Hey everyone--!! I'm back-and here's Chapter 5! Yay! I'm going to TRY not
to end it here...but I think this and another chapter(epilogue) is going to
be the last....I'm not really sure...okay? So just read and well REVIEW and
let me do the writing! Oh yeah...and thanks to those who always come back
and read the next chapter when I put it up and actually review!! This is
for you guys:
DESICIONS part 5~Scared of Losing You~
Last Part:
and then on the screen we see ~3months later~(screen is still black) the screen then fades in and we see Chandler in his apartment. He's working on something on his kitchen table. (someone then knocks on the door, and he slowly gets up and opens it...
(too shocked to speak...he just stares at what he sees in front of him-but WE dont see what is outside his door)
Monica voice: (O/S: sadly) Hey Chandler...
New Part:
Chandler: M-M-M-Monica? (goes to outside the door and we see Monica standing there with her two kids)
Monica: (quietly) Hi...um...can we come in?
Chandler: (nervously) Uumm...yeah....sure. (clears his throat) Yeah...come in.
(he closes the door after her and turns around. Monica is staring at him and so are the kids)
Chandler: Uuumm...hi....
Monica; right! Bryan, Mandy-this is your uncle Chandler.
Chandler: (kinda waves) hiii...
Bryan: Hi.
Mandy: hello!! Moommy...I'm ttiiirreeddd!!
Monica: Oh honey...you're gonna have to wait-we have to find a place to st-
Chandler: (interrupts quickly) you can stay here!!!!
(Monica turns to him with a sad look. And she looks kind of worried)
Monica: uuumm...are you sure? I mean...is there enough space for three more people?
Chandler: Yeaahh...of course! I mean...you guys use my room and I use the couch!
Monica: Oh no!! We cant kick you out of your own room like that Chandler...I mean-we can just find a pla-
Chandler: No! Please? Stay here.
Monica: (looks at Chandler, not so sure about what to do) uumm...okay fine.
Chandler: There you go. (looks at Mandy) Sooo...want to go to bed now little one?
Mandy: I aint little! I'm 4(saying it very proudly)
(Monica laughs a bit and so does Chandler. And Bryan just glares at his little sister)
Chandler: Wow! Four! You're all grown up and everything!
Bryan: Mmmaannddyy...being four doesn't mean you're big-you are still little!
Mandy: Am NOT!
Bryan: Yeah...you are!
Monica: Whoa kids...calm down. Lets put you guys to bed okay?
(she looks at Chandler quickly as if saying 'I'll be right back' and then she starts walking to Chandler's room.)
fades out with chandler looking after her longingly
after a while it fades in again and we see Chandler sitting on his couch, his head in his hands. Then we hear a door closing softly and he looks up and sees Monica walking towards him. She sits down beside Chandler and stares at him
Monica: Chandler...I'm so sorry I came this late at night bu-
Chandler: Mon...it's okay...I dont mind...I was still working anyway.
Monica: On a Friday night?
Chandler: I-uh-well there's nothing else to do here!
(Monica stares at him sadly)
Chandler: What?
Monica: uuumm...nothing. Sooo...what have you been up to since I-left.
Chandler: Nothing much. (sighs) Why'd you come back here Mon?
Monica: I had to leave my husband...I mean...okay. As you know, I've found Rachel and Ross again...and well I went to see them-they're um...married.
Chandler: WHAT?!?!
Monica: Yeah...that's what I said. Anyway-then my kids call me and say that Nick was drunk and that they were hiding in the closet...we went over there...okay...we drove from NJ to NY-but that doesn't matter. So I ran in, got them and told Nick that I'd had it and that I wanted a divorce. Then one month later I was awarded full custody of the kids.
Chandler: Wow...so much has happened...
Monica; Yeah...um...I'm not done yet. (Chandler smiles at her a bit) THEN...I decided that I should stay near Rachel and Ross...but then, it came to me that that was a bit to close to where Nick was...
