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Hi! Well school is starting on Wednesday, so I wont be updateing as often. I know I already don't update that often but your going to have to bare with me because my mom is really starting to push me with the grades and stuff. (She wants me to go to some private high school). Anyway I'm sorry for the inconvienienc that school will cause all of you readers and I will try my hardest to update as much as I possibly can. Well here is chpter fifteen.
Satsuna took in the morning air. Today she would. . . she stopped as she realized that she had the whole day to herself. 'Hmm. . .' she thought to herself, 'this doesn't happen to often. I should celebrate and do something for myself today.'
She sat on her front porch and sighed. The day before hadn't been the best day. The whole town thought she was crazy, but Satsuna actually missed Sesshoumaru. Yes he had been kinda cold and he had hurt her, but she missed the Sesshoumaru before all of that. Not even she could figure out why.
But yesterday, yesterday he had come back, and she had only been mean to him. She had found satisfaction in telling him about her and Matenue, and now she was ashamed. She remembered her conversation with Mat after the youkai had left.
(A/N: this is a flashback if anyone was confused)
Satsuna watched Sesshoumaru walk out of sight. She pulled away from Matenue and went back to gathering the herbs.
Matenue smiled and sat down next to her. He bent over and kissed her cheek lightly.
Satsuna pulled away.
Matenue started a little in surprise then regained himself. "Whats wrong?" he asked her gently.
"Oh Matenue, I feel so horrible. We could have been a little nicer to him. Especially you."
This time Matenue was unable to contain his surprise. "WHAT!? How can you say that, after what he did to you? He just about killed me! Satsuna why do you cling on to him so? Don't you see everything you thought he was, everything you saw was a lie?"
"I know, but maybe, well perhaps. . . Oh! You can't blame him you know! He is a youkai. And its just that. . . well, he was kind in a way and . . . nevermind!" she threw down her herbs in frustration and walked away from a very confused Matenue. She could never tell him that she actually missed Sesshoumaru, he would only laugh and try to change her mind. She knew it was crazy. What Matenue had said was true, Sesshoumaru had hurt her, but, well, she just couldn't believe that Sesshoumaru really meant what he did, when she remembered the way he had kissed her, the way he held her and looked into her eyes. There was no way that could have been a lie.
(A/N: end flashback. I just need to clarify these things)
Satsuna was suddenly pulled from her thoughts as she felt a sharp pain in her arm. "OW!" she squashed the mosquito that sat there and got up. She would go see Todori. He always made her feel better and all these thoughts of Sesshoumaru were giving her mixed emotions.
"Daddy! That's not fair! Your taller then me!" Kadul called to her father indignantly.
Todori only laughed playfully as he and his sons played monkey in the middle with the young girl.
Satsuna smiled. Todori's family was always happy and she enjoyed being in their company.
"Do you want any more?" Mora asked Satsuna producing a plate full of rice balls.
"Oh, no thanks"
Mora sighed and sat down next to Satsuna. She looked at the nurse then and was about to say something but changed her mind and looked away.
Satsuna noticed, "What is it Mora?"
"Well its just that, Is it true what I've heard about you actually missing Sesshoumaru?"
Satsuna turned her head away from her brother's wife, "I know it's crazy but yes I do" she told her not expecting her to understand, but praying that she would.
"I don't think it's crazy. I think maybe. . . now don't get angry with me 'cause this is only what I think, but I think, that. . . well, you fell in love with him, and your heart cannot just forsake the one you love."
Satsuna stared at Mora and was about to argue, but stopped herself. Mora's speech had awoken something in Satsuna that she had pushed aside. Perhaps there was a slight chance that what Mora said was. . . But that was crazy. Even more so then the fact that she missed Sesshoumaru. She was in love with Matenue . . . Wasn't she? But she remembered the times that Sesshoumaru had held her. The look in his eyes, had that been love? Satsuna had thought so. And she suddenly realized that she had never been as happy as she had been with Sesshoumaru. Not even with Matenue did she come close to that blissful state she had achieved in Sesshoumaru's arms. Satsuna suddenly gasped in surprise as she realized that she longed for Sesshoumaru. Never before had she longed for something this much.
Mora watched as realization dawned on Satsuna's face. She smiled to herself. She had always seen it. She knew what Satsuna felt. Satsuna herself just needed a little push in the right direction. Mora had always known that Matenue wasn't right for her sister-in-law, and even thought she too knew what Sesshoumaru had done to Satsuna, she knew that to be with Sesshoumaru was the only way Satsuna would be happy. And besides wern't all men a little, to put it lightly, brainless when it came to a woman's heart?
