fate up to the gods Duo but I'll always remember my very own Shingami.
AN: *glomps the song* I love this song! I defiantly like torturing Hee-chan with Duo-chan leaving him, na? Haha oops!
Heero: *glair*
Ami: I didn't do anything!
Heero: Next time I better get a lemon out of this!
Ami: Maybe ;) Do you think Duo would like that?
Duo: What the hell do you think?
Ami: I take that as a yes? *runs off to get pocky* I'll be back in a minute minna-san! I have more to write! Other Saddest *Star* song fics!