Title- I Will Die For You Author- BloodOfAngelsX

~ Lost? Is Zell lost in death? Will he revive with Sibil's powers or will he perish along with the love which had begun to grow between the main characters? Find out, in this final chapter of I Will Die For You! Lost Love. Or maybe not the last chapter...mwahah ~

Chapter- Seven

Title- Lost Love, Revealed Dreams.

Sibil's tears had stopped as she held Zell in her arms. The cold and perished Zell. "Zell.....no...don't leave me...," she whispered.

~ Sibil? She's crying for me? ~

Sibil held him close.

~ I'm dead? How can I see her and my body? ~

~ Another Dimension ~

"Zell Dinchet, wake up and begin anew," a voice beckoned.

"I don't want to wake up," Zell replied without opening his eyes.

"The past will only haunt you while you sleep. Why do you replay that day by day? You know she sacrificed herself...you know she couldn't be with you. Why try and get back to that place?"

Zell opened his eyes, his eye color was gray and his hair had become more blonde. " I want to remember those last moments I had...it's only been a couple of years."

"Try a thousand maybe, Zell."

Zell sat up," it's only the lost who never dream...I still want to go back and be with her, so she didn't have to kill herself," he murmered.

A tall, dark young man stood before him. Hazel eyes stood out against the messy brown hair. "Zell...you couldn't stop the blood, you know your heart had become wounded. You shut off your nerves before Sibil appeared so she wouldn't have seen the pain."

Zell punched the ground beside him, making a slight crack in the white marble. "Why did it have to happen then?!"

"Zell..."

"Don't Zell me, Zellios! You know you wanted me to destroy Laguna and then wanted me to kill Aisha!"

The young man stepped back and frowned. "No, I saw the love in your eyes for the girl. Nothing could have come between you and her, not even me," he replied monotonously.

Zell stood up, blood of light blue dripping from his knuckles. Pain hadn't even hit his brain yet and he walked over to a window. "Damnit...," he muttered under his breath.

Zellios headed for the door," Zell...today is a day of new beginnings. You might as well forget the girl! She's not here and may not be for a long time! Now get over the fact that she killed herself and think of it as a glorious thing. Because if she hadn't died she might as well have gone insane and took her insanity out on the whole world as Aisha, the Angel of Darkness...just like Laguna," Zellios implied.

Zell turned around quickly and sent a handful of energy at his brother but missed, the wall exploded and sent cement to the ground. "Don't you dare say that about her, Zellios! Or by my hand I will kill you...I don't care if you are my brother," he growled.

Zellios left the room and shut the door. Zell felt tears welt up in his eyes and soon they slid down his cheeks, he dropped to the ground and his wings appeared. Zell's wings quivered and he held his shoulders tightly, eyes closed shut and his bottom lip became a chew toy for his teeth.

~ Angelican Council ~

"Ah, and welcome...miss...," a large man with a great long beard inquired.

A girl with menecing eyes of gold, hair like a raven's feathers and a body of a cat stood on the other side of the desk. "I am Ryda...," she replied with a slight purr.

The man blushed and quickly looked through the papers. "Oh, so you're that great warrior?"

"Yes, can I go in now?"

"Go ahead! I'm not stopping you," the man said hastily.

Ryda smiled and entered the large building to the Angelican City of Heaven. Her eyes darting from place to place, searching for something.

Zell opened his eyes, his heartbeat quickened and he stood. "...no...she can't be here," he muttered.

His senses spread out and he turned quickly, a fist came at him and he caught it. He pulled the invisible person to him. "So, you've come?" he whispered.

"How did you see me?" came a purr.

"Ryda...you underestimate me."

Zell released Ryda and she became visible. A smile didn't even appear on her soft looking lips. "Oh, Zell. You've grown..a alot since the last time I've seen you anyways," she said.

"You have also, Ryda."

Zell turned away and headed for a desk in the middle of his room. "So, you died also?" he inquired as he slid into the chair.

"No..not even close to that," Ryda replied and walked over to the desk.

She leaned over it, sliding her hands over the top until her top half was completely on the marble table. Zell felt a lump rise in his throat as she gazed at him with those golden eyes. "Then...what happened?" Zell inquired after he cleared his throat.