Satsuna suddenly got up and said a hurried goodbye to her brother's family then walked off towards her house. She would go after Sesshoumaru. She had to tell him how she really felt. For a second her mind flickered over Matenue, but he was soon forgotten as a scream burst through the air.
Satsuna turned her head. It had been Mora. She quickly ran back to her brother's house and was horrified at the sight that met her eyes.
The cat youkai had swarmed into the village but not as she knew them. They had wings and were almost like lizards. She saw a some attacking her brother and his family, while the rest streamed into village. Satsuna had never seen so many. She ran up to Mora to help her gather her children.
"Oh Satsuna there are so many. And they are sleeker. Are these that same creatures that have plauged us for years!?" She asked frantically.
"I do not know. But we musn't ponder on that right now. We must get the children to safty."
Mora nooded her head and ran with Satsuna.
Satsuna looked back at her brother. He was following them trying to keep the beasts at bay but Satsuna saw that it was futile. Every time he wounded one of the creatures it imiediatly healed.
Satsuna ran on with Kadul in her arms. What was she going to do. Where would she take this child. There was no safe place in the whole village.
She looked back and saw that Mora was no longer behind her. She abruptly stopped and began to call her sister-in-law's name. Kadul was crying in her arms and Satsuna could bearly hear or see against the cry and stream of the cat youkai.
"AHHHHHHHHHHH!" Kadul cried as one of the cat youkai came up behind Satsuna.
Satsuna turned and was unable to get out of the way as the beast cut through her side. She gasped and almost droped Kadul as the pain seared through her side. She dropped to her needs and her eyesight started to fade.
"Satsuna! Satsuna!"
She could bearly hear the young child call her. Already sha had lost so much blood.She looked up and saw the cat youkai standing over her. She knew what it was although all she saw was a large blob.
Her mind began to go into darkness. She heard the far off sound of the creature screaming in anger and her brother calling, but all of that didn't matter now. All that mattered was this comfortable feeling of sleepiness. She heard her name being called then gave into the darkness.
There. Done. Hope you enjoyed I don't have time for a really long note because I'm tired but if you want to read something really long and usless that I wrote just read my review to my story just click the blue number at the top of the screen. (I think its blue.) Anyway I hope its long enough I tried to make it longer then the last one so if its not long enough, I'll try harder next chapter. Any way thank you everyone.
Calophi: yes poor Sessh and it is a shame He forgot. I guess him headint them off though is kinda now out of the question. Sorry. And that you for reviewing.
Rebel-withoutaclue: thank you so much. I'm so happy that you enjoy my story as much as you do. And I'm sorry that my chapters keep on being really short, I tried to make this one long so if its not longe enough just tell me and I'll try harder. And of course thank you for taking the time to review.
Whatsinaname: thank you lizzy you are as always nice and you give me much of my encouragement. I thank you a lot because it's good to know that I have a friend reading my fic. And I will try to update a lot and I am writing. And don't fret you shall get some reviews. Your story is good and worthy of other people's praise. So keep it up. I want to know the ending.
Hatsuyuki: thank you. I do hope this fic doesn't keep you sad the whole way through. And thank you again for your support. Its nice to know that somewon thinks my work is incredible.
Audrey: of course thank you sissy. You are so nice and I am so glad that you are reading my fic.
Foureyedbookworm: thank you for not flaming me. Yes it is what needs to happen so don't worry. Anyway I have a questiopn for you. What does OCC mean? I probably sound like an idiot but I don't know what it means. If you can tell me I would be grateful. And thank you so much for reviewing.
Totally-wicked: I am trying to put them back together. I know its taking a while but I am trying. Oh and about Sessh's tail he wont let me near it. So, I know it really sucks, but I cant give it to you. And as for Inu's ears, I bearly know him. He just comes over once and a while to try and kick Sess's ass.
JJ: Yes Sesshoumaru can be mean at times, but all is well that ends well. Thank you for reviewing and I plan to keep writing, but thank you for the cherry.
