Warnings: Shounen-ai, implied stuff, language
Author Notes: Thank You Smash! I Luv You!!!!!!! You reviewed every chapter so far!!!!! Thank You! This one's for you! Also, I'm switching this series to First person POV. Zell POV
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Chapter 3: Seeing Eye to Eye
I couldn't believe the nerve of that Seifer guy. He made a fool out of me yesterday, with the whole tripping thing. Despite my mind hated him. I think my heart was falling in love. There had to be a logical reason for him being a loner. It's just a matter of finding out what's wrong.
Yesterday I devised a plan to get Seifer to open up. I only hope it wouldn't sink me lower into the dark whole I was already in. I was going try and make friends with him. I didn't think is was going to work since he barely talked to me the first time we met. But, hey, you never know.
I was walking with Irvine back to the dorm room. Even though I only lived 15 minutes away from SASB I decided I wanted to stay in the dorm. Anything to get away from my freaky parents. So I was staying with Irvine. Dave and Charlie were in the dorm next to us so I saw a lot of them. Squall roomed with another guy down the hall. Irvine had told me that Seifer roomed alone. According to Dave that was kind of strange. Usually you had a roommate.
"Hey, Zell," Irvine started as he started to unlock the door to our room. "Do you think you could do me a favor?"
I nodded "Yea, sure what?" Irvine dug around in his binder and pulled out a few papers that were paper clipped together.
"Coudja' take this to room 367? Apparently the person there missed class and Mr. Cid (heh) told me to drop off the homework for him." Irvine handed me the papers and pointed to where the room was around the corner. He then disappeared into out room.
I was left standing in the hallway. I started off for room 367 and stopped when I reached the door. I couldn't help but wonder whose homework I had. I knew it wasn't anyone from my grade because the worksheets were different from Irvine's and mine. I knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer it.
Slowly the door opened and I was greeted by pair of brilliant blue eyes (in the last chapter they were yellow, oops, sorry, my bad). I recognized them immediately. Seifer. Again, I felt a blush creeping across my face and madly tried to stop it. Seifer was propped in the doorway, shirtless with a towel draped around his neck. "Um, I h-have your h-homework.from algebra class." I stuttered out holding out the papers for him to take. He reached out and took them all the while keeping an eye on me. This was my chance to try my plan. "C-can I come i- in, Seifer?" I asked quietly looking down at my feet. I wrung my fingers and felt my blush deepen.
"Why?" was all he said. Damn! Why did he have to make everything so difficult and annoying? Jeez! I looked up and met his gaze again.
"I uh, I wanted to talk with you about something." my voice drifted off as I returned my gaze to the floor.
"Is it important?" He asked. I nodded and hoped he would let me in. After an awkward amount of silence he stepped away from the door and motioned for me to come in. I stepped inside and he shut the door behind me. Seifer walked past me and took a seat on the small sofa in the middle of the room. He pointed to a maroon colored armchair. I took a seat and continued to wring my fingers in my lap.
"What did you want to say?" Seifer picked up a pack of cigarettes and pulled one out, lighting it and taking a large drag.
"That's bad for you." I stated finally noticing he had lit up. He gave me an odd stare and to another drag to spite me.
"Listen, did you come here to insult me on my bad habits or did you have something important to say?"
"Well, I, um, I noticed that you don't have any friends. And I was wondering if you wanted me to-" He cut me off and got up angrily. He walked over to me and grabbed the collar of my shirt. I was quickly pulled to my feet and was inches away from his face.
"Be your friend" he finished my sentence. "Listen, I don't need any friends. Let me put it this way. I don't want any friends." He had death in his voice.
"Why?" I said meekly. I held my breath.
"Why? You want to know why? Because I was abandoned by the one I loved most." He gritted his teeth when he said the last words.
"I still don't understand" I said a little more confident.
"You wouldn't understand. Nobody would. You can't understand what it's like to give up everything for some one just to have them tell you they don't want you anymore. You don't know what I gave up for him. The sacrifices I made for him. I gave him everything and got nothing in return. You couldn't know what that's like," his grip faltered as his eyes fogged a little. He was right though. I didn't know what it was like to have someone to reject you. I don't think I want to know what it's like.
"I'm sorry Seifer." was all I could say. So much for my plan. He set me back down on the ground and I rubbed a hand against my neck. I had no idea that was what had happened to Seifer.
"Leave" he said finally pointing to the door. I started to the door and turned the knob but something stopped me.
"But, if ever need a friend, you know where to find me. And I am sorry for asking you those questions." I closed the door, and leaned against, sliding down at the base. I clutched my knees to my chest. "Oh, Seifer." I whispered. I had totally blown my chance. What was I thinking? I should have know I couldn't just waltz into his life.
But I was never know for giving up easily.
Zell Dincht doesn't give up.
TBC
*************** Like it? I keep saying the good stuff is gonna happen but I think It might take a little for Zell to get through to Seifer. I'll see. Maybe the next chapter.
Thank You!
Please r/r!!