"Suicide."

Zell blinked then before he could speak she rolled onto her back and grinned. "I couldn't delay...I had to see you again, Zell."

Zell's temperature soon began to rise inside and he felt his wings start to rip through his shirt. ~Sibil~

His wings soon stopped and his temperature fell. "Why?" he inquired.

"Do you have to ask so many questions...you know what they say...so much talk means so little action," Ryda purred and pulled the rest of her body on the table.

She neared Zell and put her nose to his. "Didn't you miss me?"

"Yes...I did...but," Zell fumbled with his words.

Ryda reached over and put her hand on the back of his neck. Her eyes boring into his eyes and her lips soon forming a smile of delight. "But nothing....you've been lonely, haven't you...I say you have. Why not play a little devil here...we'll be living in sin, won't we?"

"Sin...the only sin will be is betraying my heart."

Ryda's eyes widened and she let go of Zell. She slid off the table with her eyes still fixed on Zell. "Betraying your heart?! What do you mean?"

Ryda's expression softened as tears soon gathered in Zell's eyes. He turned away and Ryda circled around. "You found love...didn't you?" she inquired.

She nelt infront of Zell, resting her hands on his knees. Zell looked at her and turned his head away. "I feel so...weak now. She killed herself because I died...I replay it day after day just to remember what she looked like...what she felt like...I never did kiss her. She only kissed my cold lips when I had died. Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd want to go back in time and replay everything..to change destiny, fate and loss? I...I want to do that and be with Sibil. It was a thousand years ago but I haven't forgotten her," Zell replied with a short sniffle.

Ryda frowned. "I never loved...I never felt the need to. I had everything, power, lust and the ability to make men fall at my feet. You dodged all my advantages even when I could have shown you god...you are a strong man. One that I fell in love with so long ago. Why linger on the past when you have the future?"

"You and Zellios say the same thing....look ahead to the future, but my heart is in the past."

Zell stood up and Ryda followed him into the hallway. "Zell...I'm not trying to be your enemy, all I want is you..and I...to be together. I've always wanted to be with you..to share my whole life with you. But then I heard of your death and I wanted to be there...to be here. Is that girl here now?! Tell me, Zell..what does she have that I don't!?"

Ryda stopped in the middle of the hallway, a few feet away from Zell. "She has my heart..," he said monotonously and entered a room on his left.

Ryda's eyes closed and she fell to her knees. She had never cried in her life even when she was a slave for many men with castles, she would fight in competitions for the men and win favors even from women. She had been beaten as a child from both her parents and her soon masters. "Zell...," she murmered as tears slid down her cheeks.

Zellios entered a room filled with marble statues. Most statues were of women holding a sword or others holding bodies of victims they slaughtered. He neared a throne and stopped as soon as a carpet appeared before him. "Zellios, what is it?" a feminen voice inquired.

"I'd like to ask you of something, Heldia," Zellios replied with a confident tone of voice.

"What is it then, child?"

"Is there any way one of our people could go back to the past?"

"What!? What brought this up, child?"

Zellios cleared his throat soundly and held out his hand, opened it and revealed a diamond globe. "I wish to go back...and defeat the angels of darkness, Heldia."

At the back of his mind he knew Zell would be furious, but he too wanted revenge on this girl who had taken his brother's heart. A laugh broke his train of thought and he turned to the throne. "I see you've found a time stone, eh? Well, child, I think we might have a way to help you defeat those wretched bastards. Go to the harbora and tell Yumais that I sent you on a mission. He'll lead you to the machine which will take you back to that exact time and place, before Aisha attacked you and your father," Heldia said.

"Thank you mistress! I won't disappoint you!" Zellios chimed and rushed from the room.

"So, he plans to defeat the angels. He must want to end his brother's suffering heart...it is not any of my business. And what is this about that warrior slave girl...everything these young people do is confusing me..," Heldia murmered.

~ To Be Continued Ah, Zellios is planning on killing Laguna and Aisha. Altering the destiny of Zell! But, then Ryda and Zell wouldn't die and maybe...we'd get into Ryda's past! Well, if you like it so far, please review!