Well there you go. Thank you all who review. And take care! (If you reviewed and I did not thak you I'm very sorry, I'm really really tired right now and everyone makes mistakes. But please do not take it as a sign to stop reviewing. For the next time that I thank you individually I should not be as tierd and I shall be sure to get you)
Hi! Well school is starting on Wednesday, so I wont be updateing as often. I know I already don't update that often but your going to have to bare with me because my mom is really starting to push me with the grades and stuff. (She wants me to go to some private high school). Anyway I'm sorry for the inconvienienc that school will cause all of you readers and I will try my hardest to update as much as I possibly can. Well here is chpter fifteen.
Satsuna took in the morning air. Today she would. . . she stopped as she realized that she had the whole day to herself. 'Hmm. . .' she thought to herself, 'this doesn't happen to often. I should celebrate and do something for myself today.'
She sat on her front porch and sighed. The day before hadn't been the best day. The whole town thought she was crazy, but Satsuna actually missed Sesshoumaru. Yes he had been kinda cold and he had hurt her, but she missed the Sesshoumaru before all of that. Not even she could figure out why.
But yesterday, yesterday he had come back, and she had only been mean to him. She had found satisfaction in telling him about her and Matenue, and now she was ashamed. She remembered her conversation with Mat after the youkai had left.
(A/N: this is a flashback if anyone was confused)
Satsuna watched Sesshoumaru walk out of sight. She pulled away from Matenue and went back to gathering the herbs.
Matenue smiled and sat down next to her. He bent over and kissed her cheek lightly.
Satsuna pulled away.
Matenue started a little in surprise then regained himself. "Whats wrong?" he asked her gently.
"Oh Matenue, I feel so horrible. We could have been a little nicer to him. Especially you."
This time Matenue was unable to contain his surprise. "WHAT!? How can you say that, after what he did to you? He just about killed me! Satsuna why do you cling on to him so? Don't you see everything you thought he was, everything you saw was a lie?"
"I know, but maybe, well perhaps. . . Oh! You can't blame him you know! He is a youkai. And its just that. . . well, he was kind in a way and . . . nevermind!" she threw down her herbs in frustration and walked away from a very confused Matenue. She could never tell him that she actually missed Sesshoumaru, he would only laugh and try to change her mind. She knew it was crazy. What Matenue had said was true, Sesshoumaru had hurt her, but, well, she just couldn't believe that Sesshoumaru really meant what he did, when she remembered the way he had kissed her, the way he held her and looked into her eyes. There was no way that could have been a lie.
(A/N: end flashback. I just need to clarify these things)
Satsuna was suddenly pulled from her thoughts as she felt a sharp pain in her arm. "OW!" she squashed the mosquito that sat there and got up. She would go see Todori. He always made her feel better and all these thoughts of Sesshoumaru were giving her mixed emotions.
"Daddy! That's not fair! Your taller then me!" Kadul called to her father indignantly.
Todori only laughed playfully as he and his sons played monkey in the middle with the young girl.
Satsuna smiled. Todori's family was always happy and she enjoyed being in their company.
"Do you want any more?" Mora asked Satsuna producing a plate full of rice balls.
"Oh, no thanks"
Mora sighed and sat down next to Satsuna. She looked at the nurse then and was about to say something but changed her mind and looked away.
Satsuna noticed, "What is it Mora?"
"Well its just that, Is it true what I've heard about you actually missing Sesshoumaru?"
Satsuna turned her head away from her brother's wife, "I know it's crazy but yes I do" she told her not expecting her to understand, but praying that she would.
"I don't think it's crazy. I think maybe. . . now don't get angry with me 'cause this is only what I think, but I think, that. . . well, you fell in love with him, and your heart cannot just forsake the one you love."
Satsuna stared at Mora and was about to argue, but stopped herself. Mora's speech had awoken something in Satsuna that she had pushed aside. Perhaps there was a slight chance that what Mora said was. . . But that was crazy. Even more so then the fact that she missed Sesshoumaru. She was in love with Matenue . . . Wasn't she? But she remembered the times that Sesshoumaru had held her. The look in his eyes, had that been love? Satsuna had thought so. And she suddenly realized that she had never been as happy as she had been with Sesshoumaru. Not even with Matenue did she come close to that blissful state she had achieved in Sesshoumaru's arms. Satsuna suddenly gasped in surprise as she realized that she longed for Sesshoumaru. Never before had she longed for something this much.
Mora watched as realization dawned on Satsuna's face. She smiled to herself. She had always seen it. She knew what Satsuna felt. Satsuna herself just needed a little push in the right direction. Mora had always known that Matenue wasn't right for her sister-in-law, and even thought she too knew what Sesshoumaru had done to Satsuna, she knew that to be with Sesshoumaru was the only way Satsuna would be happy. And besides wern't all men a little, to put it lightly, brainless when it came to a woman's heart?
