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Rating: PG (just to be safe)
(a/n): my first fic. I'm soo excited! you like it..tell me you hate it...tell me.. i dont care, i need your opinions! Just don't be too harsh;)
A BLEEDING HEART
Today the sun rises in which seems to be slow motion,
As I sit here in the twilight thinking of my only devotion.
The longing the pain, all because of you,
I wish you were here to tell me what to do.
I try not to cry, but my laughs are false,
I try not to, but I always end up thinking of my loss.
People tell me 'it's time to move on',
I don't see how I can 'move' while you are still gone.
I've out lived them all, my 'friends' have all passed,
Different people try to help me but the friendship never lasts.
It's not good, the way I'm living, guzzling 'poison' down my throat,
Going over and over every poem that I've wrote.
Your penniless poet is now heartbroken and unbelievably lost,
With the memories of you and the grieve that you've caused.
I don't blame you though it sounds like I do,
I just wish you were with me, so that I could just hold you.
There it is, my pitiful story, the ending of the end,
Tonight I'm going to finally see you theres no more pretend.
I will let my heart bleed and sit there and wait,
till' the sound of your voice, and the opening of the gate.
I can not live anymore with this despair in my heart,
For it is time, my love, we will never again be apart.
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