A song fic/Fan fic by Kawaii Sakura-chan
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Chapter Six
"Good luck Syaoran," said Mina.
"Thanks," said Syaoran.
One day left. This was his last school day and it was almost over. He had stopped to talk for a second and now he was off to his last class of the day, Drama. He had looked forward to this. He loved acting it was so much fun. In fact it reminded him of some things. That play he did in grade four. That had been fun. But now in grade 8 they were doing Romeo and Juliet. He longed to do this play with him as Romeo and Sakura as his Juliet. But that wouldn't happen.
=Chances are she's moved on and so must I…someday= thought Syaoran sighing.
"Syaoran where do I put this prop?" asked one of the stage hand.
"It goes on the left underneath the balcony," said Syaoran.
"Thanks," said the guy who ever he was.
"Work nothing but work," said Syaoran looking at his clip board, "Costume check, I'll do that right now."
So Syaoran walked over to Sherry who was head of costumes.
"Do we have all of the costumes in order?" asked Syaoran.
"Yes we do, but please come with me and tell me what you think of the Juliet costume," said Sherry walking into the costume room.
"Alright then," said Syaoran following her. Sherry rummaged through the different racks and finally pulled off a beautifully made dress. It was made fit to it's timeline. It was made of satin and was a variety of pinks and purples.
"What do you think?" asked Sherry.
"It's beautiful," said Syaoran.
"I'm glad it's to your approval," said Sherry.
"Yes this will look perfect on our Juliet," said Syaoran, "Who made it?"
"I made it," answered Sherry.
"You are very talented but I must be getting back to other things so I will talk to you later," said Syaoran.
"Ok," said Sherry.
Syaoran ran up and down his list again and started murming to himself, "Costumes, check. Props, check. Make-up, check. Everything, check. Good everything will be in order when I leave."
"Syaoran come here for a minute," said his drama teacher.
"Yes?" said Syaoran walking over.
"I just want to thank you for all this work you've doing at the last minute. It is much appreciated and good luck at the singing competition," said his drama teacher.
"You are welcome and thank you," said Syaoran getting back to his work.
While Syaoran was running around let's see what Sakura was doing.
Sakura was standing in front of her bed. She had just packed her bags and she wanted to make sure she had packed everything. While she was packing she had turned on the radio and one of her favourite's songs was on. One in a million. She started to sing along.
Sometimes love can hit you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
But only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me
[Chorus]
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
A smile, there you were and I was gone
I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
Yeah
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me…
Sakura stopped singing for a while and went over her bags again.
"Toothpaste, shampoo, conditioner, clothes, Tomoyo's singing outfits for me, hehe, swimsuit, money, etc. Ok looks like I have everything done and my favourite song's over. Oh well," said Sakura.
She looked at the radio waiting for the next song and it was…Like a Child. It was her favourite. She sang along with it.
If I could right the wrongs that made you cry
Girl, would you promise not to say goodbye, oh
Cuz I'm holding on
With a love so strong
And I can't take the day without you by my side
Girl if I could change
If I could change your mind
Maybe you could help me wipe these tears from my eyes
Girl don't stop (don't stop)
The sun from shining down on me (ooh shining down on me, yeah)
Cuz I can't face another day without your smile (your smile)
And if you take away the loving arms that surround me
Then I might break down and cry just like a child
Girl I can't belong and I won't be free
If I fail to bring your lovin' back to me (oh back to me)
So I'm pressin' on
I hope you understand
That there's a broken heart that lies within your hands
So if I can change (so if I can change)
And it won't hurt your pride (it won't your pride)
Baby you can help stop these tears from my cries
Girl don't stop
The sun from shining down on me (shining down on me)
Cuz I can't face another day without your smile (your pretty smile, your pretty smile)
And if you take away the loving arms that surround me
Then I might break down and cry just like a child
Like a child
Just like a child
With the spirits running free
She trapped me wild
Oh she did
Like a child (oh baby)
Just like a child Think of what our love could be
If our hearts could set us free
Like a child, yeah
By the time the song was over she was in tears. Break down and cry just like a child. That was she was doing right now. How could she of ever felt such feelings towards Cody? She couldn't believe it. They could of never been real feelings if Syaoran still made her feel this way. She also couldn't believe that Syaoran had still never come back for her.
"Damn you Syaoran Li," said Sakura, "Damn you for breaking the only thing I had left. My heart…"
Sakura laid down on her bed and sobbed into her pillow. She ended up crying herself to sleep which wasn't an entirely bad thing because she went to bed very early and she had to get up early for her flight.
Kero flew into the room not long after she had fallen asleep. He saw her still in her school clothes and he could tell by the running mascara that she had been crying again.