Satsuna suddenly got up and said a hurried goodbye to her brother's family then walked off towards her house. She would go after Sesshoumaru. She had to tell him how she really felt. For a second her mind flickered over Matenue, but he was soon forgotten as a scream burst through the air.
Satsuna turned her head. It had been Mora. She quickly ran back to her brother's house and was horrified at the sight that met her eyes.
The cat youkai had swarmed into the village but not as she knew them. They had wings and were almost like lizards. She saw a some attacking her brother and his family, while the rest streamed into village. Satsuna had never seen so many. She ran up to Mora to help her gather her children.
"Oh Satsuna there are so many. And they are sleeker. Are these that same creatures that have plauged us for years!?" She asked frantically.
"I do not know. But we musn't ponder on that right now. We must get the children to safty."
Mora nooded her head and ran with Satsuna.
Satsuna looked back at her brother. He was following them trying to keep the beasts at bay but Satsuna saw that it was futile. Every time he wounded one of the creatures it imiediatly healed.
Satsuna ran on with Kadul in her arms. What was she going to do. Where would she take this child. There was no safe place in the whole village.
She looked back and saw that Mora was no longer behind her. She abruptly stopped and began to call her sister-in-law's name. Kadul was crying in her arms and Satsuna could bearly hear or see against the cry and stream of the cat youkai.
"AHHHHHHHHHHH!" Kadul cried as one of the cat youkai came up behind Satsuna.
Satsuna turned and was unable to get out of the way as the beast cut through her side. She gasped and almost droped Kadul as the pain seared through her side. She dropped to her needs and her eyesight started to fade.
"Satsuna! Satsuna!"
She could bearly hear the young child call her. Already sha had lost so much blood.She looked up and saw the cat youkai standing over her. She knew what it was although all she saw was a large blob.
Her mind began to go into darkness. She heard the far off sound of the creature screaming in anger and her brother calling, but all of that didn't matter now. All that mattered was this comfortable feeling of sleepiness. She heard her name being called then gave into the darkness.
There. Done. Hope you enjoyed I don't have time for a really long note because I'm tired but if you want to read something really long and usless that I wrote just read my review to my story just click the blue number at the top of the screen. (I think its blue.) Anyway I hope its long enough I tried to make it longer then the last one so if its not long enough, I'll try harder next chapter. Any way thank you everyone.
Calophi: yes poor Sessh and it is a shame He forgot. I guess him headint them off though is kinda now out of the question. Sorry. And that you for reviewing.
Rebel-withoutaclue: thank you so much. I'm so happy that you enjoy my story as much as you do. And I'm sorry that my chapters keep on being really short, I tried to make this one long so if its not longe enough just tell me and I'll try harder. And of course thank you for taking the time to review.
Whatsinaname: thank you lizzy you are as always nice and you give me much of my encouragement. I thank you a lot because it's good to know that I have a friend reading my fic. And I will try to update a lot and I am writing. And don't fret you shall get some reviews. Your story is good and worthy of other people's praise. So keep it up. I want to know the ending.
Hatsuyuki: thank you. I do hope this fic doesn't keep you sad the whole way through. And thank you again for your support. Its nice to know that somewon thinks my work is incredible.
Audrey: of course thank you sissy. You are so nice and I am so glad that you are reading my fic.
Foureyedbookworm: thank you for not flaming me. Yes it is what needs to happen so don't worry. Anyway I have a questiopn for you. What does OCC mean? I probably sound like an idiot but I don't know what it means. If you can tell me I would be grateful. And thank you so much for reviewing.
Totally-wicked: I am trying to put them back together. I know its taking a while but I am trying. Oh and about Sessh's tail he wont let me near it. So, I know it really sucks, but I cant give it to you. And as for Inu's ears, I bearly know him. He just comes over once and a while to try and kick Sess's ass.
JJ: Yes Sesshoumaru can be mean at times, but all is well that ends well. Thank you for reviewing and I plan to keep writing, but thank you for the cherry.
Well there you go. Thank you all who review. And take care! (If you reviewed and I did not thak you I'm very sorry, I'm really really tired right now and everyone makes mistakes. But please do not take it as a sign to stop reviewing. For the next time that I thank you individually I should not be as tierd and I shall be sure to get you)