Ami Mercury
PG-13
"Saddest Star"
Disclaimer: I don't own gundam wing or the song "Saddest Star"
AN: Again this song is a Saddest star song, sadly they are no longer a band, but I'll keep writing song fics with there songs! I know this probably doesn't have anything to do with what was intended when the song was written.
*I sit alone and wonder why*
Why did I have to be one of the five people picked to be a gundam pilot? Why couldn't I have lived a normal life, going to school and having friends? But no I'm stuck in this life time as a boy code named "Heero Yuy" who is supposedly the perfect soldier.
*In this distant midnight sky*
I should have stayed on earth in the first place, right now I'm on a shuttle back there. I want to see the stars again and wonder about if anyone else in this earth or on the colonies face this same pain as I.
*No one here to call my friend
I am alone until the end*
Being the ex-pilot of the Gundam Wing Zero defiantly has no perks to it now that the war is over. I have no friends, well I mean sometimes I have the other ex-pilots but they all have found a peaceful life for themselves. With me all I've ever known is war and fighting and being the best pilot I could be.
*It is too late for me
I will never heal the scar*
I'll never rid myself of the want, no this need to be engaged in combat. This want for blood to flow, may it be mine or my enemies. Before I wanted peace, and now I want to be in battle again.
*I am the lonely one
I am the saddest star*
Isn't it funny that for so many years I wanted Dr. J to go away, but now that he's dead I wish he was here so that at least I wouldn't be totally alone? This sadness for a companion overwhelms me in a way I never knew I would crave something.
*It is too late for me
I will never heal the scar
I am the forgotten one
I am the saddest star*
The others have all forgotten my existence as a person, all they remember me as is a person the fought with during that damn war.
*I'm just a child of the night
Without a reason left to fight*
Peace, in a way it's ruined my life, at the same time it's fixed everyone else's. I'm a soldier, not a normal man, I should be in battle, but no, there are no battles to be fought.
*No one hears what I will say
For I shine too far away*
Living in the colonies was the problem, I hope that living on earth again will help me to adjust to this pacifism ideal.
*It is too late for me
I will never heal the scar
I am the lonely one
I am the saddest star
It is too late for me
I will never heal the scar
I am the forgotten one
I am the saddest star*
As I lie here on the Earth looking at the stars I try to find the ones furthest away, because those are the ones like me.