Looking back on the Past

1 By Silverstar27

June 9, 2002

Disclaimer: don't own them, and never will yada, yada, blah, blah

A/N: This goes out to Missy and Becky. Thanks u 2. I hope you all like this, and I may continue I dunno.



Ch. 1

When you look back on your life, you always seem to go back to the "good" times and such. That is basically what I am doing right now. It's 2 a.m. and I'm lying on my bed thinking about all my yesterdays and I look back and see all the days of happiness I truly had. Then Logan comes to mind, and I turned to look at his picture, and as I studied it, something in the back of my head wouldn't leave me alone. I picked it up carefully and opened the back, 'I knew it' I thought as I saw the handwriting I loved so much.

Hey Max,

We were friends and started to become more, then you had to go away. I looked to you as my partner in crime, life and even love. I miss you a lot, and I don't know how long it will be till you read this but I want you to know that I loved you and always will. Give me a call if you ever need me. I got your back.

Love Always,

Logan Cale

2021

I read it again and again trying to let everything sink in. I wondered if it would be a good idea to call him, but I would not only endanger him, but myself as well. I began to cry as I remembered what pain it was when I had to leave. Lydecker had been killed and White was and wanted me too. Apparently I was 'special' in a bad way. Logan helped me escape when I told him, and we said our goodbyes and gave each other a kiss that we would never forget. Living alone was really hard to do especially at first. That's why I have decided to 'screw' life and go back, so what if I die, then I'd die happy. I owe so much to him, and I will tell him, in person, how I feel. I feel he deserves at least that. I pack up what little I have, and I get on my baby and head home. As the nights cold arms encircle me and the cool breeze brushes my hair I lose my sanity and cannot wait to get back to the man I love. I may die, but that I am willing to do. I was trained to run, but not today, no never again…

TBC