::It's Not What You Think::
Himura Kawaii
Chapter Four
*** Disclaimers apply... Blah blah.. RK's not mine.. Hail the Great Watsuki- sama... I'm now a college stud, but still poor!!..... Don't sue me! ^_^
Megumi couldn't believe what she was hearing.
After all they've been through?!
She shook her head.
No, I have to make Kaoru realize what she's getting into!
"Kaoru-chan," Megumi started, trying to sound confident and reassuring at the same time. "You are nineteen now and you've been through a lot. It's time you made a decision whether you'll move on with this Yoshikazu or stay behind and wait for Ken-san."
Megumi didn't know how to make this situation work for her and push Kaoru to realize that she's meant for Kenshin. But she couldn't do anything more but continue and hope for the best.
"Now I know you're confused, and that's just normal. But try to think which decision will benefit everyone involved, especially you. Think of how Ken-san would feel to lose you all over again if you decide to go with the other. I know you know that I am biased; I will always be on Ken-san's side. But think of what you REALLY WANT. That's all that matters." Megumi looked at Kaoru seriously, hoping she got the point.
Kaoru stood up. "Domo arigatou gozaimasta, Megumi. You have helped me make a decision."
She started to walk to wards the door when Megumi put a hand to her wrist.
"And what might that be, Kaoru-chan?" Megumi asked Kaoru, cinnamon eyes peering into blue ones.
Kaoru gently took off Megumi's hand and looked at her with pure honesty.
"Megumi-san, you are right. I am a grown-up now and I have to learn to make decisions for myself. I have waited for Kenshin for, how long, three years now? Yahiko is grown up now and he's taking care of the students at the dojo. You and Sano are happily settled now. The world doesn't stop on turning." Kaoru sadly looked away before continuing. "If Kenshin had wanted to take our relationship to a higher level, he would've done so a long time ago. We've been past the introductions, the getting-to-know-you, and we've been through so much. It would be a lie to say that I don't love him anymore, because Kami knows how much I do."
Kaoru smiled sadly and took a deep breath. Megumi stood quietly, waiting for her to continue.
"Yoshi-kun might not be Kenshin, and I might not love him now, but I certainly will later. He is here, right now, and for a change, he's the one waiting for me. I'm a person too, Megumi-san. I need to be loved. I need security. I need a chance at happiness. You're a grown woman, Megumi- san. You know every woman wants to be married someday.
Kaoru paused again, choking back the tears that were threatening to fall. I love Kenshin, but I can't wait for him forever. No one waits forever." Kaoru added simply.
She hugged the sister she's had for years.
"I am marrying Yoshi-kun."
She turned and slipped out of the door.
*** Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone
Is that when they are right beside you,
And yet you can never have them.
When the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips, you miss them?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you had not, or
Saying something and wishing you had?
Have you ever wanted to love someone
With everything you had?
But that other person is too afraid to let you.
Have you ever fallen for your best friend in the whole world,
And then sat around and watched her fall for someone else?
Don't be afraid to tell someone that you love them,
If you do, they might break your heart.
But if you don't,
You might break theirs.
Excerpt from "No One Waits Forever" Author Unknown
*** There, there, now. it's gonna be ::sob:: fine.. this is soooooooo sad. Why do I write sad fics?! Why can't I write fics where everyone is soooooooo damn happy they wouldn't cry?!?! O_o
My inspiration is really not appearing!!!! What? Is he too busy playing billiards? Too busy studying for his Math test? Too busy dissecting frogs? Not frogs? What? Cats? No? Killer whales??! What the heck are you doing man?! Whaaaa?!? Did you just say you're studying?! Man. Ugh, my prof said we shouldn't let our personal lives mix with our writing. cuz it'll turn out weak and seasonal. oh well. that is SO not possible! But I'll try!! Promise!
Okay, enough ranting.. This is not good.. fic writers must be happy kids!!! Yeah!! Gimme some coffee!!!
I hope it rains really hard tonight. I don't wanna attend my Philo class.. nor my PE class.. not even my Nat Sci class!! I just want my English and Lit classes!!! And Creative Writing!! And Communication classes!!! Waaaaaaaahhhhh...
Did I say stop ranting.? ::dodges rotten tomatoes thrown her way::
Thanks for all the peeps who read my other fics and will read this one. you guys simply rock! Please review and rant and rave and criticize and comment and whatever! ^_^ I'm always always always glad to hear from you. I check my reviews, like, ten times a day!!! Even during class!! Teehee. Domo arigatou gozaimasta minna!! You make Kawaii really happy. and best of all, you make her write better and nicer fics! Love you guys!