"That baka(stupid) guy hurt you so bad when he never came back," whispered Kero flying over to his bed and falling asleep.
Inside of Sakura's dream she was having a memory flash back.
(Before he had declared his feelings for her)
"Syaoran I am so glad I have you as a friend," said Sakura.
"Me too," said Syaoran.
"We'll always be good friends right?" said Sakura.
"Yeah, Sakura I need you tell you something," said Syaoran.
"What is it?" asked Sakura.
"I-I-I don't know what I'd do without our friendship," said Syaoran looking down at his feet =Baka= he thought.
"Me either, let's hope we never find out," said Sakura smiling.
"Yeah," said Syaoran half smiling.
{The memory ends and the next one starts}
{After the necklaces at a dance}
It was the last school dance of the year. Sakura and Syaoran were slow dancing to the song "Like a Child.
"Sakura," said Syaoran looking into her eyes.
"Yes?" said Sakura.
"This'll be our song," said Syaoran.
"Alright, This will be our song, forever," said Sakura.
"Sakura want you to know that where ever you are and where ever I am. I will always love you. Even you if ever fell in love with another. I would still love you. Today, Tomorrow and Forever." said Syaoran.
"Forever," said Sakura embracing Syaoran in a kiss.
*RING RING*
Sakura's alarm clock went off and got up right away. This was the day she was going to be on the trip of a life time. She ran and got in the shower and came back and got dressed. Then she styled her hair (which was quite long now half way down her back) she took part of it and wound it around into a bun letting the rest of it down. She did her make-up perfectly and brought her bags down stairs to the front door and went to the kitchen. Her brother Touya was up and helping her father make breakfast.
"The big day!" said Sakura.
"Yes you're leaving on an airplane for Canada and I won't see you for months," said Fugitaka.
"Dad, I'm going to miss you lots too," said Sakura.
"We will get a phone call occasionally right?" said Touya.
"Sure," said Sakura.
"Sakura," said Touya, "Make me a promise will you?"
"Sure, what is it?" said Sakura.
"No tears over him," said Touya.
"I will try Onichan," said Sakura.
"Enjoy your trip and don't let anyone spoil it," said Touya.
"I won't," said Sakura smiling.
Finally all of then were done breakfast and on their way to the airport. Sakura taking the flight first class from Japan stopping in China and then stopping in England and then going straight to British Columbia, Canada. Each stop would be an hour long. Sakura was excited. She could go walk around China. As for England, she was excited to go there. She had never been there before. Eriol had said it was a very nice country. Everything was made to look very grand. She hoped that maybe she could go and look around the stores. She had been saving for this trip for a long time and she had borrowed her dad's credit cards (bad idea for most teens but Sakura is responsible, well let's hope J). She was going to pay him back. She was hoping to do some shopping in London and maybe in China too. And definitely in Canada. Lot's of shopping to do in Canada.
Sakura looked up at the sign Gate 14A. She looked like her ticket. Yup this was her gate. She put her bags on a cart and carried her side bag on her shoulder.
She turned to her father and brother and said, "I'm going to miss you guys. I love you so much."
"We love you too Sakura," said her father giving her a hug.
"I'll miss you lots squirt," said Touya.
"Touya!" said Fugitaka.
"It's ok father, I know he only calls me squirt because he loves so so much," said Sakura smiling.
"Bye," said Touya giving her a hug.
"Bye, I'll write since I'll be there for a few months," said Sakura.
"A few months?" said Fugitaka.
"Well yes it depends how far I go. I could go as far as singing along with choreography. So it all depends. If I make it really far and get a record deal who knows," said Sakura.
"Ok I had no idea. In that case write and call," said Fugitaka.
"Don't worry I will. Now I really gotta get on my plane. I love you and I will see you soon," said Sakura.
"Ok, bye!" said Touya and Fugitaka.
Sakura waved goodbye and brought her ticket to the gate. She showed the person and they asked her to wait. They needed to do a check with hand held metal detectors. When they got around the head it went off.
"Are you wearing any jewellery?" asked the person in charge.
"Yes," said Sakura holding the necklace around her neck.
"I'm going to have to ask you to remove that?" said the person.
"Why?" said Sakura.
"Regulations," said the person.
"Alright then," said Sakura undoing the necklace. "Where am I supposed to put it?"
"In your bag," said the person.
"And that's ok?" asked Sakura.
"Yes," said the person.
"Fine then," said Sakura. She would put it back on when she got to Canada.
So she finally got on the plane. The airline stewardess took her ticket and led her to her seat. 32a right beside the window. She took out her headphone and started listen to some of her cd's. She put it on number 7. The song was "Love will find a way". It went like this:
Girl:
In a perfect world
One we've never known
We would never need to
face the world alone
It can have the world
We'll create out own
I may not be brave, or strong or smart
But somewhere in secret heart
I know, love will find a way.