Chandler: CLOSE?
Monica: Weelll...not really but, go with me here. Anyway...then I thought- 'Chandler!' So I talked to Rachel and Ross and they said that it was a good idea to come here...and so I did!
Chandler: oohh...okay...right...Rachel and Ross. Soo...your kids are so cute!
Monica: (looks at the door of Chandler rooms) Yeaahh...those two are like the things that kept me sane through all this...
(Chandler nods sadly)
Monica: And well...also you Chandler.
Chandler: (confused) huh?
Monica: Well...you helped me keep my mind on something else for a change...
Chandler: uuh...when you left me there at the airport that day-
Monica: Chandler...I'm so sorry about that...I mean...I didn't know what to do! You totally confused me!
Chandler: I'm sooo sorry!
Monica: No...Chandler...it's okay. I should be sorry...not you.
(they just stare at each other for a while)
Chandler: Mon...was it really Rachel and Ross who gave you this idea of coming here?
(looks at Chandler with tears welling up in her eyes)
Monica: (whispered) No...(begins to cry softly) It wasn't...I mean...all these images...they started playing in my head-horrid ones...about my children, about my life. And well, my children need good parents Chandler...and I dont deserve them!
Chandler: Oh no Mon...you're a great mother!!
Monica: I came here because I was scared...and I really needed you Chandler! Over these past few months you were the only one I thought about!! At first, I really wanted to get rid of that feeling...but then it came to me-I never will be able to...So as the months went by, this horrible feeling came to me. 'Chandler's already moving on Monica...he doesn't need you' said something inside of me...so from that time on, I thought that I would never see you again-and I got scared. I got scared of losing you Chandler...but here you are...right in front of me...so now I can talk to you, now I can tell you how I feel...(pauses) I love you Chandler....
Hey there everyone!! I'm sorry that I have to end it right now...it's 3:33pm and I have to start my HW...soooooooo...I'll try and right part 6 later on tonight. I HATE HW...but hey, I'm 13 and in 8th grade-sooo...life should suck. Anyway...hehe...review please and tell me what you think!! Bye- bye now!!!!!!!!!
Ps. Review!!
DESICIONS part 5~Scared of Losing You~
Last Part:
and then on the screen we see ~3months later~(screen is still black) the screen then fades in and we see Chandler in his apartment. He's working on something on his kitchen table. (someone then knocks on the door, and he slowly gets up and opens it...
(too shocked to speak...he just stares at what he sees in front of him-but WE dont see what is outside his door)
Monica voice: (O/S: sadly) Hey Chandler...
New Part:
Chandler: M-M-M-Monica? (goes to outside the door and we see Monica standing there with her two kids)
Monica: (quietly) Hi...um...can we come in?
Chandler: (nervously) Uumm...yeah....sure. (clears his throat) Yeah...come in.
(he closes the door after her and turns around. Monica is staring at him and so are the kids)
Chandler: Uuumm...hi....
Monica; right! Bryan, Mandy-this is your uncle Chandler.
Chandler: (kinda waves) hiii...
Bryan: Hi.
Mandy: hello!! Moommy...I'm ttiiirreeddd!!
Monica: Oh honey...you're gonna have to wait-we have to find a place to st-
Chandler: (interrupts quickly) you can stay here!!!!
(Monica turns to him with a sad look. And she looks kind of worried)
Monica: uuumm...are you sure? I mean...is there enough space for three more people?
Chandler: Yeaahh...of course! I mean...you guys use my room and I use the couch!
Monica: Oh no!! We cant kick you out of your own room like that Chandler...I mean-we can just find a pla-
Chandler: No! Please? Stay here.
Monica: (looks at Chandler, not so sure about what to do) uumm...okay fine.
Chandler: There you go. (looks at Mandy) Sooo...want to go to bed now little one?
Mandy: I aint little! I'm 4(saying it very proudly)
(Monica laughs a bit and so does Chandler. And Bryan just glares at his little sister)
Chandler: Wow! Four! You're all grown up and everything!
