Chapter 12
When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time.
I really wish it was only me and you,
I'm jealous of everybody in the room.
FIRST DATE - BLINK 182
I was on my way over to my hotel room and passed by Chris Irvine on my way there. "Hey man," I said. "Hi Jeff." I looked him up and down. New shirt, smart trousers. "Date with Sammy?" I asked. He nodded, "First one. I'm real nervous." "It'll be fine," I assured him, "See ya later." I carried on down the hall and went into my room. I remembered my first date with Sam
**Flashback**
In the car I just can't wait, To pick you up on our very first date.
She was waiting for me outside the arena, ready to go. She looked great; low riding jeans and a bright pink mesh top, her hair in waves down her back.
Is it cool if I hold your hand Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance.
We went to a club called Elevation. We danced the night away together, talking and laughing, generally just having fun together.
Do you like my stupid hair Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear.
I remember feeling out of place there, everyone else seemed, well, normal. There was me: bright red hair and weird beard. Then there was everyone else: normal hair and constitutional facial hair. "Who says what is normal anyway?" Sam had asked. I decided that was exactly the way I should have been thinking. She had always been able to make me see things more clearly.
I'm too scared of what you think You make me nervous so I really can't eat.
We had gotten a case of The Munchies on the way home, so we ended up in the local Denny's. A burger in one hand and my date's hand in the other. Perfect way to end a date.
**End Flashback**
As the week went on, I saw Sam and Chris together everywhere I looked. It was hard for me doing the storyline with her because I knew there was no feeling in it from her side. *It's all your own fault* I thought. I was in Vince's bad books since he found out about what I did, Trish still hadn't come back and I had it on good authority that Amy was gonna kick her ass when she did show her face.
A few days later.
"Have you been to the doctors?" I asked. Sam nodded and whispered a tiny, "Yes." "What did they say?" "They said.I'm." she broke off and started to cry, "Oh Jeff." *Oh God I hope there's nothing wrong with her!* I thought. I moved beside her and held her. I put her head against my shoulder and gently rocked her to calm her down a little. "Ssh.it's okay. You don't have to tell me, it's okay." She quickly pulled away and looked at me. "No, I want to tell you, I have to," she said. I shook my head, "You don't have to do anything." "Yes, I do, but, Jeff, I'm scared," she said quietly. I smiled reassuringly, "You don't have to be afraid, you can tell me anything, you know that." She took a deep breath, "Okay.Jeff.oh God, this is so hard.Jeff I'm pregnant," she said finally. That was the exact moment my heart ripped open. I tried my best to look surprised and happy for her. "Oh, that is so great!" I exclaimed, "You and Chris?" *Lucky bastard* "So soon?" I watched as she shook her head. "No." "What d'you mean, no?" "It isn't me and Chris," she said. I thought for a moment. *If it isn't Chris's then that means that it must be mine.* "You mean.me and.?" Then she said the most amazing words in the whole entire world (at that moment in time anyway). "Yes," she whispered, "Jeff, it's yours." I was gonna be a Daddy.
ok, the next chapter is the last one so enjoy it while you can. thanx ppl and happy reading!
I was on my way over to my hotel room and passed by Chris Irvine on my way there. "Hey man," I said. "Hi Jeff." I looked him up and down. New shirt, smart trousers. "Date with Sammy?" I asked. He nodded, "First one. I'm real nervous." "It'll be fine," I assured him, "See ya later." I carried on down the hall and went into my room. I remembered my first date with Sam
**Flashback**
In the car I just can't wait, To pick you up on our very first date.
She was waiting for me outside the arena, ready to go. She looked great; low riding jeans and a bright pink mesh top, her hair in waves down her back.
Is it cool if I hold your hand Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance.
We went to a club called Elevation. We danced the night away together, talking and laughing, generally just having fun together.
Do you like my stupid hair Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear.
I remember feeling out of place there, everyone else seemed, well, normal. There was me: bright red hair and weird beard. Then there was everyone else: normal hair and constitutional facial hair. "Who says what is normal anyway?" Sam had asked. I decided that was exactly the way I should have been thinking. She had always been able to make me see things more clearly.
I'm too scared of what you think You make me nervous so I really can't eat.
We had gotten a case of The Munchies on the way home, so we ended up in the local Denny's. A burger in one hand and my date's hand in the other. Perfect way to end a date.
**End Flashback**
As the week went on, I saw Sam and Chris together everywhere I looked. It was hard for me doing the storyline with her because I knew there was no feeling in it from her side. *It's all your own fault* I thought. I was in Vince's bad books since he found out about what I did, Trish still hadn't come back and I had it on good authority that Amy was gonna kick her ass when she did show her face.
A few days later.
"Have you been to the doctors?" I asked. Sam nodded and whispered a tiny, "Yes." "What did they say?" "They said.I'm." she broke off and started to cry, "Oh Jeff." *Oh God I hope there's nothing wrong with her!* I thought. I moved beside her and held her. I put her head against my shoulder and gently rocked her to calm her down a little. "Ssh.it's okay. You don't have to tell me, it's okay." She quickly pulled away and looked at me. "No, I want to tell you, I have to," she said. I shook my head, "You don't have to do anything." "Yes, I do, but, Jeff, I'm scared," she said quietly. I smiled reassuringly, "You don't have to be afraid, you can tell me anything, you know that." She took a deep breath, "Okay.Jeff.oh God, this is so hard.Jeff I'm pregnant," she said finally. That was the exact moment my heart ripped open. I tried my best to look surprised and happy for her. "Oh, that is so great!" I exclaimed, "You and Chris?" *Lucky bastard* "So soon?" I watched as she shook her head. "No." "What d'you mean, no?" "It isn't me and Chris," she said. I thought for a moment. *If it isn't Chris's then that means that it must be mine.* "You mean.me and.?" Then she said the most amazing words in the whole entire world (at that moment in time anyway). "Yes," she whispered, "Jeff, it's yours." I was gonna be a Daddy.
ok, the next chapter is the last one so enjoy it while you can. thanx ppl and happy reading!