Yosh, this is for you.
Himura Kawaii
Chapter Four
*** Disclaimers apply... Blah blah.. RK's not mine.. Hail the Great Watsuki- sama... I'm now a college stud, but still poor!!..... Don't sue me! ^_^
Megumi couldn't believe what she was hearing.
After all they've been through?!
She shook her head.
No, I have to make Kaoru realize what she's getting into!
"Kaoru-chan," Megumi started, trying to sound confident and reassuring at the same time. "You are nineteen now and you've been through a lot. It's time you made a decision whether you'll move on with this Yoshikazu or stay behind and wait for Ken-san."
Megumi didn't know how to make this situation work for her and push Kaoru to realize that she's meant for Kenshin. But she couldn't do anything more but continue and hope for the best.
"Now I know you're confused, and that's just normal. But try to think which decision will benefit everyone involved, especially you. Think of how Ken-san would feel to lose you all over again if you decide to go with the other. I know you know that I am biased; I will always be on Ken-san's side. But think of what you REALLY WANT. That's all that matters." Megumi looked at Kaoru seriously, hoping she got the point.
Kaoru stood up. "Domo arigatou gozaimasta, Megumi. You have helped me make a decision."
She started to walk to wards the door when Megumi put a hand to her wrist.
"And what might that be, Kaoru-chan?" Megumi asked Kaoru, cinnamon eyes peering into blue ones.
Kaoru gently took off Megumi's hand and looked at her with pure honesty.
"Megumi-san, you are right. I am a grown-up now and I have to learn to make decisions for myself. I have waited for Kenshin for, how long, three years now? Yahiko is grown up now and he's taking care of the students at the dojo. You and Sano are happily settled now. The world doesn't stop on turning." Kaoru sadly looked away before continuing. "If Kenshin had wanted to take our relationship to a higher level, he would've done so a long time ago. We've been past the introductions, the getting-to-know-you, and we've been through so much. It would be a lie to say that I don't love him anymore, because Kami knows how much I do."
Kaoru smiled sadly and took a deep breath. Megumi stood quietly, waiting for her to continue.
"Yoshi-kun might not be Kenshin, and I might not love him now, but I certainly will later. He is here, right now, and for a change, he's the one waiting for me. I'm a person too, Megumi-san. I need to be loved. I need security. I need a chance at happiness. You're a grown woman, Megumi- san. You know every woman wants to be married someday.
Kaoru paused again, choking back the tears that were threatening to fall. I love Kenshin, but I can't wait for him forever. No one waits forever." Kaoru added simply.
She hugged the sister she's had for years.
"I am marrying Yoshi-kun."
She turned and slipped out of the door.
*** Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone
Is that when they are right beside you,
And yet you can never have them.
When the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips, you miss them?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you had not, or
Saying something and wishing you had?
Have you ever wanted to love someone
With everything you had?
But that other person is too afraid to let you.
Have you ever fallen for your best friend in the whole world,
And then sat around and watched her fall for someone else?
Don't be afraid to tell someone that you love them,
If you do, they might break your heart.
But if you don't,
You might break theirs.
Excerpt from "No One Waits Forever" Author Unknown
*** There, there, now. it's gonna be ::sob:: fine.. this is soooooooo sad. Why do I write sad fics?! Why can't I write fics where everyone is soooooooo damn happy they wouldn't cry?!?! O_o
My inspiration is really not appearing!!!! What? Is he too busy playing billiards? Too busy studying for his Math test? Too busy dissecting frogs? Not frogs? What? Cats? No? Killer whales??! What the heck are you doing man?! Whaaaa?!? Did you just say you're studying?! Man. Ugh, my prof said we shouldn't let our personal lives mix with our writing. cuz it'll turn out weak and seasonal. oh well. that is SO not possible! But I'll try!! Promise!
Okay, enough ranting.. This is not good.. fic writers must be happy kids!!! Yeah!! Gimme some coffee!!!
I hope it rains really hard tonight. I don't wanna attend my Philo class.. nor my PE class.. not even my Nat Sci class!! I just want my English and Lit classes!!! And Creative Writing!! And Communication classes!!! Waaaaaaaahhhhh...
Did I say stop ranting.? ::dodges rotten tomatoes thrown her way::
Thanks for all the peeps who read my other fics and will read this one. you guys simply rock! Please review and rant and rave and criticize and comment and whatever! ^_^ I'm always always always glad to hear from you. I check my reviews, like, ten times a day!!! Even during class!! Teehee. Domo arigatou gozaimasta minna!! You make Kawaii really happy. and best of all, you make her write better and nicer fics! Love you guys!
Yosh, this is for you.