Author's Note: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho.. So rawr! XD ^^; Er.. Yeah. And this is YAOI! Hiei/Kurama... So yeah. ^^;
Written by: Tainted Halo
Title: Pieces of Me
Chapter One
I didn't know it then, but that moment changed my life. The moment myself and Hiei were sent to aid Yusuke... Together. I was merely glad my short friend had not been locked up... Then I probably wouldn't have been able to forgive myself. Not that it matters, now. I've scared him away. It's sad really... That I Kurama, could scare Hiei away... And it wasn't even physical. Mentally... And now because of my mistakes, physically.
//Hiei... He just sat on my window sill his crimson eyes locked with the dripping rainfall from outside. It was like watching a dream. He was there.. Just steps away from me. Of course, I doubted he knew or cared that I was there. He probably sensed my Youkai.. Not that it mattered; Hiei rarely paid me any heed, even when he was in my house... My mother never thought much of it. Neither did I really. Hiei had nowhere else to go so why would it matter if he stayed with us?
I walked over to him sitting beside the demon. My closest and truest friend-Not that I'd ever tell him that... It would make him angry.. And through all of my knowledge, that's never much of a good thing... But I leaned by head on his shoulder, watching the rain also. "Hiei... Are you...thinking of her?" I managed to let the words flutter through my lips. Yukina... Hiei's only family, yet he refused to tell her...
"Hn" It was his usual response for personal questions.. Or anything in general. It was his way of telling me I wasn't in familiar territory... But this time I didn't care. I wanted to be there. I wanted to stop Hiei's pain. I guess it was something I've always wanted to do.
"Hiei... We're friends right... Why won't you tell me anything?! Can't you see I want to help you! But you don't listen to me! You just ignore me... I'm just trying to help!" My voice shook with the emotion I had been holding inside for so long....
Hiei turned his rose colored gaze towards me slowly, his face interpreting what I had just said. We sat like that for a full ten minutes Hiei trying to understand what I meant. Even though it was against my nature, I wanted to hit him. I wanted to scream and throw things at him. Make him see me... Make him understand. "Kurama... What are you talking about? You wouldn't understand. It's none of your concern, alright?" Hiei's explosion was less emotional than mine was, but I suppose it was decent, because I smiled. But it wasn't my usual kind smile. It was a cold cruel smile. I was angry now. "Damnit Hiei?! Why.. Why don't you understand?! Do I have to spell it out for you or something?! It's not fair! I love you Hiei-" I cut my voice off short, slicing through my words with a silver blade. I wanted to scream... How could... How could have I said that... Did I even mean it?
The look Hiei gave me was enough. His rose colored eyes widened in shock and his mouth flew open but no words emerged. I looked away for a second trying to regain my composure... And when I looked back... He was gone.
Written by: Tainted Halo
Title: Pieces of Me
Chapter One
I didn't know it then, but that moment changed my life. The moment myself and Hiei were sent to aid Yusuke... Together. I was merely glad my short friend had not been locked up... Then I probably wouldn't have been able to forgive myself. Not that it matters, now. I've scared him away. It's sad really... That I Kurama, could scare Hiei away... And it wasn't even physical. Mentally... And now because of my mistakes, physically.
//Hiei... He just sat on my window sill his crimson eyes locked with the dripping rainfall from outside. It was like watching a dream. He was there.. Just steps away from me. Of course, I doubted he knew or cared that I was there. He probably sensed my Youkai.. Not that it mattered; Hiei rarely paid me any heed, even when he was in my house... My mother never thought much of it. Neither did I really. Hiei had nowhere else to go so why would it matter if he stayed with us?
I walked over to him sitting beside the demon. My closest and truest friend-Not that I'd ever tell him that... It would make him angry.. And through all of my knowledge, that's never much of a good thing... But I leaned by head on his shoulder, watching the rain also. "Hiei... Are you...thinking of her?" I managed to let the words flutter through my lips. Yukina... Hiei's only family, yet he refused to tell her...
"Hn" It was his usual response for personal questions.. Or anything in general. It was his way of telling me I wasn't in familiar territory... But this time I didn't care. I wanted to be there. I wanted to stop Hiei's pain. I guess it was something I've always wanted to do.
"Hiei... We're friends right... Why won't you tell me anything?! Can't you see I want to help you! But you don't listen to me! You just ignore me... I'm just trying to help!" My voice shook with the emotion I had been holding inside for so long....
Hiei turned his rose colored gaze towards me slowly, his face interpreting what I had just said. We sat like that for a full ten minutes Hiei trying to understand what I meant. Even though it was against my nature, I wanted to hit him. I wanted to scream and throw things at him. Make him see me... Make him understand. "Kurama... What are you talking about? You wouldn't understand. It's none of your concern, alright?" Hiei's explosion was less emotional than mine was, but I suppose it was decent, because I smiled. But it wasn't my usual kind smile. It was a cold cruel smile. I was angry now. "Damnit Hiei?! Why.. Why don't you understand?! Do I have to spell it out for you or something?! It's not fair! I love you Hiei-" I cut my voice off short, slicing through my words with a silver blade. I wanted to scream... How could... How could have I said that... Did I even mean it?
The look Hiei gave me was enough. His rose colored eyes widened in shock and his mouth flew open but no words emerged. I looked away for a second trying to regain my composure... And when I looked back... He was gone.