Bryan: Mmmaannddyy...being four doesn't mean you're big-you are still little!
Mandy: Am NOT!
Bryan: Yeah...you are!
Monica: Whoa kids...calm down. Lets put you guys to bed okay?
(she looks at Chandler quickly as if saying 'I'll be right back' and then she starts walking to Chandler's room.)
fades out with chandler looking after her longingly
after a while it fades in again and we see Chandler sitting on his couch, his head in his hands. Then we hear a door closing softly and he looks up and sees Monica walking towards him. She sits down beside Chandler and stares at him
Monica: Chandler...I'm so sorry I came this late at night bu-
Chandler: Mon...it's okay...I dont mind...I was still working anyway.
Monica: On a Friday night?
Chandler: I-uh-well there's nothing else to do here!
(Monica stares at him sadly)
Chandler: What?
Monica: uuumm...nothing. Sooo...what have you been up to since I-left.
Chandler: Nothing much. (sighs) Why'd you come back here Mon?
Monica: I had to leave my husband...I mean...okay. As you know, I've found Rachel and Ross again...and well I went to see them-they're um...married.
Chandler: WHAT?!?!
Monica: Yeah...that's what I said. Anyway-then my kids call me and say that Nick was drunk and that they were hiding in the closet...we went over there...okay...we drove from NJ to NY-but that doesn't matter. So I ran in, got them and told Nick that I'd had it and that I wanted a divorce. Then one month later I was awarded full custody of the kids.
Chandler: Wow...so much has happened...
Monica; Yeah...um...I'm not done yet. (Chandler smiles at her a bit) THEN...I decided that I should stay near Rachel and Ross...but then, it came to me that that was a bit to close to where Nick was...
Chandler: CLOSE?
Monica: Weelll...not really but, go with me here. Anyway...then I thought- 'Chandler!' So I talked to Rachel and Ross and they said that it was a good idea to come here...and so I did!
Chandler: oohh...okay...right...Rachel and Ross. Soo...your kids are so cute!
Monica: (looks at the door of Chandler rooms) Yeaahh...those two are like the things that kept me sane through all this...
(Chandler nods sadly)
Monica: And well...also you Chandler.
Chandler: (confused) huh?
Monica: Well...you helped me keep my mind on something else for a change...
Chandler: uuh...when you left me there at the airport that day-
Monica: Chandler...I'm so sorry about that...I mean...I didn't know what to do! You totally confused me!
Chandler: I'm sooo sorry!
Monica: No...Chandler...it's okay. I should be sorry...not you.
(they just stare at each other for a while)
Chandler: Mon...was it really Rachel and Ross who gave you this idea of coming here?
(looks at Chandler with tears welling up in her eyes)
Monica: (whispered) No...(begins to cry softly) It wasn't...I mean...all these images...they started playing in my head-horrid ones...about my children, about my life. And well, my children need good parents Chandler...and I dont deserve them!
Chandler: Oh no Mon...you're a great mother!!
Monica: I came here because I was scared...and I really needed you Chandler! Over these past few months you were the only one I thought about!! At first, I really wanted to get rid of that feeling...but then it came to me-I never will be able to...So as the months went by, this horrible feeling came to me. 'Chandler's already moving on Monica...he doesn't need you' said something inside of me...so from that time on, I thought that I would never see you again-and I got scared. I got scared of losing you Chandler...but here you are...right in front of me...so now I can talk to you, now I can tell you how I feel...(pauses) I love you Chandler....
Hey there everyone!! I'm sorry that I have to end it right now...it's 3:33pm and I have to start my HW...soooooooo...I'll try and right part 6 later on tonight. I HATE HW...but hey, I'm 13 and in 8th grade-sooo...life should suck. Anyway...hehe...review please and tell me what you think!! Bye- bye now!!!!!!!!!
Ps. Review!!