written by: Hanja (Mystery)
contact: agent_dana_scully_x@yahoo.de or melissascully@mail.com
category: Scully POV, Poetry
rating: It's for everyone who likes to read this, I guess
disclaimer: This time I don't forget:
Okay, okay, there's no name in this story, but even then I know they don't belong to me!
author's notes:
IMPORTANT: English is NOT my native language… usually I write German fan fics, but when it comes to poems… I can't tell why, but I prefer writing them in English.
So, what I want to say, is, that this Fic contains MISTAKES.
Anyway, I'd like if you review J
I BELIEVE
Sometimes I wonder if there is a truth out there.
I mean there are many things in this world we can' t explain.
But it is my job to try!
It is my job to explain the unexplainable.
And I try hard to do this.
I don' t know why
I don' t resist.
After all the years, which had shown me things
I had never believed in.
I´ m still not believing!
"That´ s impossible"
I hear myself sayin'
Holding on against my partner's thoughts.
Maybe I am paying too much attention to facts
But what can I do?
I grew up with these facts- and science
The science should be able to reveal the whole universe.
The science may be helpful if you are searching for the truth.
And in my old world
Science never failed.
Until now
Everything's changing within the time
And so are my thoughts!
I never wanted to believe
So I thought or so it seemed
But not longer I can't deny what I have seen
I must believe.
My world had fallen apart.
But a new world had been opening
A world upon my imagination
Like a dream
I've never dreamed before.
But what gave me the strength to believe
-You might wonder-…
Changing my mind so suddenly
I will tell you
If you will listen
I worked with a partner
Throughout all these years
A partner I respected
I began to admire
-A strange man
For all the tears we have shared
For all the moments of happiness between us
And above all things: the trust we put into each other
I fell in love with him
All the pain and anger
He brought over me,
I learned to accept as a piece of my life.
First I thought that I couldn't love him,
although I would have died for him.
But then came the time
to open my heart.
It was the right time and the right place
making my biggest wish come true,
from whom I didn't really know it existed since it came to happen.
His love gave me a child, a son.
He brought a miracle to me.
I love him truly,
And I ever will.
He might be as far as away from me,
My love gets stronger and stronger
By every day passing by.
The miracles I refused to believe in once,
I learned to see.
The end
A little bit short, isn't it?
If you have an idea for some kind of second chapter, please tell me!