Hola! Welcome back to My Other. I hope that you enjoyed the last chapter. This chapter is from Future Trunks' point of view. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ!

Attention: This is from Miari Trunks' point of view!

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My Other

By: Ponytail Goddess

I envy

My Other,

I envy you, my other. You have the life that I wish I had. I have no father, no mentor, no real life at all. My life is dull. All I have is my mother. Yes, she is wonderful, but I need something more!

Perhaps I am just greedy, constantly wishing that I was you. How I wish I had a father. I wish for a lot of things. A lot of things that people in your time probably take for granted. If only I had that luxury.......

I just hope that you are enjoying the life that I created for you. I hope that I you are happy and at peace. You have everything that I desire and more. Perhaps you even have siblings....... I wouldn't know, though I wish that I did.

I wonder if you think of me sometimes. Do you think about me? I think about you all the time. Perhaps that's not natural. Maybe I'm crazily obsessed with you. However, you will never know, since this writing is only a way of trying to soothe my grief.

I long to have your life, my other. If only I was you. If only I had some Dragon Balls here so that I could wish my father, mentor, and all the rest of the old gang back here. That would be wonderful. Too bad our Dragon Balls died out with the last Kami. If only I had them..........

I can dream, but it will do no good. Things will never be right here. They shall never be normal again. There are few people anymore. So few people........ A lot of the ones who are left are alone and greatly pained, for their families were killed by the androids. It is terrible here sometimes. There is so much pain in people's eyes and faces. They try to smile, but their eyes will be forever sad because of the tragedy.

If only I could have defeated them faster!!! Then maybe life could have been better. Maybe people would have faces of love and warmth here. No, life will never be the same here again. It is a cold, harsh world now; even when it's 100 degrees outsides, the chilly feeling still remains.

I wish I could have done something more, my other. So many people perished, so very many..........and I had to sit and watch for so long. Oh father I never knew........I was denied a chance to ever meet you in this world.

Perhaps I should just end my life now. There is a bottle of pills by my bed for pain relief. Maybe if I took the whole bottle then I'd feel better. I'd drift off........see my father........ How wonderful it would be.

NO!!! That is not the answer! I must not give up the hope of having a normal life!!! It is still possible. I must not give into the pain. Father would not like me to do that........ He would call me a weakling who took the easy way out. I am not a weakling!!! I shall stay strong here my other!!! I am determined to!!!

But it is like hell here. Hell on Earth. People weep constantly; they just can't forget the suffering and pain. Many have went crazy I'm sure. Perhaps I have too. I don't know.

A normal life. What would that be like? I'd have a father and mother and maybe a few brothers or sisters. I would go outside and see children in the street, playing hockey. That would be much better than seeing them in the graveyard weeping. Oh how I long for this normal life!!!

Mom thinks I need a girlfriend to get my mind off of this. It would be nice to have one, yes, but......... Well, let's just say that there aren't too many girls around anymore that are my age. The androids pretty much wiped out my generation, along with several others. My chances of meeting nice girls are slim to none.

I wonder what you have done with your life, my other. Perhaps you took up the family business? Most likely. I'm sure that mom wouldn't let anybody besides family run the ol' Capsule.

You were cute when I met you. Hey, that's kind of like complimenting myself, in a way. No, I should not get involved in time stats right now though. Those are just confusing. I have a hard enough time thinking about things other than the androids as it is.

But you were cute. I remember you well. You liked my long hair. You pulled on it once. A very cute child you were indeed. You probably wouldn't remember me though, since you were only, what? One years old maybe? I think that's right.

Anyhow, I do feel a bit better now after writing this entry. Maybe I'll have to try it again some other day. I enjoy writing to you, my other. I hope that I can meet with you someday and see how you turned out.

Well, I must go. Mom has come home and she needs some help with the groceries. I feel obligated to help her, since I do eat most of them.

I wish you the best of luck, my other! Enjoy the life that you have. I will be forever jealous of you for having it.

Trunks, your other

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Well, did you like it? Please review. Thanks. Tell me if you want to read more of this. I need to know. I think that I might just add more chapters. Well, until then.....

-P.G.