Ami Mercury

PG-13

"Tonight"

Disclaimer: I don't own gundam wing or the song "Tonight"

AN: Again this song is a Saddest star song, sadly they are no longer a band, but I'll keep writing song fics with there songs! I know this probably doesn't have anything to do with what was intended when the song was written.

*I lie alone*

For months now you've been here next to me, but now you're only a faint memory on my sheets. You left everything to me, but I can't stand to see most of it anymore, you're memory is every where.

*With all these visions in my head*

Every night I go to bed in your shirt that still smells of you and ever day I walk around endlessly in your sweatshirt that you always wore, the black hooded one that smells so much like my beloved Duo. I remember those endless violet orbs, the chestnut of your hair, and ever-single curve and scar on your body. 

*Eyes open wide
As I lie in bed tonight*

Nights are endless now, I smell you and I invasion you, but you're never there when I turn over and reach for you.

*Your sorrowed face inside my mind
Your hateful words they fill my ears*

Why did we have to argue that night? You cried Duo, for the first time ever, I saw you cry, and then you told me you hated me and left on that darn motorcycle, only to meet with your death.

*I cannot shake this pain I feel
My pillow's soaked in tears tonight*

I feel that it's all my fault that you're not here Duo, if I hadn't yelled at you you would have stayed home and not driven off that cliff. 

*Someday, maybe I'll forget
All of my regret, someday*

I regret meeting you; you caused me to feel, to love, and to hate myself. If I hadn't met you then you'd still be alive and someone else would have gotten the chance to love you. 

*I lie alone
Here in this bed that I have made*

Another night, another lonely night, alone with out the one I love. 

*I cannot sleep
I am wide awake tonight

Someday, maybe I'll forget
All of my regret, someday

Tonight...
*

AN: Okay…this one was really short….when I wrote it I thought I could make it longer but….NOPE! So it's really short!