A/N: This fic would never exist if it weren't for Ides of Diamonds fic 'No One Deserves to Die Alone'. It's one of the best femslash fics ever and I just read it again today. Suddenly when I was dancing around in my livingroom the idea for this fic came up and I ran to my puter and started writing.

By the way... go and read that lovely fic if you haven't already! Otherwise I will spank you!

http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=890485

Also lots of kisses to my girlfriend for beta reading my little fic…

Little Warning: Very angsty ending..

Love Story

"Do you remember the first time we met?" They had actually met before that; Slytherin versus Gryfinndor quarrels in an infinite number of halls and days, snide remarks while passing by, but those didn't really matter. The first time when they saw each other, beyond insults and assumptions, was the day when life truly started for Pansy. She was reborn, with a determined mind she peeled of her past memories, the ones that wouldn't go away were pushed into the back of her head, to be never let out again.

"You were so beautiful, so perfect." Hermione's back was rested in Pansy's lap; her head held up by a numb arm, eyes shut. Pansy was softly whispering, not wanting to wake up the other girl.

"We were both surprised, we talked, no, you talked and I listened to your voice. I don't know if you actually came to any decision that night. You just embraced what was happening and I embraced you. And that was the beginning of our love story." Pansy were quiet for a while, just looking down at the girls face, tracing the beautiful lines and curves with her eyes.

"I will never forget our first kiss. We had been dancing around it for days. Every time we got close one of us did something to spoil the moment, or we were interrupted. But then one evening, we had gone to a private place just to be able to talk. I felt one of those moments come over me, we were so close and I looked into your eyes." Pansy got something dreamy in her gaze. She took a deep breath before she continued. "Sometimes it's so easy to read facial expressions, almost like you were connected. I think it's because passion is so hard to hide. Anyway, you knew it, I knew it, we both moved closer and we kissed. There are no words to explain how it felt, so I wont even try."

Pansy stared into nothing, old memories of tanned skin being kissed passing by.

"You are so beautiful. I remember the first time I saw you naked. Your skin was so soft and so warm. I adored the way it tasted and smelled. Like I will never forget the taste of chocolate, the same way the taste of your skin will forever be printed in my mind."

For the first time Pansy got something sad in her eye. "We were so happy, the future were a head of us. We made plans and we dreamed about getting old together. And then I ruined everything."

Tears were now running down Pansy's pale cheek. "I don't know what happened, I don't know. We were so happy. How could I ever do this to you? I just had this big need to break something, anything. When they came, I couldn't say no. I wanted to. I really did. But I didn't. I didn't and here you are. I got to break something. I broke you, our love and our future. I broke it all so quickly. I… I'm so sorry Hermione."

But Hermione didn't hear Pansy; she didn't notice that her face was wet with Pansy's tears. Hermione was no longer alive.

Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

- Strawberry Gashes by Jack Off Jill