Anywhere I go, I'm home
If you are there beside me
Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way.
Guy:
I was so afraid
Now I realize
Love is never wrong
And so it never dies
There's a perfect world
Shining in you eyes
Together:
And if only they could feel it too
The happiness I feel with you
They'd know
That love will find a way
Anywhere we go, we're home
If we are there together
Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way
I know
Love will find a way
Sakura was mouthing the words the whole time. She loved that song. Then again she loved all types of music. The next song was another of her favourites. "It's my Life" That song went like this:
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down
Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
"Like Frankie said I did it my way. I just want to live while I'm alive. 'Cause it's my life!" sang Sakura forgetting about the people on the plane.
"Nice singing," said a guy with an English accent sitting next to her.
"Oh hi," said Sakura blushing.
"Hi, I'm Randy," said Randy.
"I'm Sakura," said Sakura.
"Where are you headed for?" asked Randy.
"British Columbia, Canada," said Sakura, "and you?
"I'm going to England," said Randy.
"That cool," said Sakura.
"It is. You should go there sometime. Perhaps comes to my school. I'm sure you would be welcome there. You could even go there if you wanted to," said Randy.
"Thanks but no thanks, I would miss my friends," said Sakura.
"You could always make new friends. Magic is fun," said Randy.
"Excuse me?" said Sakura with a fake surprised look on her face, "I don't have a clue what you're talking about."
"You do, I can sense it. I can feel the magic coming from you. The same magic that is in my blood. Mixed with something else. Not quite sure what it is, but something never the less," said Randy.
Sakura looked around to make sure no one had heard that. "Shhh," said Sakura. "I don't everyone in the world to know."
"So you do have magical powers after all," said Randy.
"Yes, what school do you go to anyways," said Sakura.
"Hogwarts," said Randy.
"Wait aren't there book wrote about that school. Harry Potter and some other people," said Sakura.
"Yes, well that is purely fiction," said Randy rolling his eyes.
"So there's no Professor McGonagall?" asked Sakura.
"Oh she's there and she's exactly what the book says," said Randy.
"Oh that's cool, enough about school. I'm getting out of it for awhile and that's all that matters, But you're going to go back to school am I right?" said Sakura.
"Yes. Where I'll have lots of homework and late study nights," said Randy.
"Oh Well. It can't be that bad. You get to learn fun magic and stuff," said Sakura.
"Yeah well it's just like regular school. Still the same amount of homework and boring classes," said Randy.
"Yeah I suppose you're right, I'm making this is to some great school where you don't have like homework and stuff," said Sakura.
"It's a great school make no mistake, but you do have homework just like every other school in the world," said Randy.
"Yeah, I don't mean to be rude but I'm going to go to sleep for awhile with my music. I'll talk to you when I wake up. You don't mind do you?" asked Sakura.
"No, go ahead," said Randy smiling.
"Thanks," said Sakura closing her eyes. Not long after she was fast asleep.
"Sweet dreams Sakura," said Randy putting on his head set for his disc man.
In Sakura's dreams, she was in a bedroom crying. She didn't know why but the tears flowed. So she turned on her cd player in the room. Love will find a way was on. Between sobs she started to sing,
In a perfect world
One we've never known
We would never need to
face the world alone
It can have the world
We'll create out own
I may not be brave, or strong or smart
But somewhere in secret heart
I know, love will find a way.
Anywhere I go, I'm home
If you are there beside me
Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way.
Then Sakura stopped singing while the guy part was singing and when it started she heard a male's voice. She looked around and there was Syaoran singing on the patio. He sang,
I was so afraid
Now I realize
Love is never wrong
And so it never dies
There's a perfect world
Shining in you eyes
Then Sakura started sing with Syaoran and together they sang,
And if only they could feel it too
The happiness I feel with you
They'd know
That love will find a way
Anywhere we go, we're home
If we are there together
Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way
I know
Love will find a way
On the last two lines they were embracing each other in a hug.
"Syaoran, I-I," said Sakura.
Then she work up.
Then a voice came over the speaker and said, "We will be landing in China momentarily. If you are getting off this stop please inform the stewardess. Thanks you have a lovely day."
"Sakura," said Randy.
"Yes?" said Sakura.
"Do you want to go and look around?" asked Randy.
"Sure," said Sakura.
"Great, I'll go tell the stewardess," said Randy.
"Great," said Sakura. =I haven't been to China in ages. I wonder if I should go see Syaoran? No, I don't think I will. He said he'd come back and he never did. If he wants to see me he can do it= thought Sakura.
