Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or any of the characters. (I really,
really, really wish I owned Sesshoumaru though ;_;) anyone I make up is
mine.
Well what did you think of my last chappy. (To tell me just click on the purple button at the bottom of the screen.) Oh and I still need feedback on names for chapters. Well I'd like to thank Foureyedbookworm, Totally- wicked, and Rebel-withoutaclue for reviewing. And a special thanks to Lizzy who is one of my best friends and is always giving me feedback on chapters whenever we speak. Thanks for all the encouragement ( : Well you must all be bored to tears with my writing so here's chapter eleven.
Sesshoumaru woke up that morning to the sound of singing. He soon realized that it was Satsuna doing her morning chores. He loved the way her voice mixed with the morning air. He loved to just be able to know her scent. He loved -
All at once Sesshoumaru couldn't stand himself. He couldn't stand the way he had been acting. He could stand juat wanting the girl but now what did he have to face? She was a human. A discusting human. He had kissed her. Why? He didn't want to believe it. He needed to end this now before it went to far.
'But you are lying to yourself,' a tiny voice told him. Sesshoumaru didn't even reply he only pushed the voice away and snorted in disgust. He had a nasty taste in his mouth.
'It is the taste of that bitch upon your lips,' a louder voice from the one before said to him. 'Get rid of her. She is only in your way. Kill these damn humans. You must prove that you have not weakened.' The demon lord thought over what the voice had said pushing aside the quiet pleas of the other.
He was confused. Did he really feel what he had thought or was it just an infatuation. He couldn't tell. He just knew he couldn't stand himself now and that he needed to leave.
It was then that Satsuna walked in trying to be quiet. She looked at Sesshoumaru and her face lit up. "Good morning! Did I wake you?" She was obviously giddy with happiness.
"Yes"
"Oh I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. Do you need anything?"
"Yes, I need to spaek with you" he said with such a malice that it sent an icy stabe of fear through Satsuna's heart.
"Sesshoumaru?" she looked at him with fear in her eyes. Never before had she been so afriad of his words.
He looked back as if not effected, "Don't be foolish. I've no need of those eyes any longer. They hold no more of that bewitching power over me. They are nothing to me. You are nothing to me," he told her with a snarl.
She started back and gasped. "B-But how c-can you say that? What about y- yesterday? What about the way you looked into my eyes, about the way you held me?" she asked him despretly.
"I told you, it means nothing to me."
"But no you must be lying why are you doing this? Why are you denying what is so right?" she was becoming more and more desperate.
He looked at her, his eyes cold and uncaring. He noticed the tears that treatened to burst from her eyes, the way she clenched her fist so that her nuckles were white. For a while nothing was said, and Sesshoumaru could hear her heart pounding. He was thinking of what he was saying. Was he lying? If so why did nothing tell him so? But something did tell him so. That small voice he had pushed back so far that it could no longer be heard. He did not what to hear what it said for it told the truth and for once in Sesshoumaru's life the truth scared him.
No longer able to take the silence Satsuna spoke, barly able to keep her voice normal, "But don't you remember holding me, how good that felt?." She went up to him and put her arms around his waist, and looked deep into his eyes searching for the reason why, but she found none. "You l-love me," she said, her voice becoming so desperate that it was weakened to almost nothing.
"I NEVER TOLD YOU THAT I LOVED YOU!" he roared at her. He voilently pushed her off of him and stood up. He looked down at her in disgust, tears where now rolling down her cheeks. Her scent was full of saddness and dispair and for a moment Sesshoumaru questioned himself.
Satsuna saw his face soften a little and a small hope fluttered in her. "Sesshoumaru" she dared, reaching for him.
His moment of hesitation passed and he slapped away her hand. "We've no need to stay here any longer. Rin and I have long since been healed and I no longer want her around you discgusting humans. I will be leaving with her today." And he stepped over her towards the door.
"Sesshoumaru!" she screamed, "how can you do this? You have no heart!" she couldn't stop the tears and her eyes looked so desperate that Sesshoumaru had to turn away.
Before he left the room he stopped at the door, "Goodbye. You have plauged me enough," and he left.
Satsuna looked after him tears cascading down her cheeks. He was lying, she knew it. But deep down she had seen the look in his eyes and knew that he ment what he had said. She fell to the ground in broken sobs unable to take the pain. "Sesshoumaru" she called out to no won. It was then that she lost concouisness.
Hi. You all hate me now don't you? (Lizzy probably does). Sorry about this but it just has to be done. It just wouldn't do the story any good if I didn't do this. Also I'm very sorry about how short this chappy turned out to be I didn't mean to make it so don't kill me. well see you next chapter. And do not I repeat do not forget to review!