Luv Shinigami15
Author Notes: Thank You Smash! I Luv You!!!!!!! You reviewed every chapter so far!!!!! Thank You! This one's for you! Also, I'm switching this series to First person POV. Zell POV
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Chapter 3: Seeing Eye to Eye
I couldn't believe the nerve of that Seifer guy. He made a fool out of me yesterday, with the whole tripping thing. Despite my mind hated him. I think my heart was falling in love. There had to be a logical reason for him being a loner. It's just a matter of finding out what's wrong.
Yesterday I devised a plan to get Seifer to open up. I only hope it wouldn't sink me lower into the dark whole I was already in. I was going try and make friends with him. I didn't think is was going to work since he barely talked to me the first time we met. But, hey, you never know.
I was walking with Irvine back to the dorm room. Even though I only lived 15 minutes away from SASB I decided I wanted to stay in the dorm. Anything to get away from my freaky parents. So I was staying with Irvine. Dave and Charlie were in the dorm next to us so I saw a lot of them. Squall roomed with another guy down the hall. Irvine had told me that Seifer roomed alone. According to Dave that was kind of strange. Usually you had a roommate.
"Hey, Zell," Irvine started as he started to unlock the door to our room. "Do you think you could do me a favor?"
I nodded "Yea, sure what?" Irvine dug around in his binder and pulled out a few papers that were paper clipped together.
"Coudja' take this to room 367? Apparently the person there missed class and Mr. Cid (heh) told me to drop off the homework for him." Irvine handed me the papers and pointed to where the room was around the corner. He then disappeared into out room.
I was left standing in the hallway. I started off for room 367 and stopped when I reached the door. I couldn't help but wonder whose homework I had. I knew it wasn't anyone from my grade because the worksheets were different from Irvine's and mine. I knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer it.
Slowly the door opened and I was greeted by pair of brilliant blue eyes (in the last chapter they were yellow, oops, sorry, my bad). I recognized them immediately. Seifer. Again, I felt a blush creeping across my face and madly tried to stop it. Seifer was propped in the doorway, shirtless with a towel draped around his neck. "Um, I h-have your h-homework.from algebra class." I stuttered out holding out the papers for him to take. He reached out and took them all the while keeping an eye on me. This was my chance to try my plan. "C-can I come i- in, Seifer?" I asked quietly looking down at my feet. I wrung my fingers and felt my blush deepen.
"Why?" was all he said. Damn! Why did he have to make everything so difficult and annoying? Jeez! I looked up and met his gaze again.
"I uh, I wanted to talk with you about something." my voice drifted off as I returned my gaze to the floor.
"Is it important?" He asked. I nodded and hoped he would let me in. After an awkward amount of silence he stepped away from the door and motioned for me to come in. I stepped inside and he shut the door behind me. Seifer walked past me and took a seat on the small sofa in the middle of the room. He pointed to a maroon colored armchair. I took a seat and continued to wring my fingers in my lap.
"What did you want to say?" Seifer picked up a pack of cigarettes and pulled one out, lighting it and taking a large drag.
"That's bad for you." I stated finally noticing he had lit up. He gave me an odd stare and to another drag to spite me.
"Listen, did you come here to insult me on my bad habits or did you have something important to say?"
"Well, I, um, I noticed that you don't have any friends. And I was wondering if you wanted me to-" He cut me off and got up angrily. He walked over to me and grabbed the collar of my shirt. I was quickly pulled to my feet and was inches away from his face.
"Be your friend" he finished my sentence. "Listen, I don't need any friends. Let me put it this way. I don't want any friends." He had death in his voice.
"Why?" I said meekly. I held my breath.
"Why? You want to know why? Because I was abandoned by the one I loved most." He gritted his teeth when he said the last words.
"I still don't understand" I said a little more confident.
"You wouldn't understand. Nobody would. You can't understand what it's like to give up everything for some one just to have them tell you they don't want you anymore. You don't know what I gave up for him. The sacrifices I made for him. I gave him everything and got nothing in return. You couldn't know what that's like," his grip faltered as his eyes fogged a little. He was right though. I didn't know what it was like to have someone to reject you. I don't think I want to know what it's like.
"I'm sorry Seifer." was all I could say. So much for my plan. He set me back down on the ground and I rubbed a hand against my neck. I had no idea that was what had happened to Seifer.
"Leave" he said finally pointing to the door. I started to the door and turned the knob but something stopped me.
"But, if ever need a friend, you know where to find me. And I am sorry for asking you those questions." I closed the door, and leaned against, sliding down at the base. I clutched my knees to my chest. "Oh, Seifer." I whispered. I had totally blown my chance. What was I thinking? I should have know I couldn't just waltz into his life.
But I was never know for giving up easily.
Zell Dincht doesn't give up.
TBC
*************** Like it? I keep saying the good stuff is gonna happen but I think It might take a little for Zell to get through to Seifer. I'll see. Maybe the next chapter.
Thank You!
Please r/r!!
Luv Shinigami15