A/N: I want to let you all know, that it is impossible for me to write a story without a happy ending. Just keep that in mind as you read this story.

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Why the hell would he do that to me? Why? All the sadness I experienced was gone, and replaced by lashing anger. But not only at Draco. At myself, too. Why did I have to do that with him? Why would he leave me like that? I was filled with so many "whys", but no one had any "becauses."

Well, I wasn't going to just sit there sobbing over him. I would do something about it. I took a deep breath and headed down to the common room. I was hoping Harry would be there.

He was, and lucky for me, Ron wasn't anywhere around. "Harry, I need to talk to you," I told him.

He nodded and we headed for an empty corner. I took a deep breath and started. "I guess you figured out what I did with Draco last night." He just nodded again. "Well, this morning I found out that he was transferred to Durmstrang."

This time Harry decided to say something. "Look, Hermione," he started, " I understand what you did, and that maybe you're regretting it now. But no matter how much you wish you didn't do it, it still happened and you can't erase the past. And as much as I'd like to say I understand and I'll be here for you, I don't. I don't understand why you would go off and do something like this without telling your best friends, Ron and me. I'll try and help you in any way I can, but I don't know how much that'll be."

I felt like crying but I held it back. He was right, of course. "I need a favor," I told him. "I need to borrow Hedwig. I'm going to send a letter to Draco asking him why he did what he did. Please let me use her. She's the fastest and the smartest owl, she'll be sure to find him."

"Of course, Hermione," Harry told me. "She's downstairs with the school owls. Good luck."

I headed down and fetched Hedwig, and gave her the note that I had already written to Draco. It basically asked him why he didn't tell me he was leaving, and why he did that to me.

A few days later I actually got a note back from him. It simply said this.

Hermione-

I never loved you. I'm sorry, but you were a one night stand. Don't get me wrong, you're a very attractive girl and I'd wanted to do that for some time. But I knew you wanted something more, and I didn't want commitment. So I did it the night before I left so you couldn't chase after me. I'm sorry things turned out like this, but it's all for the best. I'm not asking you to forgive me. You have to understand, I didn't want you planning our wedding or anything. Go marry Harry or Ron. They won't do anything to you like I did. I hope you can get over me.

Sincerely,
Draco

I was so upset. How dare he write those things, or think those things. And the conceited bastard! "I hope you can get over me"! Trust me, I already am. I wanted to forget it ever happened and start over. And I pretty much did. I returned to my normal life, studying for school, doing my work, and being Head Girl.

But my life couldn't completely turn back to normal. For a few weeks after he left, I noticed my period hadn't come, and it was about a week late. I didn't think much about it then, it had done stuff like this before, not showing up at the right time, but maybe I should have paid more attention to it back then. I should have realized.

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A/N: I guess you all figured out what's going to happen! Don't be mad, remember, I promise a happy ending! Anyway, I figured that I don't hate this story, I just hated certain parts of it, I don't like being so cruel to Hermione! But things will get better.

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