Well what did you think of my last chappy. (To tell me just click on the purple button at the bottom of the screen.) Oh and I still need feedback on names for chapters. Well I'd like to thank Foureyedbookworm, Totally- wicked, and Rebel-withoutaclue for reviewing. And a special thanks to Lizzy who is one of my best friends and is always giving me feedback on chapters whenever we speak. Thanks for all the encouragement ( : Well you must all be bored to tears with my writing so here's chapter eleven.
Sesshoumaru woke up that morning to the sound of singing. He soon realized that it was Satsuna doing her morning chores. He loved the way her voice mixed with the morning air. He loved to just be able to know her scent. He loved -
All at once Sesshoumaru couldn't stand himself. He couldn't stand the way he had been acting. He could stand juat wanting the girl but now what did he have to face? She was a human. A discusting human. He had kissed her. Why? He didn't want to believe it. He needed to end this now before it went to far.
'But you are lying to yourself,' a tiny voice told him. Sesshoumaru didn't even reply he only pushed the voice away and snorted in disgust. He had a nasty taste in his mouth.
'It is the taste of that bitch upon your lips,' a louder voice from the one before said to him. 'Get rid of her. She is only in your way. Kill these damn humans. You must prove that you have not weakened.' The demon lord thought over what the voice had said pushing aside the quiet pleas of the other.
He was confused. Did he really feel what he had thought or was it just an infatuation. He couldn't tell. He just knew he couldn't stand himself now and that he needed to leave.
It was then that Satsuna walked in trying to be quiet. She looked at Sesshoumaru and her face lit up. "Good morning! Did I wake you?" She was obviously giddy with happiness.
"Yes"
"Oh I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. Do you need anything?"
"Yes, I need to spaek with you" he said with such a malice that it sent an icy stabe of fear through Satsuna's heart.
"Sesshoumaru?" she looked at him with fear in her eyes. Never before had she been so afriad of his words.
He looked back as if not effected, "Don't be foolish. I've no need of those eyes any longer. They hold no more of that bewitching power over me. They are nothing to me. You are nothing to me," he told her with a snarl.
She started back and gasped. "B-But how c-can you say that? What about y- yesterday? What about the way you looked into my eyes, about the way you held me?" she asked him despretly.
"I told you, it means nothing to me."
"But no you must be lying why are you doing this? Why are you denying what is so right?" she was becoming more and more desperate.
He looked at her, his eyes cold and uncaring. He noticed the tears that treatened to burst from her eyes, the way she clenched her fist so that her nuckles were white. For a while nothing was said, and Sesshoumaru could hear her heart pounding. He was thinking of what he was saying. Was he lying? If so why did nothing tell him so? But something did tell him so. That small voice he had pushed back so far that it could no longer be heard. He did not what to hear what it said for it told the truth and for once in Sesshoumaru's life the truth scared him.
No longer able to take the silence Satsuna spoke, barly able to keep her voice normal, "But don't you remember holding me, how good that felt?." She went up to him and put her arms around his waist, and looked deep into his eyes searching for the reason why, but she found none. "You l-love me," she said, her voice becoming so desperate that it was weakened to almost nothing.
"I NEVER TOLD YOU THAT I LOVED YOU!" he roared at her. He voilently pushed her off of him and stood up. He looked down at her in disgust, tears where now rolling down her cheeks. Her scent was full of saddness and dispair and for a moment Sesshoumaru questioned himself.
Satsuna saw his face soften a little and a small hope fluttered in her. "Sesshoumaru" she dared, reaching for him.
His moment of hesitation passed and he slapped away her hand. "We've no need to stay here any longer. Rin and I have long since been healed and I no longer want her around you discgusting humans. I will be leaving with her today." And he stepped over her towards the door.
"Sesshoumaru!" she screamed, "how can you do this? You have no heart!" she couldn't stop the tears and her eyes looked so desperate that Sesshoumaru had to turn away.
Before he left the room he stopped at the door, "Goodbye. You have plauged me enough," and he left.
Satsuna looked after him tears cascading down her cheeks. He was lying, she knew it. But deep down she had seen the look in his eyes and knew that he ment what he had said. She fell to the ground in broken sobs unable to take the pain. "Sesshoumaru" she called out to no won. It was then that she lost concouisness.
Hi. You all hate me now don't you? (Lizzy probably does). Sorry about this but it just has to be done. It just wouldn't do the story any good if I didn't do this. Also I'm very sorry about how short this chappy turned out to be I didn't mean to make it so don't kill me. well see you next chapter. And do not I repeat do not forget to review!