Ami Mercury

"False" Saddest Star song fic

Disclaimer: I don't own "False" or Gundam Wing….

*Ask me what it's like to be

Oblivious and free*

It's wonderful to be free of the thought of being forced into the possibility of sacrificing my life for peace. Still it's not like I've escaped the thought of death or of war. Memories have be come a part of me, some times I'm happy they're bad ones though, because now I can be thankful they're over.

*Caring not for what you do
Caring not for you*

I live my life staying to myself, not caring for others or wanting them to care for me. I like my life in this bubble.

*Tell me what it's like to be

Controlled by what you see*

I've discovered that teenagers are strange and want to fit in with everyone else. They subject themselves to the torment of others and hide from they're true selves. They run around pretending they are individuals but truly they are only pawns in a bigger scheme.
*You can't change the way I feel

I will never be unreal*

I've lived out seventeen years of my life being who I am, I'm not about to change that for people who spend their time worrying about what everyone else's perception of them is.

*No matter what you say or do

I can never be like you*

Even if I wanted to be a carbon copy of every so called popular person in the world it couldn't happen because of who I've always been, the God of Death. People talk about me at this school that I now attend, saying that I'm a murder and making fun of me because I'm an orphan. Once a girl came up to me while I was standing at my locker and smacked me across the face, saying I had killed her father and that I was damned to hell for all eternity, that not even God would forgive me for the treason I had committed.

*I can't be you

I can't be you*

*Look at me, I will never be like you*

I stand here in the middle of this hall oblivious to the laughter of the clones, staring at him, my Heero, I know we'll never be the same as the other people in this hall but we'll always have each other.

*Go away, I will never be untrue*

I've had some people come up to me telling me I'm cute and flirting with me, but I just wish that they would leave me alone, I'm in love with Heero.

*To myself, and what I believe inside

I am me, and I don't need to hide*

I am me, I am Duo Maxwell, the ex-gundam pilot of Deathsythe Hell Custom. I won't change my feelings to pretend that I wasn't a gundam pilot.

*I will never break or bend

Conforming to your trends*

Trends are common things through all your life, but changing to fit into all of them isn't something that's right or important to me.

*In the shadows I will stay

If it has to be that way*

If a point comes where no one will accept us because we used to be gundam pilots then I'll go into the darkness again. Just me and Heero alone for the rest of eternity.

*I'll never know what it's like to be

Controlled by what I see*

I'm not different looking from everyone else, in fact I look like a normal person.

*You can judge me if you will

But I will stay standing still

My confidence will never break

I will never be a fake*

*I can't be you

I can't be you*

*You're all like sheep, you're all the same

No one knows who is to blame*

I can't understand how people can feel so many emotions inside but bottle them up and pretend they are different from the next person who is exactly the same on the outside.

*But I chose to stay away

I'm not you

I can't be you*

Wanting to be someone else is untrue to you, I could never do that to myself.

*I am me, I'm not you

I can't be you*

AN: Wow….this is probably the worst fic I've ever written….seems very reparative to me…It's really blah…but I wanted to finish up the saddest star fics…I might do more…they're a few more songs….but I haven't heard one before…and then there's one I've only heard once…I'll have to talk to scott and get the lyrics…I also want to write one with the Auto Pilot song "Love sick Anthem"