"Thank you for flying with Asian Airlines please if you are getting off the plane be back on time," said the stewardess.
"Shall we?" asked Randy.
"We shall," answered Sakura
So the two got off the plane to look around China.
"So have you ever been here before," asked Sakura.
"Nope, never," answered Randy.
"Beautiful isn't it?" said Sakura.
"Yeah," said Randy. =Though not as beautiful as you= thought Randy looking at her.
Sakura noticed him eyeing her and started to blush. =I wish he wouldn't do that= she thought.
"Anyways how about we go look around in the shops," said Sakura.
"Yeah sure," said Randy.
They walked around for a long time and when they looked at their watches, it was almost time to be back.
Sakura had noticed that Randy had been eyeing her a lot. She figured that maybe he had a crush on her too. So she decided that she had to end this.
"Randy," she said.
"Yes?" said Randy.
"Do you umm… have a crush on me?" she asked.
"Umm…," said Randy scratching the back of his head.
"Well?" she said laughing nervously.
"I umm… guess so," said Randy.
"Oh," said Sakura.
"Why?" asked Randy.
"Oh just because it would never work," said Sakura looking away while they were walking back to the plane.
"Why not?" asked Randy looking at her.
"I'm umm…" said Sakura looking at the ceiling, "Taken, that's right I'm taken."
"Oh," said Randy looking down at the ground.
"Sorry," said Sakura.
"No, it's ok," said Randy =Man I made an idiot of myself=
"Anyways are we going to go looking around England together?" asked Sakura.
"No, I don't think we will be," said Randy.
"Why not?" asked Sakura.
"Oh I'll be going to King's Cross Station to get back on a train to Hogwarts," said Randy.
"Oh right," said Sakura.
"Yeah," said Randy.
"So I guess this is goodbye," said Sakura.
"Yeah," said Randy.
"Well we still have a couple hours at least but I think I'm going to go back to sleep," said Sakura.
"Yeah," said Randy showing the ticket holder his plane ticket.
They walked through the hall and entered the plane and went back to their seats.
"Goodnight Randy," said Sakura yawning.
"Goodnight Cherry Blossom," said Randy.
"How did you..?" asked Sakura.
"I know some things," interrupted Randy.
"Cool, goodnight," said Sakura.
"Goodnight," said Randy.
Sakura went back to her dream right where she ended.
"I-I-I I can't take this anymore," she said pushing him away.
"Take what?" he(meaning Syaoran of course) said.
"This, you left me and never came back and now you think just because you're here we can pick up where we left off," said Sakura tears flowing down her face.
"No I don't think that. Sakura I Love You," said Syaoran.
"Then why didn't you come back to Japan," said Sakura.
"I thought that you had moved on," said Syaoran hanging his head in shame.
"No, I would never move on, I love you," said Sakura.
"Then why can't you forgive me and let us be together?" asked Syaoran.
"Because," said Sakura, "If you're going to be here, I'm leaving," said Sakura.
"Sakura no," said Syaoran.
"Syaoran, it's time you moved on," said Sakura, "I have."
"No Sakura, it can't…" said Syaoran
"It is," said Sakura turning the handle.
Syaoran ran from where he was a grabbed Sakura and kissed her passionately.
Sakura couldn't control herself and embraced the kiss. Then Syaoran gently pulled away.
"Can you really move on," said Syaoran.
"Syaoran, I, no, oh," said Sakura sitting down against the door crying.
"Sakura, please don't cry, it pains me," said Syaoran.
"Did it pain you when I cried myself to sleep night after night for you! Thinking you would never come back!" yelled Sakura with tears continually falling down her cheeks.
"I didn't know," said Syaoran sitting down beside Sakura, "I'm here now Sakura and I love you."
"I love you too but I don't know if I could ever forgive you," said Sakura.
Syaoran took Sakura in his arms and held her. She continued to sob but held his close to her as well.
"I promise that I will never leave you again," said Syaoran.
"Really?" said Sakura."
"Really," said Syaoran kissing her forehead.
"WE HAVE ARRIVED IN ENGLAND," said the stewardess.
=I'm not going to look around. Coming here ruined a perfectly good dream. Oh well, I'll shop in Canada=
"Bye Sakura," said Randy.
"Bye Randy!" said Sakura.
"What a strange dream," said Sakura putting her headphones on.
=What could it mean?= she thought
Author's Note: What did you think? Review please. Anyways here are the song in today chapters. One in a million by Bosson, Like a Child by the Backstreet Boys, Love will find a way, which you will find on the Return to Pride Rock CD and It's my life by Bon Jovi. Anyways, chapter 7 up soon, I hope.
Kawaii Sakura-chan